A month and a half later. Cemetery in the western suburb of city A.
It's only two weeks from the expected date of delivery. Jingzhi is really glad that she has so many things happened when she was pregnant with her. The baby is still so strong and will not leave her. She thinks that she must be a very beautiful and strong girl.
I know for a moment that I'm stroking the bulging belly. The tenderness between the eyebrows and eyes is so thick that anyone can see her look at the moment. But under the tenderness, I can't say how sad and reluctant she is, as if she can't touch the baby in the belly again in the next second.
When the car stopped, Jing Zhi said to the driver, "wait outside. I want to be alone with dad for a while."
The driver didn't dare to say anything. Now he promised, but he was afraid of what happened to her. He was in a dilemma.
Jingzhi smiled at him kindly: "don't worry, I'll be out in a moment, nothing will happen."
The driver Meng Shao Qian arranged for her is a very honest middle-aged man. Hearing this, he immediately smiled innocently. Jing knew that looking at his smile, he suddenly felt indescribable sad. When she remembered, she chatted with the driver on the road. The driver talked about his wife and children's looks, but she felt that it was hard to bear her heart to gouge out her bones. She forced herself to turn around and follow him The path of the cemetery, step by step.
Autumn is crisp, the sky is crystal clear like a sapphire, the clouds are rolling and comfortable, and the wind blows it into a flowing and lazy shape, like a big marshmallow.
When the weather is fine, it always makes people feel good. It's like at this moment, her eyebrow and heart, which has not been stretched for a long time, are also unfolded in the warm sunshine.
Though heaven and earth do not allow me, peace of mind is the place to go.
Jingzhi passes through the tombstones of forest, and finally comes to his father's tomb -
the tomb of the loving father, the unfilial daughter, Fu jingzhili.
It's just a few simple words, but it requires her to shed tears uncontrollably, walk a few steps quietly, and kneel down slowly. She hugs the tombstone and pastes her wet face on it, "Dad Dad... I miss you so much... "
How good would you be if you were alive? I will not let things develop to such a level, nor will I and Shao Ting go to such a level today! Dad, you have been honest and wise all your life. Why can't I be such a fool?
She cried enough and gradually calmed down.
Around the cemetery, there are pines and cypresses, which are evergreen all the year round. Dad's smiling face is as kind as ever. Looking at her eyes, she looks tender and warm. She knows that her eyes are red with tears. She wipes the tombstone carefully, and then she unties the white chrysanthemum on her chest and puts it in front of the tomb.
Jing Zhiduan kowtowed three heads in a correct way, and then spoke softly: "Dad, I don't know if there is a soul after death, but I know that you and mom, and Shao Ting, must all be watching me in the sky, right? After you left, I never dreamed of you. Maybe you have been disappointed with Zhizhi. Maybe you are angry with Zhizhi! Dad, I know too much wrong, so I have today's retribution. I want people around me, one by one, to leave me. When I have it, I don't know how to cherish it. When I lose it, I just regret it. Only God never gives people a chance to turn back. I have today, all I deserve. But although I am wrong, others are even more wrong. Dad, you To educate me, we should be kind to others and repay them with good deeds. But today, take a closer look at what is the end of good people in the world? There has never been a person in the world who can really repay good for evil? I've come to bear, no matter what kind of life I've been through, I can bear it and live quietly and strongly, but now, Dad, please forgive me, I can't listen to you, and I can't use the so-called kindness and tolerance to forgive other people's mistakes! He killed my beloved man, and he destroyed my life's happiness. Since this society is unfair and he can't get proper punishment, I have to do it myself. Dad, you gave birth to me and raised me. The only wish to die is to make me happy. Your daughter is unfilial. Even your last wish can't be fulfilled. Your daughter is unfilial. She didn't listen to you and stay with shaoting Our daughter is unfilial. We should take such a road of no return. Our daughter is unfilial and will smear your face! Just dad, please look at me in the sky, bless me, and ask me to achieve this only wish. If Zhizhi can do it, then the poor will fall into the yellow spring, and Zhizhi will go to you personally to ask for forgiveness! "
Jingzhi closed her eyes tightly, and two lines of tears flowed down. She clenched her lips. She was silent for a long time, and finally stood up. At last, she looked at the smiling face of the tombstone. She felt that her heart seemed to be taken away, and she could not feel the pain.
