And this forever, God knows how far it is.
Until now, he just understood that there are some unspeakable secrets, regrets, dreams and love in one's life.
He had an unspeakable secret in his heart - he had already fallen in love with her, even earlier than she moved.
There is a regret in his life that he can't turn back - the child who was killed by him cruelly, in that winter night he watched her beaten away.
He had an unreachable dream in his life - to marry her, to have a child of their own, to see her always happy, without any trouble.
There is only one lover he can't forget in his life. She has a very beautiful name. She used to love laughter. She used to love him very much. Her name is called Acacia.
Broken string song, after all, do not know who is the first step to live up to who.
A month later, Hangzhou.
The carved wooden window is only half open. Looking in from the hollow pattern, I can see the old jujube wood bed. There are four bamboo poles around the bed, and a slightly yellow mosquito net is propped up. The mosquito net is hung by two copper hooks, and then I can see the bed. On the bed lies the man.
She was sleeping soundly, her black hair was scattered, and vaguely saw that her left cheek was covered with gauze, a face that was supposed to be pretty and lovely, thin and dry, without any look of the past.
All of a sudden, the wooden door of the bedroom was pushed open by two fat white hands. A one year old baby, who had just been able to hobble, stumbled in. The little girl's hair was slightly yellow, but it was soft and bright. She cut the head of the child's flower. The Qi Liu Hai covered her eyebrows, and her big eyes were very smart.
"Mom, mom..." The little man went to the bed and lay on the big bed. He stretched out his hand to catch his mother's arm. It took a lot of effort to eat milk. He tiptoed high to hold his mother's finger. Noro shook his lovesickness hand, and continued to cry with milk and milk: "Mom and mom..."
Lovesickness drowsy wake up, and stroked the chest acuteness coughing for a long time to barely open her eyes, she has a weak look at her daughter, weak smile: "what's the matter, norno?"
Noro's face was bulging, and he was very cute with a little mouth that had just grown eight teeth: "dinner Have a meal... "
Lovesickness is a smile again, turn over the face to cover the mouth to avoid the direction of norno's violent cough for a long time, then shake the small hand of norno; "norno is good, first eat with grandma, and then lie down for a while, OK?"
Nono looked at her, and there were tears in her eyes. She held her lovelorn hand tightly, as if her mother would be gone as soon as she released her hand.
Acacia heartache affliction, but she did not have a little strength, can not even sit up, can only reach out and shiver to caress the top of Noro's hair, strong endure the itching pain in the throat, panting off and on: "Noro does not listen to his mother, right? Mom is going to be angry Angry, angry I won't get up and hold Noro... "
As soon as she heard this, she began to cry. She held her lovelorn hand tightly, cried heavily, and tried to climb to the bed. However, she couldn't climb up, and cried more. Lovelorn couldn't hear her cry. She would sit up and hug her as she struggled. Who knows that it was just like this move, her whole body seemed to be scattered, panting and lying in sweat I can't lift my arm there
She closed her eyes and breathed out. Noro was more afraid. She cried. Aunt Fu rushed in and hugged Noro for a while. Seeing that she didn't cry badly, she hurried to see lovesickness and saw her lying in bed. She only breathed out and couldn't breathe in. It took a long time to think of the people who pinched her. Her nails were pinched into the skin. The pain woke her up.
Lovesickness slowed down, but suddenly she took aunt Fu's hand in reverse. She didn't know where she came from. The thin body was shaking, but the hand was like a pair of pliers. Aunt Fu held aunt Fu's wrist tightly. Aunt Fu's tears rolled down. "Think, what do you want to say, I promise you, I promise you..."
"When I die..." Acacia half of the body, because too thin, and appear more and more amazing eyes, stubborn and bright, she said these four words, aunt Fu's tears fell, she raised her hand to pretend to hit her, "you child, what death, you just how old, my mother-in-law died not to you! Three boos! "
Acacia shakes her head powerlessly, gasps, rests hoarse, and her chest is torn like a broken bellows. She was caught in the rain that night. She had a burn and was injured. She went back to the hospital after fainting. It has turned into acute pneumonia. Infusion and injection did not work. Later, it was easy to get out of danger, but the body has collapsed.
