Chapter 312

Jingzhi is stunned. As expected, she saw the big soft towel on the sofa. She hesitated and stood uneasily. Give him the towel. She would feel awkward and embarrassed. If he didn't give the towel, it would seem too deliberately small. After all, maybe he just forgot to take the towel in

Jingzhi takes the towel, bites his teeth, and walks to the bathroom..

The door was open with a slight push, but Jingzhi didn't go in. He just handed in the towel from the half open door: "Shaoxuan, take it..."

"Wife, I'm washing my hair. I can't open my eyes. Please send it in..."

In the roar of water, his voice gives people an unreal feeling, which seems to come from far away. Jingzhi touches a row of hooks behind the door with his hand, and hangs the towel up: "Shaoxuan, I hang the towel behind the door, you can take it after washing your hair..."

With that, she closed the door quietly and softly. There was no other sound except the sound of water in the bathroom. Her heart was slightly tightened, and she finally turned away.

After a long time, I suddenly heard a loud noise in the bathroom, and I stood up from the sofa in a panic. My heart was in a mess. The buzzing sound in my brain exploded the pain. She couldn't help but press the temple several times. She just felt that this kind of headache was too painful. She didn't want to try again!

She didn't go to the bathroom to have a look. She just sat down, her face covered with white, but there was no luster. She didn't know what happened. How did it become like this with Shaoxuan? She couldn't even get along more easily and happily.

After a long time, she took up the remote control and turned off the TV. After all, she didn't trust him. She was about to get up and have a look. The door of the bathroom was open. His hair was still wet. The belt of the bathrobe was loose and tied, revealing a large area of jade skin. His eyes were full of evil. The beautiful lips of the lines were tightened into a line, but the palms on one side were dripping one by one A blood bead, but he didn't notice his injury at all. He just poured a large glass of ice water from the refrigerator, drank it all at once, and put it on the table with a bang. He looked at her with his eyes, motionless, as if he wanted to see her through, to see through her heart, to see what was going on in it!

Such eyes should not belong to Shaoxuan, too fierce, too strange, let her feel that she can not continue to stand in front of him!

"I'll get you some medicine to treat the wound..." Jingzhi lowers her head and turns to go. Mengshaoxuan suddenly steps forward. The bloody hand holds her wrist and exerts a little force. She feels the blood is sticky on her skin. She is uncomfortable all over. She frowns and wants to draw out her hand

But he slowly opened his mouth and made a faint smile at the corner of his lips. The smile was a little self mockery, and also with his usual ruffian and Indifference: "yes, he can, I can't."

For a moment, Jingzhi was struck by lightning. She turned her face to look at him, but saw that the bottom of his eye slipped through the pain of struggle. The little anger that she had just rushed out immediately dissipated, and her long eyelashes fell down to cover the gloom of the bottom of her eyes. She tried hard to pull out her hand: "I will deal with the wound for you first..."

"Fu Jingzhi!"

Meng Shaoxuan suddenly opened his mouth. With a wave of his hand, the tea cup on the table fell to the ground in a flash. It broke into pieces on the bright and clean tiles. Her feet stopped. She looked at him angrily. Seeing that he didn't care, she suddenly couldn't help opening her mouth: "Shaoxuan! What are you doing? You are not afraid to frighten him! "

"Do you know the difference? Do you remember we had a son? " Meng Shaoxuan suppresses his low voice, but he laughs when he speaks. He strides over the mess and doesn't care that the glass pieces will scratch himself. He just looks at her face and looks at her anger. He only feels that one of his heart is full of love, warmth and affection, and is carefully held in front of her, but she doesn't even want to see it I have a look!

Why was she so abused by him? What do you want to do when you choose to go with him but don't want to approach him? For the sake of my son? He doesn't want this! What he wants is to be as loving and loving as they used to be! Instead of living in the same house now, but sleeping in separate rooms, eating at a table, but like strangers!

"What do you want to say?" She can't sit on the sofa. There is a buzzing in her ears from time to time, which is hard to say.

"What do I want to say?" He repeated her words like he asked himself. He walked to her mechanically, squatted down and hugged her gently. His face was on her knee, and the skin after bathing was cool. She could not help shivering, and her heart gradually softened. Those past years suddenly appeared in front of her.

He took her out of the dilemma when she was most helpless, he gave her so much love and warmth, he didn't hesitate to say that he wanted to marry her and let her go, he waited for her in California for three years, but also he, let her go to him with full expectation, fell from heaven to hell, was also him, standing in front of him He had given her endless warmth and hope, but he had also asked her to be discouraged.

