At this time, Ji Weiyang was in the bathroom running water. He patiently waited for the bathtub to be filled with water, and then tested the temperature of the water before leaving the bathroom and returning to the bedroom.
"Yan Yan, it's time to take a bath. I'll sleep after I'm done." Ji Weiyang came to the bedside and lightly pushed her a few times. He wanted to wake her up, but he found that Zhan Yan had no response at all.
She carried Zhan Yan and shouted her name loudly, "Yan Yan Yan, Yan Yan, wake up now!" However, the girl in her embrace still didn't have the slightest reaction. Her eyes were tightly shut, and her long eyelashes reflected a dark shadow on her pale face.
Ji Weiyang carried her and rushed downstairs recklessly.
The dark green Land Rover pierced through the night and sped along the road that led to the hospital. He pretended not to see any traffic lights.
"Yan Yan Yan, you have to hold on. It's okay, it will definitely be okay …" His hand that was holding onto the steering wheel trembled slightly as she muttered to herself. It was as if she was talking to Zhan Yan, but in reality, she was comforting herself.
On the other hand, in the front passenger seat, Zhan Yan was still unconscious and unconscious, her pale face devoid of blood. She looked like an exquisite porcelain doll.
When Ji Weiyang's car arrived at the hospital, Vice Dean Zhao had long been waiting at the entrance with the nurse. Zhan Yan was immediately pushed into the emergency room. Ji Weiyang sat on a bench outside the rescue room dejectedly.
Not long after, the emergency room's door was pushed open, and Zhan Yan was pushed out. She was still in deep sleep, but her expression had relaxed.
"How is she?" Ji Weiyang went forward and asked nervously.
Vice Dean Zhao sighed, "Don't worry, it was just a pain attack and I fainted. "He'll wake up soon."
"Yes." Ji Weiyang nodded, and his heart was finally at ease.
"You are too careless. She must have been in pain for a very long time, but she finally lost it and fainted. Don't you, as a husband, notice anything? You actually waited until someone fainted before bringing her back. "
Ji Weiyang lowered his head in silence, feeling an indescribable sense of frustration in his heart. Originally, Zhan Yan had been holding back, she had wanted to make her happy, but never would he have thought that in order to not worry him, Zhan Yan had been forcing herself to smile.
In the ward, there was only a small yellow light, and Zhan Yan laid on the white sickbed, while Ji Weiyang sat on the side of the bed, with one hand on his cheek, he quietly stared at her.
The pitch-black pupils were as deep as the ocean, they could not bring out any light. No one knew what he was thinking, or perhaps, he was not thinking about anything in the first place. His handsome face did not have the slightest trace of emotion.
He looked at her for an entire night, almost never closing his eyes. He wished so much that he could keep staring at her like this until the end of time.
As he continued to watch, the sun began to rise.
Zhan Yan opened her eyes, his sleepy eyes and his deep gaze met each other. She slowly stretched out her arm, and her slightly cold hand caressed his haggard and handsome face.
"I'm sorry, Vayon. I've made you worry." She murmured softly.
Ji Weiyang's gentle and thick palm covered her cold little hands as he shook his head with a smile, "It's good that you've woken up, do you still feel any pain?"
"I'm fine, I'm just a little hungry." Zhan Yan said.
"Alright, I'll go buy you something to eat. Just lie down here and wait for me to come back." After Ji Weiyang finished speaking, he picked up his coat and left the sickroom.
After Ji Weiyang left, the nurse pushed the door open and entered. She gave Zhan Yan a basic examination before asking warmly, "Zhan Yan, how did you feel today? Is there anything else that feels uncomfortable? "
"Nope." Zhan Yan laughed as she shook her head.
The nurse heaved a sigh of relief, fed her the pills, and pushed the cart away. Walking out of the ward, she let out a long sigh, lowered her head and glanced at the medicine in the car. Last night, Vice Principal Zhao had given her a small dose of Demerol as a result of the pain from showing off her face. Today, she even asked the nurses on duty to do so, but good thing was that she didn't have any more pain on her face.
"Sister He, what are you thinking about?" Behind him, the door to the sickroom was suddenly pushed open. Zhan Yan looked at the nurse on duty who was in a daze and asked in a puzzled tone.
"Oh, nothing." The nurse shook her head and then said, "Why did you get out of bed? Go back and lie down. "
"The room is a bit stuffy. I'll go downstairs for a walk. I'm fine today, so you don't have to worry." Zhan Yan replied with a smile, then walked towards the elevator with her hands against the wall.
She took the elevator to the ophthalmology ward. Separated by the window, she saw that Lu Manyun was feeding An Qi inside the ward. Lu Anqi's eyes couldn't see anything, so Lu Manyun fed her spoonfuls after spoonfuls. Her expression was very gentle, as though she was treating a newborn baby with patience. She really was a good mother, but unfortunately, in this life, she had no chance of being her daughter.
Zhan Yan stood at the door the whole time, her gaze landing on Lu Manyun's body without blinking, until Lu Manyun packed up the food boxes and turned to leave the ward.
