Helan snow, this is the end of your overconfidence
Five years ago, in the First Affiliated Hospital of the women's prison, a woman said this to her with a sneer on her face. The woman was no other than Qin Yuning.
Years of various, like a movie hovering in my mind, men's angry eyes relative, the old man's amiable, and those people's white eyes
She remembered it all.
Those memories that she had forgotten for five years, now all of them appeared in her brain, uncovering the scar on her heart, which was scabby but not yet healed.
Memory flip, back to the new year's day five years ago.
It was a day of universal celebration. Even places like the prison were also affected by the festive atmosphere. The instructor announced that after dinner, everyone would go to the auditorium to watch the art programs of the military region.
Before she finished her meal, she felt the pain in her lower abdomen. After being sent to the hospital, she was soaked with sweat after an hour and a half of hard work. Finally, she felt that the baby in her body, who accompanied her day and night, was the last courage of her life, had come to this world. But before she had time to look at him / her, she didn't know it was a boy or a girl, so she didn't know it was a girl Feel dizzy heavy, eyes closed, into the endless darkness.
Later what happened, she did not know, only know that wake up, the doctor told her that her baby died.
She felt that the whole world had collapsed.
How could she die? A few hours ago, she could feel it moving. He was so alive that he flipped in her stomach every day and even fisted.
When she stroked her stomach, pretended to be angry, said to it, stop making noise, it seemed to be able to understand her words in general, the action gradually relaxed, and then quietly listen to her story, very obedient, very sensible, right?
Why is God so cruel to take away her last hope?
What's the point of her life without it?
Just when she wanted to take the fruit knife on the low cabinet beside the bed to end all this, the door of the ward was pushed open, and she came in, bringing her even more desperate news.
Wearing a nurse's uniform, Qin Yuning came to her ward, and the first sentence was, "Helan snow, this is the end of your overconfidence."
She didn't know when she was overstepping herself. She had been living so carefully. In her home, she didn't dare to go out. She always knew what her position was and never dared to dream.
Qin Yu Ning's next sentence, for her to solve the doubts in the heart, saw her step forward, looked at her condescending, ignoring the sorrow in her eyes, cold enunciation, "fall in love with helianjue, you are doomed."
Falling in love with Lord Helin, you are doomed to be doomed
She is right. She is responsible for all this. Why should she fall in love with him?
If she doesn't love him, she will push him away at the moment when he presses himself on the hotel bed, instead of being bewitched by his hot and humid shallow kiss.
If she didn't love him, she would go to the hospital to kill the unwelcome child when she learned that she was pregnant.
If she doesn't love him, she will leave C City after her divorce, not because of her attachment to him. She thinks that as long as she lives with him in the same city, she will be satisfied and happy.
If you don't love him
If, just if, in this world, the most impossible is if, just two words, but people have nothing to do.
"He Lian Jue, a man who has no heart, you still fall in love with him beyond your capacity. What is this not to seek death?" A smile of schadenfreude hung on her bright and moving face with delicate makeup, "tut tut It's terrible to be a heartless man. If you don't get rid of your grudge for spending six months in prison, you can't even let go of your just born child. I thought he would be merciful when looking at that little face that looks like him. I didn't expect that... "
"What did you say?" Helan snow panic of stare big eyes, "you just say again."
No, it's impossible. He won't be so cruel.
"Since you don't understand me, I will kindly repeat what I said just now. Your child, the man you love deeply, that is, the father of the child, give it to..." The rest of the words, she used a wipe neck action instead, but the corner of the mouth is still hanging bright smile.
"No, the child is not his, not..." He Lanxue, like crazy, lifted the quilt and was about to get out of bed. Regardless of her weak body, she staggered to Qin Yuning's side, grabbed her arms, and roared with red eyes, "where is he, and what has he done to my child? Why is he? It's my child. Why is he? "
Qin Yu Ning is shaken by her, also don't annoy, the corner of the mouth has been hanging smile, quite some irony, "the child is not Jue's, who can it be?"? Now, I might as well tell you that Jue already knew that the child was his. At first, I didn't know why he wanted you to give birth to the child. But looking at you now, I understand that you made him lose his grandfather and he killed your child. It's a good way to repay him, isn't it? "He knew the baby was his?
Tears in the corner of the eye, broken line, uncontrollably along the pale cheek flow to the dry lips, even more bitter than Coptis, "he? Where is he? "
"What? You don't believe me? I want to confirm it in person, so I don't have to bother... " Qin Yu Ning sneered and took out his mobile phone from his coat pocket. He opened the album and put it directly in front of He Lan Xue's eyes
On the screen of a five inch mobile phone, a new born baby has closed eyes, an unhealthy purple face, and blood in the corner of his mouth
At one glance, he Lanxue couldn't see it any more. She grabbed her mobile phone, fell to the ground like crazy and stepped on it with hatred. "No, this is not my child. My child is still alive. You lied to me. This is fake, fake..."
"You're just deceiving yourself. By the way, I forgot to tell you that I gave birth to a son a month ago, which is very similar to Jue, but the treatment is very different from that of your son. Jue is very precious to him. Today, I come here to see you live as if you were dying. Don't mention it, I feel really good. Do you want to know why Jue hates you so much? Because of you, Jue has lost the girl she loves most. If you hadn't agreed to marry Jue with your grandfather, the girl would not have been drunk, sullied by gangsters, and committed suicide. You not only let him lose the girl, but also let her brother play with Jue. Jue hates you from the beginning. "
He Lanxue was only immersed in the pain of losing her son. She didn't notice Qin Yuning's hate in her eyes when she said this. She kept muttering to herself, "child, my child..."
She is like a puppet who lost her soul. Her eyes are at a loss, and there is no focal length. Seeing her like this, Qin Yu Ning's smile in her eyes is deeper, which is the kind of proud sneer.
Qin Yuning steps forward and kicks Helan snow to the ground with one foot. One foot steps on her chest. The thin heel of her high-heeled shoes makes her chest ache. But Helan snow doesn't mean to resist. Instead, she quietly closes her eyes.