"Aunt fu..." Acacia holding her arm hand tighter and tighter, she panted hard, her chest hurt: "if I really die, you will send norno to him..."
"No way! He didn't hurt you enough. You have to give Noro to him! I don't agree! " Aunt Fu stood up at once, turned around and threw Noro down beside her, hugged her tears and cried: "this is your child, it's my life. Root I will give no one, no one... "
Acacia said a few words, and then she couldn't support the heavy fall on the bed. On the bed, she closed her eyes, there was a slight light coming in the window, fell on her face, under the light, there was a round tear slowly flowing down from the corner of her eyes and sliding over the thin cheek
Why Jie, when the whole world let me give up you, when everyone told me not to believe you, but I still look forward to, looking forward to you will give me a miracle, give me a miracle that can safely close my eyes and die.
She's your daughter. I believe you'd rather give up your life than hurt her a little, right? I believe that you will love her as much as you cherish life, right?
Then, when norno has no mother, but at least her father, she can't enjoy the complete love, at least half of the affection, aunt Fu is hiding from me, but I know that she is too sick to support. If I go, aunt Fu also goes, what can norno do alone?
In this world, the only person I can trust is you. Why Jie, please don't let me down, please don't let me down, and I can't close my eyes even if I die
"Aunt fu..."
The sound of lovesickness is like a sigh from the wind in the distance. Aunt Fu looks at her with Noro in her arms.
Her cheeks were slightly red and dizzy, with a strange luster, but there was a heavy air between her eyebrows. Aunt Fu couldn't bear to look at it suddenly. She hugged Noro and turned around in her arms. Big drops of tears went straight to her whereabouts: "what's wrong with this? Why should I report it to you? Why don't I die for you..."
"Aunt Fu, what will Noro do in a hundred years?"
Dumb voice suddenly came, like lightning strike, aunt Fu was stunned. She subconsciously hugged Noro more, or shook her head. "I'll go to find longevity, and I'll go to that ungrateful little rabbit..."
"Noro has a father, aunt Fu. Please follow me He'll be nice to Noro... "
"How can I believe him? He has made you think like this and you speak for him!"
Lovesickness only feels that the mind has already floated out of the body. It seems that the body is no longer its own. There are tears flowing uncontrollably. At the end of the day, they gradually disappear. She has no tears
"He's norno's father, that's all..." Lovesickness lies on the bed. She coughs violently again. Aunt Fu leaves Noro and runs to her chest. Lovesickness only feels a sweet smell in her throat. She forces herself to swallow it. A tumbling in her stomach makes her cough again. A thin thread of blood slips out of her tightly closed lips. Aunt Fu can't help but feel shocked at the sight. She feels cold at heart. Young people spit blood, afraid of it It's not longevity
"I believe in him. Take norno Tell him I believe he will be good to Noro Aunt fu... Promise me... "
Her hand fumbled, as if to hold something. Aunt Fu hurriedly held her hand, but was held tightly by her backhand. She tried her best, and her fingers ached: "promise me, aunt fu..."
"I promise you, I promise you Stop talking. Think about it. Take a break... "
Aunt Fu cried and nodded. Acacia held her hand and suddenly let it loose. It fell down slowly. The corners of her lips rose little by little, reflecting the bright red blood stains, like the blooming red plum blossom. The last sentence, like the floating clouds, was: "I can close my eyes even if I die..."
"Think..." Aunt Fu cried her name in pain, and tears fell: "I promise you everything, you can rest assured, rest assured..."
But how can I rest assured? He is already someone else's husband, how can his wife tolerate this child? Silly thinking, now, how can you still not see open, can't let go?