Chapter 179

Yin Xiangwan sat for a while, then remembered that it was late. She took a shower in the bathroom, came out and blew her hair. When she came back to the bedroom, it was very late. Just lying down, her mind was still in confusion, and she couldn't sleep. The moment when Jin Yeqing kissed her flashed through her mind.

This damned Jin Yeqing, how could he disturb her life just as she wanted to live a stable life? In a word, Jin Yeqing is a hateful fly everywhere, exposing her old wounds to the air.

She hated him, but she could not.

Is tangled, a message came from the mobile phone.

Yin Xiang opened later, and after reading it, he lost sleep completely.

What does it mean that things happen for a reason? What does it mean to explain later? What do you think of her? You can abandon her for a reason? If there is a reason for it, you can casually understate it and let her beat the child? Is there a reason for this? Did she have to forgive him for the harm he had caused her? He said this for a reason is so simple? He thought that the past events could be turned over for a reason, so that they could never be mentioned again, right? It's a joke.

In her whole life, she can't forgive him, she can't forgive this bastard.

She lay down till the night was dim, and she seemed to be in a faint sleep.

Get up in the morning, look at the time is very early, she bought breakfast and took to the hospital.

When she arrived at the hospital, Xiaobai was still in a dream, sleeping with his stiletto doll.

"Xiaobai, Xiaobai got up and had breakfast."

"Oh, Dabao, you got up early today." Xiaobai rubbed his eyes and looked at Dabao with a little surprise. "I used to wake you up when you went to work, but now I'm much more diligent."

"Of course, when there is no Xiaobai, my mother tells me that I must get up early, otherwise, I can't deliver food to Xiaobai." Yin Xiangwan laughs a little farfetched.

"Dabao, are you having a nightmare? It doesn't look good. " Xiaobai is concerned.

"No, it may be because I got up too early. OK, Xiaobai, have a meal."

"Oh, Dabao. Then don't get up so early Xiaobai lowers his head and cooks in silence.

After breakfast, time is still very abundant, Yin Xiangwan accompanied Xiaobai to play for a while, and then left for the company.

Jin Yeqing just got up at this time.

Jin Yeqing has both advantages and disadvantages, that is, when he sobers up after drinking, he will remember his words and deeds after he is drunk. Then, Jin Yeqing, who wakes up in the morning, completely collapses.

What did he say? What did he tell Tang Jin?!!!

What kind of kiss Yin Xiangwan, what recalled the little things in those days, what this and that, how did he say such stupid words ah ah

Then on this day, the president was shamelessly absent from work.

Then, when Jin Yeqing opened the mobile phone, he found that the desktop of the mobile phone was still on the information interface, and the message contained the text messages sent last night.

Xiao Wan, in fact, I haven't forgotten you for so many years. Things happened for a reason. When the time is ripe, I will explain to you.

The receiver, Yin Xiangwan.

Time, 11:52.

What the hell are these? Who did this

Tang Jin, Tang Jin, that's right. It's definitely Tang Jin. Does he mean to be angry with him? Damn Tang Jin, he must clean up.

How to do that? Yin Xiangwan must have seen this damned message. What should he say? Is it Tang Jin's boring prank? I think she will stare at him with a white eye.

This disgusting Tang Jin doesn't think he has enough

All in all, the goods are accurate. He remembers the embarrassing and absurd words he said last night, and will not go to him to settle the accounts, otherwise, the goods will never dare to touch the ground on Taisui.

Tang Jin was right. The divorce happened for a reason. But he was ready to rot the secret in his stomach, and he would never tell it. Now that Tang Jin was so out of the bag, he didn't know how to deal with it.

So Jin Yeqing opened the mode of looking at the ceiling with sadness in bed.

Yin Xiangwan angrily waited in the company. Jin Yeqing didn't see him coming to work for a day. Later, he heard that he had gone to Hong Kong on business.

It's hateful. He went on a business trip when she was very angry and wanted to settle accounts with him. It was really too much!

Yin Xiangwan was enveloped by an aura called anger all day long, which made his colleagues tremble and didn't know what happened.

After work in the afternoon, when she arrived at the hospital, Xiaobai really asked her where her bad uncle had gone.

"Your bad uncle was sold to South Africa to be a child bride." Yin Xiangwan said fiercely.