The door was pushed open, and Lu Manyun almost bumped into Zhan Yan. Zhan Yan staggered a step back, and held onto the wall tightly with her hands to prevent herself from falling.
"Are you okay?" Lu Manyun anxiously went forward to support her, and asked worriedly.
"It doesn't matter." Zhan Yan replied indifferently.
"Why did you come here? What's the matter? " Lu Manyun helped her to a bench and sat down.
Zhan Yan was silent for a moment, then said, "Mn, I am here to inform you. Contact the doctor well, at the latest tomorrow, Lu Anqi can undergo surgery." Her voice was surprisingly calm, as if she was talking about something that had nothing to do with her.
However, Lu Manyun was shocked, because since Angel could undergo surgery, that meant that Zhan Yan had to donate her cornea. Was her life coming to an end soon?
"Your, your condition … What about Vayon? Does he know? " Lu Manyun asked, she did not know why, but her heart suddenly jumped wildly, accompanied by a pain she had never felt before.
Zhan Yan gave a bland laugh, but her eyes were filled with sparkling and translucent tears. He'll know soon enough. "
Lu Manyun did not speak again, because she did not know what to say. Any words of comfort, at this moment, became pale and powerless.
"I've said everything I wanted to say. I should leave now, otherwise, if Vayon doesn't see me, he'll be worried again." Zhan Yan got up after she finished speaking.
"I'll take you back to the ward." Lu Manyun supported her arm.
"No need." Zhan Yan chuckled, she shook her head, then looked at Lu Manyun with a greedy gaze, and asked with a trembling voice, "Auntie, can I hug you?"
Before Lu Manyun could react, Zhan Yan had already jumped into her embrace, tightly hugging her. Zhan Yan's chin was pressed against her shoulder, and tears uncontrollably flowed down. In her heart, she kept calling out to her mother. Mother, Zhan Yan is about to leave this world. Goodbye, Mother.
Lu Manyun's arm slowly embraced Zhan Yan's slender body as her hand gently caressed her long hair. Her heart was filled with an indescribable bitterness, so sour that people couldn't help but feel their eyes moisten.
Zhan Yan wiped the tears off her face with the back of her hand, then gently let go of Lu Manyun. Only Lu Manyun stood in place, staring blankly at her gradually disappearing figure.
When Zhan Yan returned to the sickroom, Ji Weiyang had just returned with a box. Where did she go? It really doesn't stop for a moment. "
Ji Weiyang lovingly scratched the tip of her nose, then carried her back to the sickbed.
"Go downstairs and get some fresh air." Zhan Yan replied warmly before opening the box with him. It was her favorite crab porridge and a few light side dishes.
"Eat, I'll feed you." Just as Ji Weiyang was about to pick up the spoon, he was immediately snatched by Zhan Yan.
"Vuyo, let's eat together, shall we?" She spooned the porridge childishly and brought it to his lips.
Ji Weiyang smiled warmly as he shook his head helplessly, opening his mouth to eat the porridge she fed him.
Zhan Yan smiled from the bottom of her heart, then used a spoon to scoop another bowl of porridge into her own mouth. Just like that, she used her spoon to feed Ji Weiyang a mouthful of porridge and ate it herself until the bottom of the bowl was filled. Her recent appetite was not very good, and had always been unable to eat too much. Today was the first time she drank so much porridge, so Ji Weiyang was very happy.
Zhan Yan smiled mischievously, and gently shook the silver spoon in her hand, "Weiyang, do you think we are mutually beneficial this way?"
Ji Weiyang smiled, the corner of his mouth suddenly raised with enchantment, and then, he lowered his head, his lips pressing onto her soft lips. The tip of his tongue pried open her white teeth, agilely sliding into her mouth, sucking in the remaining honey in her mouth. He embraced her gently and kissed her for a long time, only slowly releasing her after Zhan Yan's breathing had become unstable.
His fingertip lightly hooked up to her chin as he admired her flushing pretty face. "Yan Yan, this is what you call being together and having mutual help."
Zhan Yan turned her face aside shyly, even her ears had turned completely red.
After breakfast, Ji Weiyang sat on the sickbed and read with her as usual. Halfway through reading, Zhan Yan suddenly thought of an idea and asked Ji Weiyang to buy her a Barbie doll.
"How old are you, and still playing with those children's things." Ji Weiyang fondled her hair.
"I just wanted it all of a sudden. Viyan, go to the department store and buy it for me, okay?" She tugged at the corner of Ji Weiyang's clothes and pitifully pleaded.
"Alright, I'll get the assistant to buy it for you." Ji Weiyang just took out his phone, but he was stopped by Zhan Yan again.
"No, I want you to sell it yourself. You haven't given me a birthday present yet. You have to buy it yourself to show your sincerity. " Zhan Yan said stubbornly.
Right now, Ji Weiyang almost always complied with Zhan Yan's request. Moreover, every time she gave a gift, it was mostly because of the assistant's choice. It was true that he did not fulfill his responsibilities as a husband because he owed her.
"Alright, I'll go buy it. Just wait here obediently for me." Ji Weiyang lowered his head, and maliciously bit down on her lips before he left. What he didn't notice was that when he turned around, Zhan Yan's eyes were filled with tears and her lips were trembling. He silently said: "Weiyang, I love you, I really love you."
