Lin Han always frowned. In her dream, she also argued with Gu Lichuan. She wanted to kill the child and lay on the cold operating table.
Gu Lichuan angrily hit her and pulled her out of the operating room.
However, as soon as she went out, she saw Ji Qi. He came all the time. He thought she had a car accident and was injured. But she didn't expect to see her come down from the operating table of Obstetrics and gynecology.
Lin Han only felt a pain in his heart. He suddenly opened his eyes, clenched his fist tightly on his chest. When Lin Xin called her name, she slowly released her hand and regained her mind.
Lin Xin helped her to sit up and asked carefully, "elder sister, what's wrong with you? What's the matter with elder brother Gu? Do you quarrel again?"
"I am like this, don't tell Ji Qi." She did not answer Lin Xin's question, but told her not to tell Ji Qi, she looked embarrassed.
But Lin Xin said apologetically: "brother Ji has come and is cooking noodles for you in the kitchen, but I don't know what happened to you and didn't tell him."
Lin Han lowered his eyes and looked dim. He lifted the quilt and got out of bed. He listened to Ji Qi's deep voice coming from the door: "wake up? Come and have noodles
She spoke hard and answered.
But did not go to see Ji Qi, just afraid, see his eyes that can see people's heart, will reveal all emotions.
Lin Han went to the table and sat down, probably knowing that she was pregnant. She walked very slowly and her hands always wanted to touch her stomach. These subconscious movements made Lin Han frown.
Still is the hot egg noodles, is still the silent care of Ji Qi.
Lin Han picked up a chopstick and ate it slowly into his mouth. The corners of his eyes became more and more moist. He always felt that he could not wait to vent some emotions.
Can you say that? Tell him all the things he doesn't know, and tell him the unhappy and painful things.
How can Ji Qi not find her strange mood? From receiving Lin Xin's phone call to seeing Lin Han's painful sleeping face, he can already guess what happened to her, and it must be something that will make her so sad.
Ji Qi was sitting beside her, just like before.
Seeing her shoulder, Ji Qi pursed his mouth and put his arm around Lin Han's shoulder. He said in a clear voice, "today's not my appetite?"
Lin Han bowed his head and shook his head, but his stomach turned. She pushed Ji Qi away and ran to the bathroom. She retched twice. She ate noodles and vomited out again.
She held the washbasin, gargle with water in her hand, and tried to spray water on her face, trying to make herself sober and calm.
Ji Qi has gone behind her, gently stroked her back, and took the towel to wipe the corners of her mouth.
Lin Han raised his eyes and looked at Ji Qi. His red eyes made Ji Qi feel tight. He pressed Lin Han's shoulder and asked, "what happened, will make you so sad?"
Lin Han held Ji Qi's arm with his backhand, water vapor in his eyes, and took a deep look at him and raised his voice: "Lin Xin, you go out to find Andy to ask for this year's marketing quota plan."
Lin Xin is a smart girl. Knowing that Lin Han is so excited, she must have something to say with Ji Qi. Oh, she put on her coat and went out the door.
When Lin Xin left, Lin Hancai sat back at the table. He just picked up the chopsticks and put them down. He lowered his eyes and slowly opened his mouth: "do you remember the shameless man who defiled me in Su Wanrou's mouth?"
Ji Qi didn't expect that she said such a sentence when she opened her mouth. Lin Han didn't expect his answer. He said to himself, "that man, Gu Lichuan, saved me after I was drugged, but also..."
She didn't say everything, and she knew that Ji Qi could understand.
She always lowered her head, clenched her fist and sniffed. She said again, "do you remember that I went to Haichuan on business with him? At that time, we also... "
"Lin Han, don't tell me that you are in Haichuan..." Ji Qi hammered off the table, his eyes narrowed slightly, and a trace of coldness flashed under his eyes. When he swept to Lin Han, he took a trace of Qi Ji.
However, Lin Han slowly raised his head and looked at him. His lips moved and nodded for a long time.
Ji Qi stretched out his hand and pressed Lin Han's shoulder, and looked at her squarely. Her eyes were full of anger and disbelief: "tell me again, you can tell me again!"
"Ah Qi, Su Wanrou is right. I was tarnished by someone. The man was Gu Lichuan. We were on business in Haichuan. Because of something, I was attacked by him..."
"No more!" Ji Qi grabs her shoulder's hand gradually tightens, shrieking to Lin Han.
