Chapter 192

"Do you know what kind of poem Zhuangzi actually chanted in the end?"

"What poem?" Yin Xiangwan thinks that it's not a good habit to make mysteries.

"The world says that I am not sad, but I laugh at the heartbreak of the world. If people die and cry, I will cry thousands of times."

"Why did Chuang Tzu sing such a poem?"

"Because in fact, Tian did not resist the test of Zhuangzi and the temptation and confusion of king sun of Chu. Zhuangzi pretended to be dead to test Tian. Less than 20 days after Zhuangzi's death, king sun of Chu seduced Tian. Later, Tian tried to cure the heart disease of king and sun of Chu with Zhuangzi's brain. As soon as Zhuangzi's coffin was opened, Zhuangzi woke up. Later, Zhuangzi concealed the fact and was not successful Chuang Tzu put her in the coffin, set the house on fire, waved his sleeve, and went down the mountain for a tour. He never went back. "

"Oh, so it is." Yin Xiangwan felt thoughtful.

"How does it feel to know the difference between reality and fantasy?"

Yin Xiangwan suddenly has a sense of seeing a senior high school Chinese teacher standing in front of him and talking to him. This kind of eloquence feels like It seems that she really looked down on Jin Yeqing before. Unexpectedly, Jin Yeqing had some understanding of the traditional culture of the Chinese nation.

"Not so much." Yin Xiang Wan is lying on the bed.

After a while, Jin Yeqing goes out to make a phone call. Yin Xiangwan lies on the bed and feels bored. He reads the story of Chuang Tzu's wife test and finds the poem Jin Yeqing said.

The world says I am not sad. I laugh at the jejunum of the world. If people still cry when they die, I will cry a thousand times.

If people still cry when they die, I will cry a thousand times.

I will do a thousand sorrows and tears.

I'll cry a thousand times.

She thought many times, if Jin Yeqing didn't abandon her at the beginning, if he didn't have the divorce agreement at the beginning, what they would be like now, she thought, maybe it would be the same as at the beginning, flat and light, no waves and no waves, until death, he and she might not make any progress.

She didn't know why he divorced her at that time, but she knew that six years ago, she and he only had the name of husband and wife, and there was no love between them. He might feel guilty and responsible for her, but she never loved her. She also didn't want him to feel guilty because of that loveless marriage and live with her for a lifetime At that time, when she saw the divorce agreement, she really felt lucky and relieved.

Anyway, Jin Yeqing is a person who doesn't want to aggrieve herself. It's good that she doesn't have to laugh in front of him all the time.

She doesn't need to know why. It's done. She's done it.

In the evening, Jin Yeqing returns to Jin's home. Yin Xiangwan's health is getting better day by day. Finally, he can go home occasionally to take care of Xiaobai and Xiaoxiao, and take a look at the company's unfinished documents.

After dinner, Jin Yeqing coaxes Xiaoxiao and Xiaobai to sleep. Then he sits in his study and looks at the documents. After reading the documents, it's still early. He holds a video conference with several senior executives of the company and explains some important events in the company recently. The senior executives hold the meeting with heavy black circles under their eyes. It's really sour, but it's not so good There's no way. They can't help it. They can't be angry and dare not speak. Who dares to break the ground on Tai Sui's head? They can only listen honestly, and they'll have to work one more time.

After the video conference, Jin Yeqing turned off his computer. As soon as he sipped his saliva, the housekeeper said that Miss Yin had come and was waiting in the living room.

Miss yin? Yin Rou?

Jin Yeqing goes downstairs and sees Yin Rou sitting on the sofa waiting for him.

"Yeqing, are you finished?" After a few days' absence, Yin Rou's momentum is not so obvious, her makeup is not so strong, her dress is normal, and her words are not sour.

"Well." He answered lightly, and then sat down opposite Yin rou.

"I heard that Yin Xiangwan had fallen from a building. Is she better now?"

"Well, much better."

"Oh, that's good."

The air is silent for a long time, Yin Roucai is a little embarrassed to speak again.

"I have thought about what you said last time. I will. I will marry you. I will not want anything."

"Yin Rou, I've thought about it for such a long time. I've delayed Yin Xiangwan to make her like this. I can't delay you any longer. You are suitable for better happiness."

"No, no, I would like to. This is my own choice. Yeqing, I can't do without you, I can't do without you..." Yin Rou said, tears like a broken line of beads general Bata Bata drop.