Not long after Ji Weiyang left, the nurse entered the ward on time and helped Zhan Yan with the IV drip.
"Thank you, Little Sister He." After hanging up the IV drip, Zhan Yan looked at the nurse, Xiao He, and said with a warm smile.
The nurse smiled and said, "What are you thanking me for? It won't be too late to thank me after you leave the hospital."
Zhan Yan narrowed her eyes in silence, the smile on her lips contained a hint of desolation. She was already unable to leave the hospital.
After the nurse left, Zhan Yan sat on the sickbed, her gaze scattered across the room. She had always thought that as long as she was by his side, it would be good as well. But now, it seemed that her existence had already become a burden and a burden for him, and if he were to spare time to take care of her, she would become haggard because of every one of her attacks. As long as she was alive, Ji Weiyang would spare no effort to find her heart, even if it would be against the law, and even if it would cost him his life.
Even if she changed her heart, and survived by luck, she would be crippled for life. She did not want to be a cripple for her entire life, she would only implicate him. Therefore, only when she was dead could everything be ended. In this world, no one could truly be separated from each other. Perhaps he would feel sad because of her departure, but time would slowly ease the pain. For her, or for him, this was a form of relief.
So, that's it. Their story should come to an end.
Zhan Yan laid on the sickbed, and looked at the ceiling in a daze. At that moment, her mind was completely blank, after being silent for a while, she extended her arm, and pulled out the connection between the infusion tubes. Zhan Yan learned about medicine, and using the knowledge she had gained, suicide became very easy. As long as she removed the IV tube from the interface and let the air enter the bloodstream, it wouldn't take long before she died from shock, and it wouldn't cause too much pain.
Zhan Yan closed her eyes and laid quietly on the sickbed, waiting for death to come.
At this moment, on the long corridor of the ward, the sound of high heels hitting the floor could be heard. Du Xiaomo was not wearing a nurse's uniform, but instead a set of colorful clothes. Her long hair was also cut short, and the heavy makeup on her face was unable to hide her haggard expression. She carried the fruit basket and came to Zhan Yan's ward.
"Xiaomo?" When the nurse saw her, she did not dare to recognize her.
"Sister He." Du Xiaomo smiled faintly, "How has Zhan Yan been recently?"
The nurse sighed, "It's still the same. We have to operate as soon as possible."
Du Xiaomo sorrowfully nodded her head, then pushed open the door and entered the ward. Zhan Yan laid on the sickbed. Her skin was as smooth as porcelain and her face was pale and calm.
Du Xiaomo did not dare disturb her, so she casually placed the fruit basket to the side and sat down beside the sickbed, then started reading the magazine.
The afternoon sunlight was warm, making him feel drowsy. Du Xiaomo yawned and stretched out her hand to cover the corner of her blanket, then accidentally saw that the walls of the transmission tube on Zhan Yan's arm were all tiny bubbles. As a medical worker, Du Xiaomo naturally understood that the transmission tube could not enter into the air, and might even take a person's life.
Panicking, she got up to check the tube and found that the connection had been removed.
"Zhan Yan, Zhan Yan!" She shouted out Zhan Yan's name in panic and quickly pulled out the needle that was inserted into the back of her hand.
But, it had taken too long, so Zhan Yan's Qi was already gone. Du Xiaomo pressed the emergency button on the bed. The doctors and nurses quickly rushed over and pushed Zhan Yan into the emergency room.
At this time, Ji Weiyang was picking out dolls from the children's section of the fifth floor of the department store.
There were all kinds of Barbie on the shelves. They were all pink in color, making people feel dizzy just looking at them. The majority of the customers here were mother and daughter, causing Ji Weiyang's tall and straight figure to be extremely conspicuous as he stood tall and straight in front of the shelves.
"Sir, are you going to buy your daughter a Barbie doll? How old is the child? I can introduce you to one. " the waiter politely asked.
Ji Weiyang smiled and replied naturally, "I bought it for my wife. She also likes Barbie."
"Oh." The waiter nodded in understanding. It seemed like this kind of thing happened occasionally, and some of the older girls still had a childish heart.
"Sir, this one, and this one, and the crystal series on the shelf over there, they are all new this year, and are all very popular. Your wife should like them." The waiter pointed to a few of the most popular styles at the moment. Of course, they were all very expensive.
Ji Weiyang's gaze swept across the shelves one by one, and finally landed on a Barbie doll. Unlike the others, this Barbie doll had black eyes, extremely similar to Zhan Yan's clear eyes.
"Give me one." Ji Weiyang casually pointed a finger, then took out a credit card from his wallet.
The waiter swiped the card and gave the carefully packaged Barbie dolls to Ji Weiyang.
Ji Weiyang held onto the steering wheel with one hand. Through the rearview mirror, he saw a Barbie doll sitting quietly in the front seat, its beautiful black eyes looked very much like Zhan Yan looking at him with love.
The corner of his mouth raised into a warm smile. He thought, Zhan Yan would definitely like it.