Ping Ping also reacted at this time. Her face was very white. When she saw Meng shaoting holding Jing Zhi, she was relieved and cried.
Meng shaoting was also affected by the emergency for a long time. He didn't come back until he heard Ping Ping's cry. She closed her eyes tightly in her arms, and there were tears on her eyelashes. Her face was pale, and even more red pimples were more and more frightening. He felt a little pain in his heart. Anyway, she was pregnant with his child now, and he Is it too cruel to do so?
But when you see her, you will think of the stabbing words she said on TV. When you see her, you will think of how heartless the woman he loves is. He can't look back. He has been waiting. But until now, it seems that the sea has become a mulberry field, and she is still the same.
"Ping Ping, let an Cheng prepare the car. Let's go to the hospital."
When he calmed down, he calmly arranged everything. Ping Ping nodded and wept hard. When she left, she only shed tears and looked at Jing Zhi's self reproach. Meng shaoting felt a little bit sorry. She seemed to be better than him to anyone.
Think of here, don't feel a little frustrated, as if, she is used to hurt him and hurt others, choose to hurt him, even if he forgives her once and again, including her, but at this moment, he is really tired.
If he wants to live like this for a lifetime, he will think it's too terrible. He might as well continue to live like this and wait hard until he is used to it.
The doctor gave her a comprehensive examination. She was stunned and fainted, but it didn't hurt. The baby was very strong and brave. Meng shaoting stared at the image displayed in the instrument, almost couldn't move his eyes. For more than five months, the fetus could see the whole outline indistinctly. The old doctor with grey hair saw many young dads who were so happy as to be the first father, but Still very happy to point to the small fetus curled up in the mother's palace and say to him: "this child has long hands and feet, and must be tall in the future."
Meng shaoting's mouth is cocked up, and the whole person almost lies on his stomach and stares at him. Xiao Ke seems to be sleeping in his mother's son's palace. He doesn't move even when he sleeps. However, Meng shaoting has to point to her face and say to the doctor that he saw her blink just now!
When Jing Zhi opens his eyes, he sees such a scene.
The soft and warm smile on his face has not been seen for a long time. No, it seems that he is in a dream. He has recalled his look like this. He loves his daughter so much, which is her blessing. At least She doesn't have to worry for the moment. He will find a stepmother for her daughter.
When Meng shaoting turned his face, the expression on his face was gentle to the extreme, and his lips were even in a state of upwardness. Jing Zhi didn't take back his eyes and summoned up the courage to smile to meet his eyes.
But her smile solidified little by little. The expression on Meng shaoting's face had already changed rapidly, as if the warmth and gentleness were just illusions, and he had been just looking at her coldly.
Jing Zhi felt the sudden pain in her nose. She opened her eyes and controlled her tears. She gently called his name: "shaoting..."
He was still frustrated by her calling his name, but only for a short time. He took back his eyes and looked out of the window indifferently. Half of his face was hidden in the dusk, and he could not see clearly.
Jingzhi lies there, suddenly a strong idea rises in her heart. She seems to be losing him forever
Tears, immediately forced out, all her reserve and self-esteem, all her strong and stubborn, in an instant, she can not lose him, if he is not in her world, the only thing she can do is to die.
"Take a rest and we'll be out of the hospital in a minute." He was silent for a long time and said a word in a gentle tone.
"Shaoting, will you stay with me?" In such a tone that he can almost drop water into ice, it's not easy for her to say such words on her own initiative, but it's hard at the beginning. Once she says it, it's calm. She looks at his face and catches every tiny change on his face.
He seemed to be slightly stiff for a moment, but turned around, still looking at the kind of friend who only nodded, and said, "I have something."
Her heart sank to the bottom of the valley, her eyelashes drooped down, covering her deep disappointment, but the small corner of her lips was hooked up a little, and her voice was a little hoarse: "then I will not delay you, even if you are busy with your work."
He took a look at her, and the whole face was completely gloomy. Just now, there was a faint luster in the corner of his eyes, but at the moment, it was almost like the sky in the future of showers, cold and frightening.
"Fu Jingzhi." All of a sudden he called her name.
The sky seemed to be gloomy all of a sudden, and the light in the room was even worse. She suddenly raised her eyes, but could not see his face clearly. He turned his back to the window, and only let her see the tall silhouette, but was inexplicably relieved.
