Acacia struggle movement, slowly stopped, his face buried in her neck for a long time, but she felt his body. Body shaking terrible, suddenly in the heart of the unspeakable desolation sprang out, like the coldest August and September, paved with a silver moonlight.
She doesn't like to hear such words. She doesn't want to hear such words. She doesn't like to be told that she thinks I love you. Her love has long been dead.
Her world is just a corner of a remote island, inhabiting a small and helpless soul. All she wants is to guard her own small world and spend the rest of her life in peace. His world is a mirage that can't be touched, full of lure, bewilderment and cruel resolution. Once she enters, she is swallowed by the boundless cruelty. In this life, she doesn't want to rely on it again Near.
And now this man, the man she once tried to love with all her beauty and youth, became the cinnabar mole on her heart. She saw and remembered that it would hurt to hear about him. Since she was powerless, she had to stay away from him.
His thin and cool love will always be the love he gave up preferentially. She can't afford to smell lovesickness.
He held her, almost trying to integrate her body and body into his own blood. Her bones were numb and painful by his tight grip, but the pain forced her to be more and more calm. She pushed him slowly with the strength of her hand: "why Jie, you get up."
Her voice, as indifferent as the earth after the snow, made him frightened. Her eyes turned slightly to her, but she saw a calm look on her face, as if his funny tears and the confession that she couldn't help himself were nothing in front of her, she didn't care.
Cold heart almost frozen, heart ash to the extreme, but gave birth to a broken jar broken psychology, can not get her, will not let her go, can't see her is torture, can't have is torture, it's better to leave her around and let her hate him and hate him, at least, when he thinks of her, he can see her for the first time.
He didn't get up, stopped ten centimeters above her face, and thought to be right with her eyes, and said nothing.
The cold air came out, and when it came to the warm and hot skin, it brought cool comfort. It seemed that the heart gradually settled down. She had a pair of good eyes. When she looked at him, she always wanted him to be attracted involuntarily. At the moment, he hated her, hated her indifferent eyes, and punched several holes in his heart.
"Don't do that." Suddenly, she opened her mouth and slightly raised the corner of her mouth to him. Why did Jie see her heart tremble? He didn't like her smile like this, with indifference and a little gentleness to see through everything. It was not his Acacia. It was like the Acacia of a kitten with thorns. It was like the Acacia of a smart man in the beautiful and lively eyes. Not at the moment, beauty is beautiful, but it is like a meticulous painting on paper The work is neat, but it's cold.
"Why Jie, don't do that." Her hands, cool, like ice in summer, gently touched his face. He gave a slight tremble, and his face unconsciously leaned towards the palm of her hand. She did not move, and gently stroked his face, as if with a low sigh: "just as we said, two months later, I will leave when I get sick, you and my wife Good together, so long, we have already broken up, should not meet again like this, but I am very grateful for your help this time, we two, it's even, you don't owe me, I don't blame you any more, we all, have a good life. "
"Why Jie, I don't want to think about the past. If you are as you say, it's better to fulfill me. I don't want to return to your life and appear in your world. Please, fulfill me."
She said one word at a time, determined, as if someone was swinging a hammer and smashing a nail into his heart. The muscles in the corners of his mouth were twitching slightly, and his eyes were gradually red. He looked at her. If his eyes could kill people, he thought, he had already killed this cruel woman.
If she cries, scolds, pours, struggles, resists, he has the method, but he can't stand her to say the break-up words, although they already broke up! Although he gave her up and drove her out of his own world!
"Acacia." Almost gnashing his teeth, he read her name, and the palm of the hand that fixed one of her wrists suddenly loosened and slid to her neck. With one big hand, he grasped her thin neck and tightened it slightly. Gradually, the lovesickness face was red, but she still looked at him calmly, without any emotion fluctuation.
He hated very much. With a little effort, he almost pulled up her whole body. He frowned and was cut off by his breath, which made her a little uncomfortable.
"I won't let go, you don't want to lie to me like this, I will never let go!"
She suddenly smiled, with a little irony in her smile. She breathed hard, broke off his fingers, fell heavily on the sofa, coughed and hoarse, "OK, I can stay. You divorce, divorce now, just give me an identity. If you want me to be his wife, I will stay."
He choked on what she said, and could not say a word for a long time.
Her smile was cold, remote and strange: "why Jie, I am not willing to be a third party, a bad woman who breaks up other people's marriage, or your underground love. People, waiting for your irregular luck, we have already ended, and you have also been married. I've never said I hate you before, but it's always fair to be a man. I've been hurt like this by you. Do you really want me to die when I lose my life? "
"I don't love her, think, I don't love her, never." He turned around and hugged his head in pain. He dared not look at her. She said the truth every word, which he did not dare to face.
"What does this have to do with me? You don't love her, but she is your wife. Why are you a man Jie? You have to be responsible for your wife. You can't get married and think about your old love. People are nostalgic for you. Why Jie, there is no such good thing in the world, at least in the world of my Acacia, it can't happen. More than a year ago, I nearly lost my life because of you. Now, you have to put me away In such a dangerous situation, why Jie, this is what you call love me? "
"No, it won't happen again..."
He argued in a hurry, but he shook his head gently: "even if it doesn't happen again, I can't go back. I don't want to discuss this problem with you again. Why Jie? I only give you two ways. First, let me go two months later. Since then, the mountains are high and the waters are far away. You and I don't communicate with each other..."
"No, I won't, think, I can't." His face was white and he shook his head in panic, but Acacia was unshakable. He just looked at him indifferently: "of course you can say no, then I have to take the second road. If you don't let me go, then I would rather die."
Why the light of Jie's eyes stagnated for a moment? After a moment, he couldn't believe to look at her. All she could see on her bright face was the face of determination. There was no wavering look in those bright eyes like stars. He seemed to lose his whole body strength. Zheng Zhong sat there. She would rather die than look back.
"Why Jie, there's nothing that people can't do in this world. Four years with you, you should know me. What I decide, I won't give up. There's nothing that I should love in this world. To me, death is more like a kind of relief. Why Jie, you should think clearly, either let me go, or come to collect corpses for me, and then look at us For four years, I will be rewarded with a cemetery. "
"I promise you, two months, just two months, I'll let you go." He didn't wait for her to finish, he interrupted her words, then pushed the door open, the heat wave outside the car rushed in, Acacia only felt the sun shining in front of her like the broken gold sifted from the treetops, and then she saw some lonely back of him.
In the open road, he walked very fast, and his broad shoulder slightly collapsed, but it was still a rebellious figure, her stiff smile, which is why Jie, no matter what kind of injuries and difficulties, could not hurt him. They were not a world man indeed.
It was so good that she finally got what she wanted.
So what does he do with her? Since then, he has lived a bright life with his hair on his back and his hair on his back. She has lived a peaceful and ordinary life. Why should she pay attention to the past that once seemed like a dream? No matter it's a tree wrapped with vines or a vine wrapped with trees, it can't stand side by side. After all, he is not the big tree in her life.
Acacia turned around and closed her eyes gently. The play was over. It was like a heavy and desolate Gong in the air. This life is just a folksy play. It's just a group of people who have changed their lives and sing the same story. Paper, drunken, gold, fans and love net are hard to understand. That's all.