Dad, goodbye
No, maybe soon, Dad, mom, Shao Ting Our family will never be apart again!
When Meng Shao graben got up in the morning, as soon as Fang sat up, he felt a dizzy attack. He pressed his finger on his temple for a long time, and then he felt a little better. He got up and got out of bed. When he looked back, he saw a thick layer of hair falling on his pillow. He was shocked! A few steps to the mirror to look at himself, but found that in just over a month, he was as old as a lot of changed a person! The look is even worse, just like a ghost!
Reluctantly, she went downstairs and saw that she was busy in the kitchen with a big stomach. When mengshao graben walked by, she even smiled at him slightly. He forced down his stomach full of doubts and said gently, "what are you doing?"
"There are snails to eat today. It's still fresh! By the way, I also made spaghetti. Would you like onion rings? "
She prepared vegetables quickly, but didn't find out his difference.
"I feel sick. I'll go to the hospital for a check-up later." Meng Shao graben said slowly and looked at her expression carefully.
The action of Jingzhi didn't stop, just a sound.
"I feel like I've been eating at home since then, and my body seems to be disobeying me!" He approached another step, but he was still calm: "you mean that you have a problem with the food I cooked?"
"It's hard to say." Mengshao graben surface floating a little sneer, but numbness of the bottom of my heart a pain.
He felt that he was about to touch a terrible truth, but suddenly he began to be afraid to face the so-called truth.
"Whatever you think." Jing Zhi stops talking to him and turns out of the kitchen.
Meng Shao graben followed, his waxy face covered with a layer of indescribable Ashes: "I will go to the hospital for a comprehensive examination immediately, and then I will know exactly what happened!"
Jing Zhiqiang is calm. He thought that he had eaten her chicken soup last night, as long as today
"Well, I also want to know what's going on. Is it the food I cook that can only be eaten by women, not men?" The implication is that she has nothing to do with good manners. He can't just throw dirty water on her like this!
Meng Shao graben does not deny, and a deep look at her, turned around and walked out.
He didn't drive today. He asked the driver to take him there.
After the inspection, he went to the company and didn't come back until more than six o'clock in the afternoon.
When I entered the door, I didn't find her in the kitchen as usual. With one look, the servant hurriedly said, "Miss wants to see a movie. It's in the video room."
Meng Shao Qian changed his shoes and took off his coat, and went straight to the video room.
The door was ajar, he pushed it open, heard the voice of singing Beijing opera, looked for her, saw her little body in the sofa, the light on the screen was on her face, he clearly saw her focus.
He was standing still, and she was just watching the movie with an unconscious look.
The film being broadcasted is farewell my concubine, Cheng Dieyi of Zhang Guorong. It's just like the world!
Dieyi is asking his elder martial brother Duan Xiaolou, "elder martial brother, do you remember when the master first told us about the play of farewell my concubine?"
Xiaolou: "well, you can remember everything about the year of the donkey and the month of the horse."
Butterfly clothes: "but I still remember..."
“…… Even if people have all kinds of abilities, they will not be able to resist the fate of heaven. In the first life of the overlord Fengyun, only a horse and a woman are left to follow him. The overlord let wuzhuima escape, but wuzhuima didn't go. Yuji refused to let Yuji go. That Yu Ji poured wine for the overlord for the last time, and danced swords for the overlord for the last time. And then I'll kill myself with a sword, and I'll die with it! "
When Cheng Dieyi read the four words from the beginning to the end, she sat there quietly and quietly and suddenly turned around. She looked at him like a clear mercury, which was dense. She said to him clearly: "do you hear that? All in one Meng Shaoqian, when I understand It's too late! But fortunately I finally get it! "