Chapter 471

An ran sighed heartily and said to Qiu Yingying, "Yingying, this room is a little cold, or I'll open the curtain and bask in the sun, and your mood will be better."

With this, an ran stretched out her hand and opened the curtain. The warm sunshine outside the window filled the whole ward and drove away the cold. The whole ward became warm in an instant.

"Sister an ran..." Qiu Yingying heard the voice of the curtain, stretched out her hand, she groped in the air, her eyes are still staring at their front.

"Here I am!" An ran quickly came to hold Qiu Yingying's hand, "Yingying, what's the matter? Would you like some water? "

"How is the sun today?" Qiu Yingying holds an Ran's hand and raises the corner of her mouth.

"Well, it's sunny today." An ran saw Qiu Yingying smile, so she took her hand and put it under the sun, "so, you should often bask in the sun, which is good for your mood and health."

"What's good for your health?" Qiu Yingying laughed at herself and said, "I can't see it yet!"

"Yingying, don't you do that? I... "

"Sister an ran..." Qiu Yingying didn't let an ran finish talking. She just continued to say to herself, "before, I could see the sunshine every day, because I didn't think it was strange. But now, I can't even see the sunshine that I used to take for granted! Why am I like this? Why... "

Imperceptibly, Qiu Yingying's voice has a cry cavity.

Seeing Qiu Yingying cry, an Ran is in a panic. She quickly closes the curtain and says with regret, "Yingying, don't cry. It's my fault. I just want you to bask in the sun."

"It's not your fault." Qiu Yingying's tears fell down, "it's that I'm not strong enough to accept the fact that I'm blind, so no matter what you say, I'll be sad."

"Yingying..."

"Sister Anjan, let's open the curtains. As you said, it's good to bask in the sun." Qiu Yingying cried and laughed.

An ran looks at Qiu Yingying, who is crying and laughing. She bites her lips. At last, she reaches out and opens the curtain. She doesn't know what she should do. She can only follow Yingying's wishes.

Qiu Yingying choked and stretched her hand to the sunshine. Her voice was very light, like a feather: "sister an ran, I can't see now. I can't draw, I can't work, I can't do anything. How should I live? "

"No, Yingying," the doctor said, "you still have a chance to recover your sight. Don't give up hope, OK?" An ran tightly grasps Qiu Yingying's hand, heartache unceasingly.

"Hope?" Qiu Yingying shook her head with empty eyes and continued to smile bitterly, "there is hope. Many people have said it to me, but I know that it is because they pity me, so they cheat me! If I really cling to "Hope", then the only thing that will greet me is greater disappointment. So, sister an ran, don't talk about it again. I'm tired of listening to it, and I don't want to hear it any more. "

"Yingying, what I said is true, not to deceive you." An ran shakes her head, a little worried, "Gu Tianjun's second brother, Chi Jingyi said, your eyes really hope to become bright again. As long as you cooperate with the treatment! "

"I'm very cooperative with the treatment. Why don't I?" Qiu Yingying took back her hand, a sad smile, "you see me, every day in the injection medication, how not to cooperate with the treatment?"

"But you can't cry any more. It's not good for your eyes. No amount of medication is useful!" An ran looks at Qiu Yingying's emaciated side, and is deeply distressed. "Yingying, can you give yourself a chance and Gao Lei a chance to accompany him with you? In this case, you will be in a better mood and won't cry. Yingying, why do you have to be so hard on yourself, you..."

"Anjan elder sister," Qiu Yingying interrupted an Ran's words. She was very pale, but now she was covered with a layer of haze. "Do you think I deserve Gao Lei?"

"Yingying, how can you say that about yourself?" An Ran's eyes are red, "Gao Lei, he loves you very much. We can all feel that you two really love each other. What's worthy of or not?"?! You're so good. Don't think about it any more, will you? "

"Sister an ran, you don't understand..."

"You don't understand!"

Gao Lei didn't know when he stood at the door of the ward. He stepped forward to Qiu YingYing and suddenly held her in his arms: "Yingying, how many times do you want me to say, I love you, I just want you!"

Gao Lei buried his face in Qiu Yingying's hair, and said in a hoarse voice, "Yingying, I beg you, don't torture yourself and me, OK?"

Qiu Yingying blinked her empty eyes. She felt that her body was close to Gao Lei's burning chest, and the familiar smell was around her nose. Qiu Yingying shed tears again: she had not felt this warmth for a long time.

Qiu Yingying reaches out her hand and gently rubs Gao Lei's face. His eyebrows and eyes are still engraved in her mind, but she can't see it now, never!Think of here, Qiu Yingying the whole person seems to be to take time the same strength, she opened her mouth, began to burst into tears.

"Yingying, don't cry." Gao Lei keeps kissing off the tears on Qiu Yingying's face, and is in a hurry with heartache.

"But I can't see you, handsome uncle. I'm blind. I'll never see you again!" This is the first time after Qiu Yingying wakes up, she doesn't push Gao Lei away, but cries bitterly with him: she has refused him so many times, why hasn't he left? I can't hold on to it! She is really afraid that she can't do without him!

"Yingying, I will be your eyes from now on." Gao Lei held Qiu Yingying tightly for fear that she would push herself away. "I will take you to do whatever you want to do."

Seeing this, an ran reaches out to wipe the tears on her face, and slowly exits the ward, making room for the two of them.

Since retreating from the ward, an ran did not go in any more, just chatting with Qiu Yingying's parents. To their great relief, Qiu Yingying did not drive Gao Lei out of the ward this time.

In this way, an ran spent the afternoon outside the ward.

When an ran says goodbye to Qiu Yingying's parents, the sun is almost setting, and the sunset glow has dyed half the sky red. It looks warm and brilliant, just like the relationship between YingYing and Gao Lei. They have experienced life and death and have to face the disease together. However, as long as there is hope, the result will be good.