"Oh, what is a child bride?" Xiaobai looks like a curious baby."Well The child bride is It's a daughter-in-law bought by a local rich man for his son in the old society... " Yin Xiangwan feels that his son's brain circuit is very abnormal.

"Oh, my daughter-in-law can buy it. Did the bad uncle buy Dabao home?"

Yin Xiangwan was unable to say anything more.

But Xiaobai's metaphor is also more appropriate.

This situation of her is just like the maid who was used to accompany the young ladies when they got married. Once the young lady got well, the servant girl would play a role of foil.

Oh, it's sad.

She is really free now. Six years ago, her wish was realized six years later. However, she still has some thoughts. If she doesn't come back here, she may have spent the rest of her life so peacefully. However, when she comes back, she not only comes back, but also meets Jin Yeqing. With his personality, if she sees Xiaobai, it is impossible not to ask him clearly about his life experience, but she is still trying to cover it Zhang, in the end, he and she were separated in a bad mood.

In fact, six years ago, she was full of disappointment in this land where she had lived for more than 20 years. When she went out with her suitcase, she didn't think that she would come back. As someone said in the book, "Hong Kong is no longer my place, just as I revisited my hometown.".

Yes, Shanghai is no longer her place, just as she is visiting her hometown again.

Since you revisit your hometown, it is possible to meet your old friends.

Yin Xiangwan felt that her life was a failure if the flowers were rotten. She had no way to add anything to this chaotic painting.

This afternoon, Yin Xiangwan asked for an afternoon off.

Instead of going to the hospital, she went to the cemetery.

When her mother died, she was not very sensible. A few days ago, she kept asking her mother where she had gone and why she had never come back. Yin Haitao would coax her patiently at the beginning. In the end, she could not stand her annoyance and told her mother that she was dead.

Remember what kind of mood she was in at that time? She is still very vague about the concept of life and death, do not know that people die is no longer there, do not know that people die is to cremate the soul to heaven, she does not know what kind of concept is the mother died, but at that moment, she really has a sense of despair that she will never see her mother again.

That kind of feeling, she still remembers, those scars, are still very clear in her heart.

That day almost lost the moment of Xiaobai, this feeling clearly returned to her body.

Her despair, fear, but nothing more turbulent than self blame, usually she always feel that she is a good mother, but at that time, she clearly felt her uneasiness, she did not have a mother's love for her children, nor did she react to the moment when danger came to protect her children. At that time, she was silly and asked for help It's no different to protect children.

She has been making sarcasm at Jin Yeqing, but she finds that Jin Yeqing is more patient in taking care of Xiaoxiao than she is in taking care of Xiaobai. Apart from the problems in principle, he never shows a rash and disrespectful side to the children. He takes 100% care of and cares for the children. Compared with him, she is still far from enough.

She has been thinking, is it true to give Xiaobai to him, Xiaobai will grow up healthily under the protection of her father, perhaps her love for Xiaobai is really limited, not as much as the real father can give.

"Mom, did you say I did something wrong? Why did you want to give birth to Xiaobai when you didn't take good care of him? He has suffered so much with me, and I have been hurting him all the time. Do you think I did something wrong

It was quiet in the cemetery, and no one answered her.

Yin Xiangwan caresses the photo on the tombstone and looks at her mother's familiar eyebrows. It seems that her family is still very happy many years ago. Although Yin Haitao often doesn't go home, her mother always takes good care of her. Compared with her mother, her care of Xiaobai is far behind.

"I remember once I cut my hand with a knife, crying and crying all the time, so you bandaged me. At that time, I remember that I shed a lot of blood. You said you should eat more pig liver to make up for it. Then I ate pig liver every day, every day for several weeks."

"Another time, I took a small stone to a kindergarten classmate's head to give a big bag, you took me to someone's home to apologize to others, but found that the student's parents are your former classmates, you chat and chat together, and finally I and that classmate also became good friends."

"I still remember the first time you quarreled with Yin Haitao. I don't know if you had quarreled before. It was the first time you quarreled in my memory. Even you, who have always been good-natured, spoke loudly. I was scared and hid behind the door. In fact, I knew at that time that Yin Haitao had an affair. I met him." Yin Xiangwan is very calm about the scar that he didn't even dare to move before. "Later, I learned that he had been out for a long time, but you didn't know."