"It's just to kill you," Fang Yuyan said with a cold face.
After listening to her words, Lin Jingchen was not angry, but a little depressed: "if you kill me, who will you marry in the future?"
Fang Yuyan can't help but tremble in her heart. She glares at him fiercely. She is quite powerful, almost equal to Lin Jingchen now.
Lin Jingchen continued: "even for your lifelong happiness, I can't die like this."
"Don't be so polite. You can die. After you die, I'll be happier than I am now. " Fang Yuyan throws the cotton swab in her hand into the garbage can, and then throws the bottle of Yunnan Baiyao directly on him.
"Yu Yan. Do you really have the heart to do this to me? This is what you've done to me. You can't be irresponsible to me! " Lin Jingchen's face was full of bitterness, as if he had been abandoned.
Fang Yuyan does not return to the room.
"Ah," Lin Jingchen sighed deliberately: "in fact, this injury is nothing, it's just that I can't stand the pain alone. It's inevitable that I have to talk to someone. What can we do if we let it slip? "
As soon as the voice fell, Fang Yuyan turned around fiercely, and Lin Jingchen immediately showed a smiling face.
Fang Yuyan strode over, took the Yunnan Baiyao bottle in her hand, opened the lid, and sprinkled it on his face like money.
Lin Jingchen's handsome face was deformed with pain.
"Lin Jingchen, up to now, you've done all these tricks. Do you think I'm afraid of you?" Fang Yuyan said angrily.
"I finally know why you are angry. Do you think my moves are few? You can rest assured that I will try my best to satisfy you!" Lin Jingchen said in a low voice while patting the powder on the wound.
Fang Yuyan lost her medicine bottle and put her hands on her hips regardless of her image: "I tell you, I don't want to eat this. Your face is OK. You can go and go back to your mother."
"You know I don't have a mother," Lin Jingchen said with a cold face. Light looking at Fang Yuyan.
"I'm sorry." Fang Yuyan looks cold, but still said sorry, Lin Jingchen has no mother.
She knew how hard it was for a child without a mother, and she didn't mean to expose his wounds.
"It's OK," Lin Jingchen took a deep breath. "I haven't experienced maternal love since I was a child, and I don't know what mother means. Maybe if there is one, I won't like it either."
When Fang Yuyan heard that, she was still helping her.
The fingers rubbed against each other. Some don't know what to say, she also lost her mother when she was a child, but her mother is definitely not something unimportant, but a kind of special warmth, is the belonging of the heart.
Mentioning his mother, but without the slightest attachment and half of tenderness, how did such a person survive in the past? Fang Yuyan suddenly felt a little distressed for him.
"You Didn't you live with your mother when you were a child? " Fang Yuyan still can't help asking.
"I grew up with my grandfather and didn't live with my mother, so I didn't have any feelings." Lin Jingchen is just a light statement. Without any emotion, it seems to narrate other people's affairs.
"So..." Fang Yuyan didn't know what to say.
She suddenly regretted that she shouldn't ask. She knew that it was someone else's pain and she had to uncover it.
The air was dull and suffocating. The night grew thick.
Neither of them spoke.
After a long time, Lin Jingchen suddenly raised his head and looked at her with deep affection: "Yuyan, I have no deep feelings for anyone except my grandfather. I don't know how to love others. When I understand, I have done many things wrong.
I know it can't be undone. But I didn't want to do this, I want to say sorry to you, for those things in the past. I really didn't mean to
Fang Yuyan couldn't help but be stunned. She was attracted by the light in his eyes and couldn't recover.
Lin Jingchen went on: "I know that I was too wrong in the past. Too thorough, I have no right to ask your forgiveness.
But if I am lucky enough to get your understanding and get the last chance, I will cherish it and hold you in my hand to make you the happiest princess in the world. I have never had any relationship with Jinxiu and honey. Yuyan, I want you to believe me and trust me. I never thought of cheating you. "
Lingering words with deep friendship, from this man's mouth. People can't help but want to be intoxicated.
Fang Yuyan looks at the man in front of her. Her face is very complicated. She suddenly finds that she has always been in love with this man and has never loved him for a moment.
Just love and hate intertwined, she can't tell whether she loves him more or hates him more.
But there is no love. How can there be hatred?
She turned her head, some embarrassed, desperate to escape the man with tenderness woven network.How could Lin Jingchen give her a chance to escape? With a long arm extended, he fished her directly into his arms.
"Yuyan, give me another chance and give yourself another chance. Let's start over. You marry me, we are having a son, a daughter, or more..." Lin Jingchen said affectionately, with expectation, with the joy of a new start.
Fang Yuyan also felt the joy. After a moment, her heart was cold.
Start over? easier said than done.
If you forgive this man, if you make up with him, who is the child she died to complain?
Does he live very hard in heaven alone? He has never even enjoyed the world. After a period of pain, he completely lost his life.
But his mother forgives the man who killed her now? In the middle of the night, if the child asks, what should she say?
"It's impossible," Fang Yuyan thought of the child and said, "Lin Jingchen, how did you mean to say that? Did you forget him! Have you forgotten our child! How can you say all this with reason
Fang YuYan's words pierced Lin Jingchen's heart like a sharp blade.
Lin Jingchen can feel that kind of pain.
It was the only thing he didn't dare to face, and he didn't want to mention it.
Fang Yuyan is sad that he knows.
In fact, it was also his child, and he loved that child deeply, but he killed that child because of misunderstanding and various reasons. He was so sinful that he couldn't escape the condemnation of his conscience and his remorse all his life. He spent the rest of his life blaming himself.
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