Chapter 168

Yin Xiangwan has deep feelings and dependence on Xiaobai. Xiaobai is like a plank she found in a lonely sea. She holds it tightly because he is very important to her. As long as she lets go, she will drown.

Jin Yeqing returns to Jin's home and feels that his life has been very hard these days.

When Yin Xiang came back late, he brought trouble, a problem that even he could not deal with. For the first time, he felt powerless, as if everyone seemed insignificant in the face of fate.

The most important thing is that his dead heart seems to beat slowly again in this powerless life.

Is this a resurgence? Or is it more appropriate to come back from the dead?

He didn't know, but this kind of headless fly life seemed to make him feel that life was not so bad.

When she was ready to go to bed at night, she heard someone knocking at the door. As soon as Jin Yeqing opened the door, Yin Rou's body collapsed. Jin Yeqing endured the disgusting smell of wine and helped Yin Rou in.

"How much did you drink?" Jin Yeqing frowned and put Yin Rou on the sofa.

"Yeqing, you know, I had a dream last night." Yin Rou said drunkenly, "I dreamt that you and Yin Xiangwan remarried. The family Four people are happy... "

"What are you crazy about? You're going to be drunk and go home. " Jin Yeqing knows that Yin Rou is interrogating him for Yin's sake, and his heart is filled with impatience.

"No, Yeqing, I'm not drunk, let alone drunk," Yin Rou closed her eyes and lay on the sofa, tears streaming down slowly. "I know, you've changed, you've changed your mind, you're not like before, you don't like me anymore..."

"And you? Haven't you changed? " Jin Yeqing thought it was funny, and even sat patiently beside her and chatted with her, "Yin Rou used to be gentle and generous, but now? Do you think I know nothing? "

"No, I haven't changed I'm just afraid of you leaving me, I'm afraid of you Like Yin Xiangwan... " Yin Rou choked, tears quickly put the makeup on her face, at this time she, like a poor clown.

"Afraid? Am I so untrustworthy of your trust? " Jin Yeqing smiles. This should be the first time after his divorce from Yin Xiangwan. It's the first time that he talks with Yin Rou so sincerely and openly. "In fact, I really don't like you, Yin rou."

Yin Rou cried more violently: "I knew that you like Yin Xiangwan, didn't you?"

"It has nothing to do with Yin Xiangwan," Jin Yeqing looked at the night outside the window in silence. "It's Yin Rou who doesn't like to be suspicious and suspicious. She will play tricks behind her back and curse people

Yin Rou just cried and did not refute.

"But I will marry you."

Yin Rou opens her eyes and looks at Jin Yeqing in disbelief.

"But, this is destined to be a marriage that will not be happy. It is an indifferent family, and I only allow Xiaoxiao and Xiaobai to have two children in my family. Can you understand that?"

She knows, she knows. If she marries him, she just has a false name of Mrs. Jin. He doesn't love her, and her home is empty. She doesn't have the right to have her own baby. She can only take good care of Jin Xiaoxiao and Yin Xiaobai wholeheartedly.

"And you? Is that acceptable? " Jin Yeqing looked down at her with an indifferent expression.

"I..." Yin Rou choked before she spoke. She cried like a helpless child.

A long time ago, she remembered that Jin Yeqing had always been so cruel and resolute to people. As soon as she came up, she told them the most miserable and true facts, especially to the girls who were interested in him, so she never worried that he would be robbed by others. After so many years, Jin Yeqing was still Jin Yeqing, and his cold style had not changed, but the object of acceptance had become She's not.

Yin Rou or Yin Rou, Jin Yeqing or Jin Yeqing, these have not changed, but his feelings for her have changed.

The vicissitudes are hard to recover.

At that time, he was willing to marry Yin Xiangwan for her, but now he married her for Xiaoxiao and Xiaobai, which is not worthy of the name and has no ending. How can she bear such a blow?

This may be the meaning of retribution. At first, she robbed Yin Xiangwan of her beautiful life and asked her to marry her to Jin's family. Now retribution finally comes.

Then why? Obviously, she was the victim when she had a car accident. Why has she become this way? She didn't understand why she just let Yin Xiangwan marry into the Jin family for her, and everything became like this?

As if seeing the pain and persistence in her eyes, Jin Yeqing said: "this matter has nothing to do with anyone. Even if there was no Yin Xiangwan to marry in that year, I still won't like you now. This matter has nothing to do with anyone except you and me. Don't shift the responsibility on others, and don't revenge anyone. Blame me if you want to You can come to me. "

I'm still shirking for Yin Xiangwan, right? Yin kurou sat on the sofa with a smile on her face.

"I won't force you to get married. There will be others without you. You can think about it and give me a reply." Jin Yeqing said crisp, refused her completely, put her in the same position as any other woman.Such a long time lover, said to change, changed.

