She didn't sleep all night, and the process of Gu Lichuan saying he got sick was always in her mind. The process was just too hard.
Her reaction and behavior also exceeded her expectations.
Tossing and turning can not sleep, open eyes and close eyes is not Gu Lichuan, is thinking about how to make him better.
Until the bright day, she got up, afraid to wake him up, action is very light, simple tidy up their own, on the rice porridge.
Gu Lichuan likes to drink the porridge she makes and the small dishes she makes. Every time, she eats up all her face.
Lin Han may not have paid attention to these details before, but now he has started to pay attention to them. It seems that he doesn't want to miss these details.
Even if Gu Lichuan was one day Did she have something more to remember.
Breakfast is very simple. It's all done by Lin Hanchang before. Gu Lichuan hasn't woken up yet, but it's already eight o'clock. She's suddenly worried.
In fact, Gu Lichuan always gets up later than her. When they were still at home before, Lin Han would deliberately stagger his time to the company in advance.
But he was still late.
At eight o'clock, it was only his normal sleep time, but he was ill. He was so seriously ill that he was worried about whether he would not be able to get up.
Thinking of this, she felt that this premonition was really bad. She twisted her eyebrows and went to the door of his room. She knocked on the door, and there was a sound inside.
Suddenly, she opened the door with a light breath, which made her feel a little relieved.
Pulling the corners of her mouth, she was just about to withdraw. Gu Lichuan slowly opened his eyes, raised his eyes and looked at Lin Han. He said in a low voice, "early morning."
Lin Han Leng next, but then also light smile, said: "sleep well, get up to eat."
Gu Lichuan nodded, and then when Lin Han closed the door, he covered his mouth and coughed twice. He intended to cover up the cough.
But there are three things in the world that can't be hidden.
Cough, poverty and love, he wanted to hide, but only to cover up.
Where can't Lin Han hear it? Her hand holding the door handle suddenly tightened. She turned back and pushed the door open. She looked at him with concern and said, "are you ok?"
Gu Lichuan is coughing, but still stretched out a hand to wave his hand, indicating that she is OK, and then casually went to get the kerchief on the bedside table.
Lin Han sees the form to take the square towel past, pass to his hand, frown at him, say: "what can I help you?"
Gu Lichuan stopped coughing and stabilized his rapid breathing. His deep eyes looked at Lin Han for a moment: "no, Lin Han, you don't have to do anything. I just want you to accompany me."
She doesn't have to do anything, even if she doesn't cook for him or take care of him. As long as Lin Han stands by his side, he can see when he raises his eyes and reaches out to touch him. That's enough.
Lin Han twinkled his eyes and moved the corner of his mouth. After a few seconds, he said, "I'll give you porridge. Go and wash yourself."
With that, she seemed to escape Gu Lichuan's hot eyes and left.
When Gu Lichuan was ready, the porridge Lin Han gave him was not hot. The mild and warm temperature was just right for him. The food was not rich at all.
But Gu Lichuan thinks it's very good. He had such a wish. If Lin Han can come back, he also hopes that he and Lin Han can live a life of old husband and wife.
Every day, firewood, rice, oil, salt, soy sauce, vinegar and tea are not plentiful, but they are better than friendship.
Half eaten, Lin Han thought for a long time and asked, "do you want to be hospitalized? Did the doctor give any treatment advice? "
Although she really does not want to mention the fact that Lichuan has cancer, in fact, she can not escape.
Gu Lichuan took the spoon's hand to stop, dark eyes deep looking at Lin Han, slowly opened his mouth: "they need consultation, may be very troublesome."
"No matter how much trouble it is, it's very important. If you don't go to the company today, we'd better go to the hospital." Lin Han put down his chopsticks and suddenly became serious.
She thought last night that if Gu Lichuan really accepted his life and waited for the arrival of half a year, she would not agree. She stayed to make Gu Lichuan better.
However, she can see Gu Lichuan indifferent attitude, he seems not to his illness so much reaction, he even very relaxed.
Gu Lichuan saw that her voice was a little heavy and serious. She pursed the corners of her mouth, half drooped her eyes, and whispered, "Lin Han, I'm just a little uncomfortable, but I can still live by myself. This disease won't delay my other things. I may not need treatment."
Although he didn't tell Lin Han directly that he didn't treat him, who couldn't hear it.
"If I really go to hospital for treatment, the company will know about my illness and will certainly have a lot of discussions. Many things will become difficult. There will be changes in the top management. Public opinion and heavy pressure will certainly make Gu fall into a dangerous situation."
