Chapter 98

What's the use of tears?

Fang Yuyan thought maliciously that she would stop doing this useless Fang Yuyan!

Biting his teeth, he walked to the door of ICU, looked at the little child through the glass, almost quietly lying on the bed, his eyes closed tightly, there was no movement at all.

The child has lost a lot of weight, and the original white hands have become well-defined. There are four or five pipes in my body.

Fang Yuyan bites her lips to keep from crying. She holds the glass in her hand. I really want to rush in the first time and hold the child tightly in my arms.

Looking at the pipes connected to the children, the cold machines and these pipes become the things that keep the children alive.

How good would it be if she was allowed to go in and lie on the bed and the child was watching her outside?

Fang Yuyan just stood at the door of ICU, motionless. Like a puppet without soul, she only had the child lying on the bed in her heart.

"Beibei, you must survive. Your mother is waiting for you outside..."

"Mom really wants you to be fat and alive for nothing..."

"Children, it's the mother who didn't protect you and let you be born so early. If it wasn't for the mother's incompetence, you are still in the mother's stomach now..."

Fang Yuyan looks at the child, and she blames herself very much. She spits on herself. She is going crazy. She really has no ability.

She loves this child. She really wants to wake up with one of her own. She wants to change the child to tide over the difficulties. She wants to be as healthy and grow up as she was lying in the incubator before.

Fang Yuyan raised her hand and slapped herself. She was the most useless person in the world.

I can't find my brother. I can't protect my grandfather. Now even the child is in such a dangerous situation. What's the use of her living?

She would rather that she was the one lying in it now. Why let her have nothing and put all the sufferings on her children?

Why did god treat her so cruelly? The world is not fair at all.

She hated herself. If she was not too cowardly before, how could her child be reduced to the present situation?

Sitting on the ground in front of the ICU, Fang YuYan's face has no blood color, even her lips have become pale. The pain in my heart was greater than that in my heart, and remorse flooded her like a tide.

She thought of Lin Jingchen, the man who brought disaster to their mother and son.

Why did he take it for granted to them? Why have they been harmed to such a degree without any sense of guilt? Why is it that a child's father does not care about his life and death?

Where are the kids now? Life and death are at stake.

He didn't even show up.

She finally found the position of herself and her children in his heart. There was no place in his heart for them.

Lin Jingchen!

From this moment on, the man who once worshipped God fell in her heart and was directly oppressed in the 18 levels of hell.

She hated him so much. Never has her hatred been so wanton!

Decadent against the wall behind her, she had no strength all over her body, and all her energy seemed to be drained at this time.

Only the remorse and intention of killing at the bottom of her eyes remained for a long time, and the fierce momentum lingered around her, which made her look a little ferocious.

That beautiful face without a trace of blood, with some morbid beauty.

If the child can't get out. She and Lin Jingchen will come to an end. They will draw a gap between them, a gap that can never be crossed

It's time for an end.

After a long time, Fang YuYan's fierce momentum gradually dissipated, and the rest was only tired.

She just sat quietly on the floor.

"Yuyan, why are you sitting on the ground again?" Chen Sisi rushed over with a worried face and couldn't bear it in his eyes.

She can't help but complain about Lin Jingchen. That man is too cruel. What does he torture a good man like?

Fang Yuyan is such a strong girl. She has been overwhelmed by these things, and even her eyes are not the same as before. The child seems to be her only hope

"Come on. We're sitting here... " Chen Sisi helped her to sit on the chair.

Fang Yuyan turned her head and looked at Chen Sisi with a dull look. After a while, she said hoarsely: "Sisi. The child will be fine, right? "

When she asked this question, she always thought of the doctor's shaking head and sighing, and looked at her with pity.

Her heart is too bottomless

"No matter whether the child will be good or not, he will not want his mother to live in such pain..." Chen Sisi bowed her head to comfort her.

Fang Yuyan suddenly became angry: "you are not him. How do you know what he thinks? He must be in pain now. All this is because I am too cowardly. He must hate me for not taking care of him!"Fang Yuyan is very depressed. She wants to vent her anger or let others scold her, which is much better than the current situation.

Chen Sisi is really distressed. I want to open my mouth and scold her, but I can't say it again.

At this time, she is still complaining about herself. She is not to blame for these things

"Everything has nothing to do with you. You have done your best. Don't take all the responsibility on yourself, let yourself live so tired, OK Chen Sisi still couldn't help comforting her.

No matter from a woman's standpoint or from a friend's standpoint, she hopes that Fang Yuyan can do well.

She hopes that Fang Yuyan can put all the responsibilities on Lin Jingchen. After all, he is the culprit.

Lin Jingchen in her heart is a complete slag man!

"When he came to this world, he was unwelcome. Now he is ill and can't endure any longer, and no one cares about him..." Fang Yuyan stares at the child lying on the bed in the ICU.

Fang Yuyan really hates Lin Jingchen. What's the use of her loving him so much?

Chen Sisi hears Fang YuYan's hatred, but she doesn't feel for Lin Jingchen at all. Even if she is hated, he deserves it.

"Who said no one cares about him? Lin Yujin and I love him very much. Don't think you are the only one who loves him in the world. We all love him very much. The children will certainly feel the three love in total."

Fang Yuyan sighed, looked at Chen Sisi with pity on her face and pulled out an ugly smile: "thank you."

Chen Sisi is very kind, willing to listen to her, even vent, this is a rare good friend ah.

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