Chapter 392

"My parents are uncles and aunts By your parents Was it forced to death? " Shen Ruan finally made up his mind and said the knot in his heart. How she wished he would tell him that he was not, that her aunt was wrong, that there was no relationship between their parents, even if she told her that he didn't know anything, that she might still accept him. But he just froze. He avoided at this time. His eyes couldn't deceive her. He knew everything. Fu Jinnan knew everything. Why didn't he tell him that the warm arms and eyes she trusted seemed so cold and disgusting.

Shen Ruan broke away from Fu Jinnan. She didn't want to stay with him for a moment. Although she knew that she still loved him, and although her heart was so painful when she heard him pleading with her not to leave behind, she almost softened, but she could not face him as before.

"We can't go back any more" was the last word she left him.

"Please..." This was the last word she heard from him.

He almost put down all his self-esteem, but she disappeared in his world after all. I didn't even leave my last goodbye.

Fu Jinnan is going crazy. He is looking for Shen Ruan. This is the consistent evaluation of Fu Jinnan by his friends these days. He searched all the people Shen Ruan knew, but even his best friends, Ye Qing and Xu Chengcheng, did not know her whereabouts. It seems that she was really determined to break up with him.

Shen Ruan found a city where no one knew her. She knew she needed to calm down, to run away from everyone, from all the memories of him.

Fu Jinnan found a noisy bar. He needed to numb himself with noise and alcohol. Otherwise, he would be full of the shadow of Shen Ruan's leaving and his helpless pleading. He almost drowned himself in alcohol. If he could not find Shen Ruan, Fu Jinnan's life would be taken into account. Du Shi and Ji xiuran couldn't rest assured, so they stayed with him, hoping to let him drink less wine, but ended up in failure. Fu Jinnan was intoxicated all day.

Shen Ruan is not in a good condition. In a strange city and empty rooms, she is surrounded by loneliness. There will be no more Fu Jinnan's arms. There will be no more beautiful and warm places like that.

Shen Ruan woke up from crying countless times in the night, opened his eyes, only the cold wall, not his strong chest.

Every night, she almost opens her eyes until dawn.

His body gradually became weak. Shen Ruan Qiang got up and walked downstairs to the breakfast shop across the street.

Now that she had decided to leave, she could not be so depressed.

She raised some weak corners of her mouth and pointed to the steaming steamed buns on the drawer. "Madame, please help me with five steamed buns."

"OK." The landlady's bright voice passed through the noisy crowd. She was wearing an apron that was too old to see any color. She held a clip in her hand and put it neatly on the plate. She handed it to her. By the way, she asked, "do you want anything more?"

There are not many guests in the dining room. Almost everyone has a small steamed stuffed bun and a bowl of soybean milk or vermicelli soup.

Qingshui vermicelli with a spoonful of broth, with some light seasoning, is an unexpected winter street food.

Shen Ruan loves to eat since he was a child, but now he goes to work. In addition, there is no such breakfast shop on the edge of the residential area. He has not eaten for a long time.

She pointed to the pot on the coal stove. "Please give me a bowl of vermicelli soup."

"Well, soon."

The owner's wife quickly took the vermicelli soup, just opened the pot cover of the broth, ready to pour on a spoon, a gust of wind blew, the air was suddenly full of broth flavor.

This is supposed to be a mouth watering taste, but at the moment, it makes Shen Ruan's stomach a burst of evil.

She quickly put the small cage bag to the side, covered her mouth and ran to the side of the road, retching several times, just feel comfortable.

The proprietress was stunned for a moment and then laughed again.

"It's OK, girl. You know, when I was pregnant, I couldn't smell the broth, and it made me nauseous."

"Pregnant, pregnant?"

"Yes, girl. How many months are you pregnant? Pay attention to your health during pregnancy

Shen Ruan was completely stunned. For a moment, her brain was blank. She lost her appetite. After paying for the money in a hurry, she called a taxi to the hospital, leaving the landlady with a slightly puzzled look. She did not understand why she suddenly lost her appetite and showed a complex expression.

"Young people now..." The landlady sighed silently.

There is a distance between the breakfast shop and the hospital. Shen Ruan tries to calm herself down in the taxi. Her menstruation is not allowed. What's more, there are too many things happening during this period of time, and she has no energy to pay attention to these things.

She prepared for the worst and arrived at the hospital, and as she expected, she was pregnant.