Lin Hanyang looked at Ji Qi, and her eyes were glistening with tears. She choked, and her white face was covered with frown. She said, "just today, he saw us kissing and had an argument with me. But I was very happy because he agreed to divorce me. However, on the way, we had a car accident."
Ji Qi's eyes are more and more gloomy, but Lin Han still told him what happened today.
"Ah Qi, I'm pregnant. I have his baby, Gu Lichuan!"Suddenly, all the things on the table were pushed to the ground by Ji Qi, scattered, and made a crisp sound. He pulled off his tie and paced in place, then punched the wall.
Soon, there was blood on the back of his hand. Lin Han raised his head and didn't want to let the tears pour out. But his eyes were numb and he was still talking: "Qi, what I said is true. I didn't cheat you. I got the test report. I asked the doctor. She said that I was pregnant. It has been more than a month."
But at this time, every word Lin Han said hit Ji Qi's heart fiercely. He suddenly reached out and pinched Lin Han's cheek: "don't say it, I told you not to say it again!"
He roared, Lin Han showed a painful smile, Ji Qi staring at her, tightly staring at her, as if to see through her, want to know, what she is thinking in the heart, how can she do such a thing, how can, pregnant with other people's children!
The air solidified, and all the mess was silent. Ji Qi looked at all this, and then looked at Lin Han's numb and empty look, and sneered as hard as he could.
Holding her cheek hand more and more hard, Lin Han dry hoarse voice open: "Qi, such me, do you want?"
Do you want such a fragmentary and embarrassed me?
Want it? Ji Qi glared at her fiercely, and said sarcastically, "do you think I, Ji Qi, want a woman who is married and pregnant with other people's children? "
" why do you think I am His voice was louder and more painful.
"Do you think I really want it?" He yelled at the top of his voice, as if to shout out all his anger.
Lin Han slowly closed his eyes, and the big tears rolled down one by one. She cried so sad and helpless, but in Ji Qi's eyes, it was the most ironic counterattack to him for so many years.
He quickly released Lin Han, eyes gradually cold, thin lips slowly opened, word by word said: "Lin Han, I will not love you again."
"I'll never be nice to you again."
"I'll never wait for you again." The process of speaking, he is very calm, probably calm abnormal, will appear so indifferent, will be like a knife, in scraping Lin cold heart.
"From today on, everything about you Lin Han has nothing to do with me, it has nothing to do with it!" His last sentence, like a roar, like a burst of emotion, unable to control himself, said.
In this way, abruptly cut off all their memories, all the sweetness, all the paid, waiting for, were broken by Lin Han and destroyed by himself.
She looked at Ji Qi, sad and forbearance looking at Ji Qi, she opened her mouth, want to ask, why can't accept her, why no longer wait for her, why don't you love her.
But she couldn't ask. She was wrong. She made a wrong choice five years ago. Five years later, she still failed to grasp the opportunity and missed the opportunity closest to happiness.
She's going to lose ah Qi, isn't she?
Lin Han got up and went to Ji Qi. He stretched out his hand and wanted to hold him. But he threw it away and once again said coldly and angrily, "that's it, Lin Han. This time, I'll go! "
when he passed her eyes, when the door made a huge noise, Lin Han leaned against the wall unsteadily, and slowly closed his eyes. Tears ran down the corner of his eyes.
She slowly sat on the ground, looking at the mess of a room, and the breath of Ji Qi in the air, she suddenly covered her face and burst out.
At first, she just covered her face and cried in a stuffy voice, but after all, she couldn't stop the hot emotion. Finally, she cried out at the top of her voice.
She looked up slightly, her hands clasped her legs, her eyes covered with tears, and she couldn't see anything clearly.
I don't know how long she cried like this, but she couldn't breathe any more. She choked, but her tears couldn't stop.
"No, no, I'm so strong. How can I be defeated by this thing? I won't I can't... " Lin Han looks at a place with dull eyes and suddenly sobs out this sentence.
"I will live well, I will live well, no one can, no one can..." She repeated these words, but read, or can not help but think of Ji Qi, his angry eyes, his tender care, he hoarse told her that he did not want her.
"Ah Qi, ah Qi Ah Qi... "
She has been calling Jiqi's name all the time, crying for his name, tears did not stop.
Lin Xin knocked at the door, she can't hear, just cry, just call Ji Qi's name, just say some comforting words.
Lin Xin doesn't know what happened inside, but she believes that Lin Han must be in it. She just forgot to bring the key. At this time, she can't get in at all. She just calls her.
But Lin Han closed his eyes and leaned against the wall, murmuring and choking: "ah Qi, you don't want me..."