He looked at her, her face in the dark at the moment, with a little jade like luster. He didn't need to look, he knew what her eyes would be like at the moment. The fingers on the leg side curled up one by one. He heard that he took a deep breath, and then said to her one by one: "do you know how hateful you are?"
Jingzhi's tears came down. She suddenly lifted the quilt off the bed and ran to him barefoot. She was so excited that she could hardly hear her voice choked. But she hugged him. With such great strength, she even backed him a step back, but he stood steadily and naturally surrounded her waist to protect her.
"Shaoting I'm wrong. I don't want to be like that. I'm crazy. I'll be fooled by him. Shao Ting I regretted after recording. I turned back just after the car left But he, but he moves too fast Shao Ting... Will you forgive me once? I love you I can't leave you... "
All of a sudden, he smiled. He put his hands on her shoulders and pushed her body away from her arms. He looked down at her as if he wanted to look into her eyes. She stopped crying and stared at him. Her nervous fingers were stiff and her legs were stiff
"Jingzhi, you don't love me at all. If you have used a little sincerity for me, how can you and I come to this step? If you have a little faith in me, how can I become like this? If you want me to fall into disrepute, you must pay off the debt I owed you at the beginning, right? You want me not to see my father at the end of the day, and he died so pitifully that he could offset the sins he had committed to your family? Jingzhi, are we even
His eyes slightly trance, in the gradually thick darkness, he felt his eyes slightly cool, stabbing his every nerve in pain.
Even if he doesn't owe her any more, she doesn't owe him any more. Who said that the most reliable thing to maintain a relationship is guilt.
Now, there is no guilt. Of course, it should be broken up.
At last, she understood what he meant. Her heart began to chill, a little spasm. She was convulsed and wanted her to start shivering. She understood. She finally understood!
She understood why she could squander his love without hesitation all the time. She understood why she was so confident that he would not give up her. All of it was because she knew that he owed her, and he knew that he owed her too much!
Therefore, she hurt him without any tenderness, so he endured everything silently, so she wasted his love heartlessly, so he swallowed the pain and was still good to her.
But now, he said to her, they're even, they're even? No one owes anyone He doesn't owe her any more, so he doesn't have to bear her ruthlessness any more, so he can leave without guilt, so when he looks at her, he will never look at her with tenderness and affection as before, so he can treat her like an ordinary friend, if it's not the child, if it's not the suddenly arrived child
Jing Zhi suddenly doesn't dare to think. Has he started a new relationship?
No, she won't, she won't!
Since he was waiting for her before and he was treating her well, now, she is waiting for him. She is treating him well. He is the father of her children. He can't leave her so mercilessly!
"OK We, we're even, shaoting. From then on, you don't owe me any more. "
She looked at him with shining eyes. She stepped forward slowly when he deliberately kept a distance, but he immediately backed away, but he ignored static knowledge and continued to move forward. Finally, he retreated to the wall, and there was no place to go back, and her body, her tiny belly, had been firmly against his body.
Meng shaoting's eyebrows are frowning. He wants to dodge, but this woman maliciously clings to him with her soft but towering stomach. He doesn't dare to force her to leave any more!
Jingzhi smiled contentedly, but she didn't go further. She was not sure how much he still loved her. If, according to the worst plan, he didn't love her at all, then her initiative would only make him afraid and disgusted. Therefore, she could not take a little risk. It's the smartest move to stop.
"You don't owe me anymore, and I don't owe you, so from today on, we are equal, right?"
He leaned back slightly, with a little posture of precaution and alienation. After all, she still wanted her to stab her heart, lower her head, and stop looking at him. She reached out her hand and gently stroked the button of his shirt. The voice was quiet: "I'll wait for you, shaoting."
He was shocked like an electric shock for a while. After a while, he forced down the palpitation on his heart, grabbed her hand and let it go. Then he began to say, "no more."
He took a deep breath, after all, he squeezed her wrist slightly and pushed her away. When she was stable, he just took back his hand and stood with his back to her: "Jingzhi, I don't want to turn back."
She forced the tears, shrugged her shoulders, walked around to him, and looked at him stubbornly: "never mind, I'll come back to you."