Yin Rou gets up from the sofa and staggers to the door with her bag. At the moment her hand is on the door handle, she turns back and smiles at Jin Yeqing, just as she used to.

"I see, Yeqing." Yin Rou smiles, but tears fall down, "you don't like me, you don't like people, has always been this attitude."

"You haven't changed, I have."

With that, she quickly opened the door, dried her tears and ran out.

Looking at the closed door, Jin Yeqing feels like a savior saving all living beings.

Also, it's the best way to rescue Yin Rou to show her attitude and state the facts.

I hope she can think of it herself.

I don't know whether it's her own reason or Yin Rou's telling him that he dreamed that he and Yin Xiangwan remarried. That night, Jin Yeqing really dreamed that he and Yin Xiangwan were remarried. Jin Xiaoxiao was very satisfied with his new mother, and Xiaobai also liked the Jin family very much. The four of them went on a journey. He and Yin Xiangwan stood on both sides, holding Xiaoxiao and Xiaobai's two children in the middle Yin Xiangwan has gained a lot of weight and is not as thin as before. Her face is full of flesh. She has a special feel when she pinches it. She often laughs and never shows any expression of depression and despair. He also laughs and has no quarrel and anger. They are very happy together.

He is really happy. He can feel the sunshine when he dreams, as if he has become a member of a family. The only thing he thinks about after work every day is to pick up the two babies home with Yin Xiangwan, teach them to do homework, cook and watch TV, get up in the middle of the night and go to the bathroom to see if the baby is not good, and cover them with a kick-off quilt Son.

After many years, Xiaoxiao and Xiaobai grew up and went abroad. Xiaoxiao was very beautiful. Xiaobai was as handsome as he was. Then he and Yin Xiangwan ran away from home and traveled around the country. They helped each other when they saw the injustice and died in the river and lake together.

At the end of the dream, he shed a drop of tears. When he woke up, he felt the tears still hanging on his face. He was hazy, but he remembered every scene in the dream. Xiaobai's mischievous, Xiaoxiao's coquetry, Yin Xiangwan's smile, and the feeling when he pinched her face were all real, as if he were not dreaming.

Childish dream. He laughs.

It's crazy. Did he fight for custody with Yin Xiangwan? How can you have such a strange dream? The key is how the heroine can be Yin Xiangwan It's so speechless

Jin Yeqing feels that he can't go to see Xiaobai for the time being, otherwise nightmare will surely haunt him.

So now Jin Yeqing put his energy into his work.

So Yin Xiangwan was so quiet for several days.

Jin Xiaoxiao came to play with Xiaobai for three days. When two noisy little guys started playing, they were in a state of darkness. Toys were all over the floor. Two children were shouting, which made the whole ward not quiet. Fortunately, Yin Xiaobai was the only one in the ward. Otherwise, he would be complained by other patients.

On this day, Jin Xiaoxiao and Xiaobai were having a good time, just in time for mu Yuanchen to come to see Xiaobai. Xiaobai was so happy that he called "Uncle Mu" and there was no further talk. Mu Yuanchen couldn't help crying or laughing. Just in time, Yin Xiangwan came back from shopping for Xiaobai. Seeing muyuanchen being left out of the cold, he comforted him.

"Recently, these two people have been particularly attracted to each other. They have been playing endlessly. The driver of the Jin family can't pull Xiaoxiao away without calling Jin Yeqing."

Mu Yuanchen also laughed: "children, it's rare to have a playmate. It's excusable to indulge in playing."

"I don't know where to go when I'm back injured." Yin Xiangwan said helplessly.

"It's been a headache for children these years. It's better after this age." Mu yuan Chen comforted, "who didn't come here like this? I remember when I was a child, I often made mistakes."

"Little kids," Yin Xiangwan said. In fact, she didn't want to talk about the Yin family any more. "I just hope Xiaobai doesn't have so many worries when he grows up."

Mu Yuanchen nodded knowingly.

Xiangwan has suffered too much, so she doesn't want Xiaobai to suffer as much as she does in the future.

How can Jin Yeqing not understand this? If he had been at home, he would not have agreed to let Xiangwan marry into Jin's family instead of Yin rou.

At that time, who would mention that year.

If he had resisted his mother and Yin Rou more, he would not have been forced to marry into Jin's family and would not have suffered such a crime.

Because of his negligence at that time, he now wants to make up for it all bit by bit. As long as Yin Xiangwan is willing, he can raise Xiaobai with her.

As long as she is willing, no matter how difficult or dangerous it is, he is fearless. He is able to get rid of all obstacles even if thousands of people stop him. No one can change what he has decided.

It's just that no matter how he does it, he can't ignore the idea of the evening.

Her attitude, her heart, is what he really cares about.