She used to disdain such a way and means to keep the unbearable, but now, today, she even has today, even will use such a way to try to keep a man.
But she doesn't regret it. If she chooses again, she will still tell him that she will try her best to keep him. She loves him so much!
Meng shaoting's hand holding the mobile phone froze. It seemed that his heart stopped jumping and his brain couldn't turn. He sat on the bed. His eyes were deep and sharp, but they were full of blankness.
Just a moment later, the blankness turned into a cold irony. He opened his mouth low and cut the flesh and blood of static knowledge like Senli's blade.
"Miss Fu, this kind of joke is not funny at all. What's more, you are really bored in this way. I'm sorry, I'm very busy. I don't have time to play such a game with you."
When Meng shaoting finished, he was ready to hang up.
Jingzhi's tears were dry, and she spoke quickly before he hung up the phone: "I went to the hospital for examination. I've been pregnant for 80 days. You can count it. It was the day I came back from Australia 80 days ago. Meng shaoting, I'm pregnant. It's yours!"
She said that at last, she was excited. He didn't believe her. He didn't believe she was pregnant! He thought she was lying to him, playing with him, trying to trick him back by such a mean!
This cognition, to her sad whole body's blood vessels will burst in general, she desperately grabbed his heart, the whole person is leaning on the sofa, seems to move for a while, take a breath, are sad to death!
Meng shaoting also seems to be shocked by her words. He doesn't know what it's like in his heart. He used to think so, so he wanted a child belonging to him and Fu Jingzhi. However, he was disappointed again and again, but he even thought it was a luxury.
When we were together, she took the medicine of avoiding pregnancy. Later, she left with Shaoxuan, and then she went back to her side. After that, he never asked her if he had taken the measures of avoiding pregnancy. He was afraid of the answer. He would rather have a pimple in his heart. He would rather have his own thoughts than ask her.
But why now? Why after he let go, why after he decided not to love her, she told him, Meng shaoting, I have your child!
What do you want, Fu Jingzhi? When I love you and pamper you, you don't treat me as a person. Now that I'm gone, I'm going to leave you and start my new life. You say you have children, how do you want to torture me? Aren't you going to let me go?
Do you think I'm the puppet in your hand? If you want to move your finger, I'll come back again?
Children? Ridiculous! I don't care! I wanted to have children because I love you and care about you. Now, I don't love you and I don't care. What's the meaning of this child's existence? Want her to be born in a broken family, want her to be born without father? A different one is enough. There is no need to have another innocent child to taste this taste!
He took a deep breath, but only felt that the air seemed to roll. It was hot, and his whole body hurt.
"Well, even if you are pregnant, what are you going to do? Are you going to be born or Knock it off? "
He said that when he knocked out these two words, his heart was still tingling after all, which made his voice tremble. However, Meng shaoting just quickly concealed his emotion and spoke calmly as always.
Jingzhi didn't expect him to say that. She sat there stupidly, her ears echoed again and again but only the two words he said - knock it out!
He doesn't want the child, he doesn't want the child! He can even give up their children!
Jingzhi's tears burst down. She tried desperately to resist them, but she couldn't help it after all. She began to cry in a hoarse voice: "Meng shaoting! I will not kill this child. This is your child and me. This is our two children. Why do you want me to kill them! "
He sat calmly, her words - this is our two children, the success of stabbing him, he does not deny, hear her cry, he will still feel sad, hear her say this, he will still be moved, but only so.
He didn't plan to turn around, or give her another chance, or give himself another chance. The child came at a very bad time. He couldn't do his duty as a father, and he could only owe her after all.
"Jingzhi, calm down. Think about it. We are separated now. The child has no father. Isn't it as pitiful as right or wrong? One is enough. Don't let this poor child repeat the same tragedy... "
He said it as if reciting lines. His heart seemed numb and unconscious.
In my mind, it seems like a little baby is emerging. He is babbling and laughing at him, showing two lovely front teeth. He suddenly closes his eyes and shakes his head hard, but his heart seems to be hit by a heavy hammer, and it is sharp and painful.
He is reluctant, he is reluctant! That's the kid he's always thinking about, the kid he's almost crazy about!
Maybe it will be a son who is not so naughty, maybe it will be a daughter who is as soft and obedient as her. He dare not think about it any more. It's just like cutting his flesh!
"Why doesn't the child have a father? Aren't you? Shao Ting, I tell you, I must give birth to my child. This is our child. It's ours. She has father and mother. She will be happier than anything else! I don't believe that her father will be so merciless, and I don't believe that her father really does not want her! "
Meng shaoting was silent. He lit a cigarette and took a few hard puffs. In the room full of smoke, he finally compromised: "give me some time, I want to think about it."
He hung up before she could speak.
Jingzhi leans on the sofa, her mobile phone slips from the palm of her hand and falls on the carpet. She holds her face and shivers all over her body. There are big tears rolling down from the fingers, which are dense in her sleep. On the clothes, she faints a small wet mark. She lies there for a long time, until the pregnancy reaction is triggered, Jingzhi stumbles to Wei. During her life, she spits on the toilet ...
Compared with that time, the child was already very obedient. Only in the morning, she would be noisy. But if she ate breakfast on time, she would be very obedient. She knew that her body was weak and soft, and she could not care to be sad any more. She wiped her face casually and went downstairs. Breakfast was already ready. Although she had no appetite, she still forced herself to eat one mouthful at a time, and also forced her stomach to endure I drank most of the milk and went for a walk in the garden.
She does half an hour's exercise every day according to the doctor's instructions, just a walk in the quiet garden, and then more rest.
After contacting him this time, Jingzhi was quiet. She prepared daily food strictly according to the nutrition table, rested on time, exercised on time, and only guarded her baby wholeheartedly.
Almost a week later, she accidentally received a call from Meng shaoting, saying that she was going to come back to discuss with her about the child. She was surprised, but more delighted and happy. No matter whether he hurt her that day or not, she would not be angry. She was wrong first, wrong too far. No matter how he did, she would not hate him. She just I hope that when I meet him this time, they can have a good talk. She will sincerely apologize to him and tell him the real idea in her heart. She will sincerely say to him that she loves him and cannot lose him!
Jingzhi has been staying in Jingyuan for a long time, only going to have a physical examination once a week. Therefore, when Meng shaoting came to see her in Jingyuan, she saw that he had lost most of his body shape and the black gauze on his arm. She just realized why he came back suddenly.
Just three days ago, mengzhenzong died of illness. Mengshao Qian only informed mengshaoting after he cremated mengzhenzong. He didn't even see his own father at the last time.
Jing knows that seeing him like this, she only feels indescribable heartache. She has no good feelings for the two Meng family members, and she just slightly regrets them. But he is different. It's his biological parents. How sad he is. She knows that she has experienced such things twice, and has realized it for a long time.
He made a cup of rolling tea and handed it to him. In the solitude of early spring, he looked a little depressed. But these days he didn't see it. He was thin like this. Since he sat here, his eyebrows have not been extended.
Jing Zhi looks at him and her eyes turn slightly red. She can't help but reach out to hold his hand. Meng shaoting is shocked, but subconsciously moves it aside