Chapter 388

Her tone, let his heart also a little hurt, unconsciously nodded: "then I will help you to block the taxi."

Jingzhi doesn't refuse any more. Her purpose is to go out alone. It doesn't matter what he does, as long as he doesn't stop her.

Seeing that she didn't refuse, mengshao graben couldn't help but feel happy. She walked out with her one by one. The winding path seemed to be endless. She didn't erect any more thorns. She didn't look at him with hateful eyes. She just walked quietly with a distance of several meters apart. Mengshao graben felt dissatisfied Come on.

When he stopped the car, he opened the door of the car and helped her to go up carefully. After he finished, she told the driver to drive to the central theater where the concert was held.

The entrance is a little cold, sometimes there will be three or two lovers embracing each other. After the staff compares the tickets, they will move on. In, Jing knows that she has gathered her overcoat and stood in some bleak cold wind. She has only one ticket in her hand. I wonder if she can get in.

But she did not want to pass, she was waiting, waiting for her fantasy miracle to appear.

He never cheated her. He promised her that he would accompany her to the concert no matter when or what happened. He would not break his promise!

It's very cold, and it's getting dark gradually, and the entrance is getting colder and colder. Standing there alone, she looks a bit abrupt. Walking past the happy lovers around, she would be curious to pay a little attention to the past, but she didn't move, just looked at the endless street.

Faintly, you can hear the singing in the theater, which is Chen Sheng's most classic one night Beijing melody. His voice has an indescribable vicissitudes of life, as if the bleak pictures in those songs were opened in front of her in a moment. The cold wind blows, she gradually wakes up, and there are countless pedestrians and vehicles in front of her street, It seems that the world is still lively and full of life, but she can't see it. Her world at that time was just a lament and a departure song of Pathetique.

Jingzhi finally returns to her mind and gradually draws back her eyes. She touches her face. She is suffering to the extreme and has no tears at all.

She turned around, step by step, against the cold wind to the entrance Hand over the ticket in hand, the staff looked at it and asked politely: "I'm sorry, miss, we have a regulation that couples must hold one ticket each before they can enter Eh? What's the matter, miss? "

The staff was frightened and generally stepped back, looking at the thin and beautiful looking pregnant woman in front of them.

He said nothing and did nothing. How could she cry like this?

"I'd love to go in..." Jingzhi doesn't want to cry, but when she hears the man say "both lovers", her tears can't be controlled anymore. "Please He can't come. He can't come any more I just want to fulfill his wish Please Let me in... "

She cried awkwardly, covered her face with tears, sniveled, and stopped her crying nose. Her voice was hoarse and hard to hear Several young couples around looked over and pointed and whispered. No one had ever seen a 30-year-old elegant and decent looking woman crying like this in public. No one knew that a woman's tears could surge to such a level. Fortunately, her words were understood. The kind-hearted staff ran to one side of their boss and said After a few words, when I came back, I accepted her ticket and began to sympathize with her: "Miss, we are willing to make an exception for you. Please come in Save the sorrows and keep changing... "

Jing Zhimu ran nodded and walked to the theater along the long channel, as if it was about to start. The band was tuning and testing music, but the attendance rate in the theater was not high. She picked up a more remote position in the corner and sat down, looked around with eyes raised, and couldn't help feeling. It was only a short time of a year. Those who bought tickets together at the beginning Lovers, at the beginning must have sworn that two people can come to see the concert together, but who knows, the most unpredictable thing about feelings, the cruelest thing in the world is its impermanence.

She sat quietly in her seat, looked at the open and huge stage, listened to the voice in the dark quietly. She lied to herself that he was sitting beside her. She lied to herself that he just didn't talk and fell asleep. She lied to her head to side slightly, pretended to lean on his shoulder, and she lied to her hand to the seat beside her, as if holding it with him 。 He doesn't want to accompany her to see. Then, she brings him. They are always together. She can feel his breath, even if she can't catch it But she just knew that he was always there, where she couldn't see, silently accompanied her.

Suddenly, there was a cheering in the audience. Jingzhi saw the lift slowly rising, but Chen Sheng had already stepped on the stage.

She didn't hear what he was talking about, but clearly felt his loneliness and sadness. She turned her face slightly, smiled slowly at the empty body and said softly, "Hello, shaoting Chen Sheng appears A singer you like very much... "

She hoped that someone would suddenly appear, hold her hand in the air, she hoped that someone would suddenly appear, hold her in her arms at once, she hoped to dry her tears and see a gentle and beautiful smile, open her arms to her, and call her to know and know I didn't break my promise!

But the answer to her is just the cold air and the noise in the distance No longer, can't touch, can't touch, even think is luxury!

His first song was the classic "outside the Peony Pavilion".

With the music played, the tears of Jingzhi began to flow down. She bent down like she had collapsed, and stuck her face on his shirt. She was so painful that she tore her heart and lungs, but couldn't shed tears. The fat old man sat alone on the cold and clear stage and looked at all the people. On the top of the stage, there was a cool light hanging down, as if it covered him With the moonlight all over his body, he played the strings and began to sing with his unique voice

In order to save Li Lang from his home, who would have thought that the number one scholar in the imperial list, the number one scholar in the imperial list, wearing a red robe, and wearing a hat to insert palace flowers, was so fresh

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I'm afraid that I can't meet you in this world, but I've been in love with him for 20 years

You ask me what I'm afraid of

that I'm afraid I can't meet you

whether you passed me for a moment

A dream in the past 20 years

Singing is like an invisible arrow, which penetrates her heart when she is unprepared. The silence around her is tight. Only his singing reverberates in the huge theater. There is no light around her, and the thin figure seems to be integrated into the darkness. Those deeply suppressed wounds seem to burst together in a flash, and those nowhere to declare It seems that she finally has a breakthrough in her grief. Her tears keep falling. Streaming, silently calling his name, Shao Ting, Shao Ting

You broke your promise to me after all. You said you would come to the concert with me anyway, but you broke your promise! Shao Ting... What do you do if you die and leave me alone? Do you really have to leave me behind? You really leave me alone in this dirty world

She finally collapsed. She was sitting on a seat without light. She held his shirt tightly in her hand. It was almost washed to pieces by the river. It was sewn and cleaned by her. But there would be no warmth or special smell of him on it

She also gently asked herself in her heart, Fu Jingzhi, what are you most afraid of? Is it afraid of a person facing the unknown night, or afraid that there will be no one in the world to rely on from now on?

No She's not afraid of anything. She's just afraid of the cold river, the deep Xiluo River Shao Ting, you are alone in it. Are you afraid?

I forgot when you asked me what I was most afraid of. Maybe in a dream, maybe you didn't ask me this sentence at all. But if possible, but if there is an afterlife, Shao Ting will find you, and I will tell you clearly. Shao Ting, I'm afraid that I won't meet you in this life, I'm afraid that there will be no you in my life