"Yin Rou, listen to me. There is no one in the world who can't live without someone. If you leave me, you still have a good life. Maybe it will be better. Being around me will only make you feel more sad."

"No, no, I live for you, I can't leave you, I can't leave you..."

"Yin Rou, you know the decision I made will not change. I hope you can get out of this shadow as soon as possible, and you will get better.""Why? Yeqing, you didn't say Why, is it Yin Xiangwan? Have you decided to stay with Yin Xiangwan At the end of the cry, Yin Rou is sensitive to smell a clue.

"Yin Xiangwan can't live without me now. I can't leave her like this. I've ruined her everything. I have to give her something back."

"But, Jin Yeqing, you have also destroyed my everything. Do you know that without you, I would rather die. I..." Yin Rou heard the sound of the collapse of the world. She grasped it hard and finally lost it.

It was her fault. At first, she asked Yin Xiangwan to marry Jin's family for her. If there had not been the accident six years ago, maybe she would have lived happily with Jin Yeqing.

If, if, at the thought of "if", she would be heartbroken. If it had not been for her misunderstanding, the current situation would not have been like this. She and Jin Yeqing would have a good life. Maybe Yin Xiangwan would have a loved one of his own, and would have reached the point of marriage and marriage. She would not have to flee to the United States with her baby.

It is fate or robbery, the evil she did at the beginning, now even retribution to her own body.

After leaving Jin's home, she drove to the moat. Today's moat is not much different from the original moat. It's just that things are different and people are different. When she comes back here, her mood is different and her world is different.

If it had not been for the accident, she might have had a baby in her life now. Her house is full of lights, her room is warm, and every day is full of laughter. A family of three should be very happy.

"You hate me Yin Rou shouts across the moat.

At this time, there were no passers-by walking around the moat. It was dark all around. Only the dim lights in the distance could be seen. Yin Rou stood here and yelled until she sat on the ground with all her strength.

"Jin Yeqing, I love you What I love most is you... " But why do you abandon me, why don't you

From the first time she saw Jin Yeqing, she knew that her lifelong goal was such a man. She and he were in the same university. She was a department of flowers. He was the absolute idol in the eyes of female students in the whole school. She thought they were the best match. The whole world would make way for their love. But now, she has gone through all kinds of difficulties to open up a way, but he is not willing to be gone.

She can't see where the future is.

At that time, on the first day of the freshman's report, she was still a pampered and simple girl. She wandered around the campus curiously. As a result, she lost her way and couldn't find the way back to her dormitory. At this time, most of the students went to lunch. Yin Rou looked left and right, but she couldn't find a guide.

Then he showed up.

At that time, Jin Yeqing was still very green, not more stable and introverted than later, but her whole body still exuded a breath of strangers. At that time, Yin Rou was eager to ask the way, so she went forward to ask the way without thinking much.

This classmate is so beautiful It's really a city of people and a country of people Forget it. Ask the way first. We'll talk about chasing him later.

"Hello, classmate. Do you know how to get to the girls' dormitory?"

No one answered.

Yin Rou saw that he was looking at the little prince in his hand. She thought he didn't hear her, so she asked again.

"Classmate, do you know how to get to the girls' dormitory?"

Still no one answered, so Yin Rou took the trouble to ask again.

No one answered.

Just when Yin Rou thinks that either he has an ear problem or the bookworm has no choice but to leave, the goods speak.

"Go straight ahead for five minutes, turn left and go straight."

The voice is so cold that it's absolutely perfect.

"Oh, thank you." Yin Rou thinks that such a beautiful man is not worthy of her. It's just natural for her.

Later, she went back to her dorm to talk about it with her roommates, who patted her on the shoulder and said she was gorgeous.

She remembers saying, "I still want to go after him."

Roommates pour cold water mercilessly.

"Hello, xiaorou, do you know who that Sao Nian was? Jin Yeqing, you can't win the famous beauty of 100 universities. Do you know what the result of advertising by the university next door, the university next door, and the school flower of the next university next door? "

"What is it?"

"When they left our school, the guard thought that there was a once-in-a-hundred-year-old man in our school. Who knows when they catch the real murderer, he knows that he is a once-in-a-lifetime handsome man."

"Ha? What's going on? "

"It's too sad to cry. It scared the big brother of the guard."

"It's said that Jin Yeqing has a bad temper and refuses to start people. It's merciless to lose him. That guy has damaged you. He has a face. He usually either makes him cry or makes him cry." A roommate interrupted.