After the results came out, doctors and nurses were congratulating her, "Congratulations, you have been pregnant for three months!"

She admitted that she was happy because she was no longer alone and had another life with him. However, she also knew whose child it was. This child might make her unable to walk out of Fu Jinnan's shadow for the rest of her life. Therefore, even the smile of the nurse was more brilliant than hers.The doctor patiently told her what to pay attention to during pregnancy. It seemed that she was not in the right state. The doctor repeatedly stressed to keep a good mood during pregnancy.

Although it may be due to professional ethics, Shen Ruan was really moved by this concern.

In her heart, the long-standing melancholy seems to overflow suddenly. She cried in the hospital, and then secretly vowed that she would give birth to children and live well with them.

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At night, Fu Li Cheng is still sitting in the living room downstairs. His face of melancholy cloud walking makes him look much older.

Li Minxia sat beside her with tears on her face and regretted, "from the beginning, I said that this marriage can't be done. Now it's all right... "

Not only let outsiders comment on their Fu family, but more importantly, Fu Jinnan has completely lost the motivation to live a good life.

The company abandoned it and spent every day in a bar, getting drunk and losing any sense.

Fu Li heard her nagging and saying these two words again, angrily knocked the crutches in her hands heavily on the ground, and gave a cold drink, "is there no end to it? Now that things are like this, what else do you want? Let time go back and do it again

"I just want to do it again!" Li Minxia finally couldn't stand it. She said angrily, "if I could come back, I would never let that woman get close to Jin Nan."

"I just can't stand you like this. It's already happened. Instead of daydreaming here, you'd better think about what to do now!" Fu Licheng angrily said, "if so, if useful?"

Li Minxia couldn't stop her tears when she was said, "what can I do? Isn't our family disturbed by that woman? Jin Nan's appearance is not due to that woman's gift!"

"You..."

"Master! Madame As soon as Fu Licheng wanted to reply, he was interrupted by a servant's voice. Looking for the voice, it was their precious son who was drunk and was carried back. His face was flushed and his mouth kept whispering Shen Ruan's name. His eyes were still streaming with tears.

"Master, madam, young master, he's drinking too much..." The servant said timidly.

"Won't you stop it? How do you look after the young master? I don't want to do it any more! " When Li Minxia saw her son's despondency, her anger was even stronger. She simply vented all her anger on the servant.

"Calm down for me!" Fu Licheng couldn't look down on his son's cowardly appearance and Li Minxia's attitude. The dogs outside were scared by a roar.

"You take the young master into the room, make him a bowl of wake-up wine soup, and don't let him run away again!" Even if Fu Licheng tried to suppress his anger, it was not difficult to hear the low pressure in the words.

Fu Jinnan was carried into the room by the servant. He vomited twice on the way. He still kept calling the two words in his mouth, which completely lost his former image.

Li Minxia is weeping beside, and Fu Licheng no longer cares about her and walks away.

After two days, Shen Ruan slowly accepted the fact that the child in his stomach existed.

It's ironic that he told her again and again that she wasn't pregnant when we had our baby.

But now, they are over, but the child comes. When she finally knows why her parents died, she is pregnant with the Fu family's flesh and blood.

But this is my own child after all

She couldn't take his life away from her heart.

Shen Ruan was not a woman who hurt the spring and the autumn, but it was a great blow to her.

But after buffering for so many days, she gradually regained her spirits.

To a strange city again means that everything has to start again.

It's not difficult for Shen Ruan to find a job. After all, her ability is obvious to all. However, doctors are not suitable for her at present. She needs a job that is relatively free to support her fetus.

So, she got a job as a substitute teacher in medical school. She had four classes a week and only needed to show up when there was a class.

This day, Shen Ruan arrived at the hospital on time to report, but did not expect to see a familiar figure at the school gate.

She thought she was wrong, until he called out clearly, "Shen Ruan!"

I saw Holling wearing a pure white sports obedience to the edge ran over, after the exercise of his face ruddy to a lot of, the body looked more robust than before.

Shen Ruan was surprised, "didn't you take Xu Bo back to France?"

"Well, I heard that there is a doctor in China who is an expert in the treatment of Alzheimer's disease. It is said that he is very good. I want to take Xu Bo to have a look, hoping to cure his disease." Holling had a good smile on his face. "I didn't expect to meet you."