And now, as she had hoped, she got what she wanted, but found that all this was not what she wanted.

"Zhizhi, do you remember that year when it snowed heavily and your mother beat you and shut you out, I went out in the middle of the night to ask you to take you away? At that time, I was thinking, this good girl has suffered so much, I must love her well, take care of her, and never let her shed a tear... "

His voice is stuffy to spread, want her heart also ache rise, how can she forget? Always used to remember others' good points to her, and try to forget all the bad things. Everything he did to her, she remembered clearly.

"I remember clearly that you did, Shaoxuan You are so kind to me that I can't even pick out any flaws... "

"Later, my mother promised us to be together. We went to get the marriage license. Then, we lived together. Every night, we fell asleep in our arms. When we opened our eyes in the morning, we saw each other. For the first time, we were not happy, and there were so many sweets in the future. I always remember them clearly! Do you know that? When I was in California, I lived on the memories between you and me. When I couldn't survive, I would remember the tears on your face when we separated. I forced myself to live. You said that you would wait for me, always waiting for me, knowing that because you knew that you were waiting for me, no matter how hard it was, I survived. I just remember, I have to go back, I I have to go back to you and my son. I said that I am your man in my life. I have to do it. I am a man. I can't break my promise! "

The thin cloth seems to be wet by something. Jingzhi covers his mouth and turns his face to the tears. "Don't talk about Shaoxuan Stop saying... "

She put out her hand and hugged him gently. His face was close to her chest. She felt that he was trembling slightly. At last, his voice was shaking so hard that she could hardly hear what he said

"Zhizhi, how did it become like this? You don't want me to touch you, even if I hold your hand, you will subconsciously Dodge, know Are you really unable to accept me? Do you still hate me? Hate that I didn't recognize you at that time, hate that song Jing around me humiliated you? "

"No Shaoxuan, I've never hated you, including what happened when I went to California. I've never hated you. Do you know, since I knew you, I've always felt that I didn't deserve you. You're so good, kind and simple, but I've had such a complicated life. So when I knew you fell in love with others and you had other people's children, I really did Instead of hating you, I'm still happy for you. I don't have to drag you down. You'll live better. When you are with me, you've suffered so many crimes. You've even lost yourself. If I continue to be with you, you'll be ruined by me all your life... "

"Know." He suddenly raised his head, slightly red eyes with a little water stains, his face expression is very strange, looking at her eyes are also some strange.

"It's because you never love me, right? If you don't love me, you will not feel sad or hate me when you think I betrayed you."

"Shaoxuan, no, it's not like that. I just think you'll have a better life if you leave me..."

"You are not me, how do you know how to be better to me? I survived just to get back to you. You said, how can I live a good life if you leave me? "

"Shaoxuan..." She didn't know what to say or what to refute. Shaoxuan's love was so heavy and fanatical that she could hardly breathe. How could she do it if she wanted her to come out of the quiet garden and live with him at once? A person has only one heart, a heart can only hold one person!

She doesn't regard emotion as the love saint of children's play, nor is she a child who casually falls in love!

"Well, it's my fault, it's my fault, I'm forcing you to hurry too much, my wife. Would you like to follow me? Do you know how happy I was then? It's not easy for our family to be together. I shouldn't quarrel with you for a little matter. It makes you angry. It's so late. Go to the bathroom and have a rest. Don't you have to apply tomorrow? "

Jingzhi just didn't know how to continue talking with him, nodded casually and went to the bathroom.

He looked at her suddenly relaxed back, but the smile on his face disappeared little by little. The hurt palm began to ache, but it could not withstand the cold in the bottom of her heart. Her heart was not on her own!

"Hello, the eldest brother of your family is engaged. The third one has a wife and children. The second one has a heart. Meng shaoting, what do you want me to come back for? Do you have any illegitimate children to arrange for me? I'll tell you first. I don't want to. Illegitimate children can't see light when they are young. They all have psychological changes. State, I'm such a beautiful girl. Isn't it a pity for state to hold on? Heaven and earth are sad... "

Su Ling was lying on the sofa, his feet in sheepskin boots were on the table, and he swayed twice.

Holding a big apple in his hand, he snapped at it, looked at the man sitting opposite her, and said with a little complacent tiptoe: "go, make me a cup of green tea, I'm thirsty!"

Meng shaoting didn't lift his eyes, just looked at the computer attentively. "You have no hands or feet?"

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