He was very serious and sincerely told Lin Han what he thought.But how can Lin Han agree with him? He closed his eyes, and his clear eyes were stained with incomprehension: "just because of the company, I don't want to be treated? We can use a closed-end treatment method. At the end of the company, we can entrust it to someone we trust. There is always a way, isn't it? "
Maybe Lin Han really can't think of the reason why Gu Lichuan doesn't treat her. Maybe she will feel more guilty and unwilling to give up.
Because this man is really using his own life to exchange for Lin Han's company.
Gu Lichuan listened to her words, chuckled and patted the back of Lin Han's hand, as if to pacify her: "Lin Han, I think it's very good now. It's not that some people say that some people don't need treatment because of their good mentality..."
"Gu Lichuan, that kind of thing can't happen to everyone." Lin Han was a little frustrated because he didn't know why. He didn't plan to treat him.
Gu Lichuan patiently whispered: "Lin Han, you can rest assured that I will be very good this half a year."
Lin Han lowered her head. She wanted to shout at him for a moment. Half a year, did he really only have half a year? Was it because she wanted to leave as soon as possible that she advised him to treat?
She took a deep breath and said in a low voice, "Gu Lichuan, I hope you are healthy."
She didn't want to leave, so she did. She really wanted Gu Lichuan to be healthy. She had experienced life and death.
It's not a good feeling, it's even too hard.
She did not want to Gu Lichuan also want to taste, and even take the initiative to taste.
Gu Lichuan face some moving, tightly holding Lin Han's hand, word by word: "of course, this is what I hope."
"Eat." Lin Han nodded his head and put some dishes in his bowl.
Gu Li Chuan en, lips to rise Yang, finally said: "at night accompany me to the old house, I have something to tell them."
"Is this the case?" Lin Han asked him.
Gu Lichuan nodded: "this matter, hide from the company, can hide from everyone, but I don't want to hide it from them."
In fact, it's not like his style of speaking, but he can say it because Lin Han always has to say something and make it clear.
Even at this time, Gu Lichuan has his own considerations.
After dinner, he called Chen tezhu and explained the arrangement for today.
"Send an announcement and ask Gu An'an to go back to the head office."
Chen tezhu nodded at the other end of the phone and said, "general manager Gu, the position is..."
"I'll be transferred back to assist me in my work." Gu Lichuan looked back at Lin Han, who was packing up his things. He said in a low voice: "by the way, I must go back to my old house tonight."
"Yes, Mr. Gu."
After the matter was explained, he hung up the phone and went to the kitchen. Lin Han saw him come over, washed his hands, took the cup and poured him a cup of warm water.
"I checked. You need to drink water regularly so that you don't cough so badly."
"Good." Gu Lichuan picked up the glass and drank it up, then said to Lin Han, "let's go to the mall."
Lin Han was surprised and helpless. He really didn't want to go to the hospital, but would he go shopping?
"Gu Lichuan, I think we'd better go to the hospital." Lin Han took off the apron and hung it on the hook. Then he went to the living room and arranged the tea table.
Seeing that she was still wearing yesterday's clothes, Gu Lichuan chuckled, walked over, took Lin Han's hand and said, "we'll talk about going to the hospital, but you can't always wear this dress."
Lin Han looked down at his clothes and tugged at the corners of his mouth. Yesterday, he hardly had any thought, so his luggage and other things were consigned to Germany.
Even so, he can't delay his treatment just because he wants to buy clothes. Lin Han refuses subconsciously.
Gu Lichuan didn't care. He took her hand, went to the door, took out her shoes, and then put them on by himself. He said to Lin Han, "you promised to accompany me. Just think that I want to go, not yet?"
His spirit is very good. When he speaks, his eyebrows are slightly raised. From his bones, he can see that domineering power. But what he says makes Lin Han helpless.
She had to put on her shoes and follow him to the mall.
The store, which was purchased for Lin Han, has a good performance. Even on Monday, there are so many people shopping. He has not chartered the store, and even has not informed the manager of the store in advance.
When a shop assistant saw him, he also said in a low voice, "I'll just go around and don't need to inform your leaders."
Lin Han followed him, one layer at a time, she had no mind to buy, most of the time, Gu Lichuan selected a few suitable for Lin Han, asked her to try.
After Lin Han tried the clothes, he basically bought them.
She wanted to stop it, but on second thought, what could be prevented? He could go shopping easily and naturally, and talk with her calmly, perhaps enough.
Two people stroll to noon, in the outside to eat a simple, in the afternoon back home, Gu Lichuan clothes one by one hanging in the closet.Then he took out a skirt and said to Lin Han, "let's wear this to the old house tonight."
"Good."