Chapter 196

Jin Yeqing knows that Yin Xiangwan's life in Yin's family was not very good before, but he doesn't know that she has been living like this all the time. He thinks that Chen mei just looks down on her. He didn't expect that Chen Mei even beat her when she was a child. Fortunately, she grew up and left this so-called home.

"Then I grew up slowly. At that time, I wanted to learn the piano, but I didn't want to ask Yin Haitao for money to buy a piano. So I went to the home of a classmate who had a piano and asked her to teach me how to learn the piano. That's how I learned how to learn the piano. Later, I saved money to buy a guitar and a Xiao, which were deposited in her home. Later, we both learned how to learn piano It's a musical instrument. "

Jin Yeqing thought of a saying that people's hearts were moving together. Did he want anything before? Jin's family sent them to him in piles, but it seems that now he feels that what he learned through hard work is more valuable.

"I remember when I first went to university, my roommates in our dormitory wanted to go home every day. They squatted in bed and cried at night. They called home as soon as they had time in the day. I would sit at my desk and read novels or go out to work. They asked me why I didn't want to go home. I told them that home is not my home."

"Later I got to know ye Tong. Ye Tong's family is a very big and harmonious one. Her grandparents, parents, uncles, aunts, aunts, brothers and sisters gather at the same table for dinner every Spring Festival. I went there once. Their family is so busy that people always want to laugh. They are all very enthusiastic. For the first time, I saw a completely different family from the Yin family I envy Ye Tong. She is my best friend, so you can't fire her

Well, it's back.

Said for a long time, or around the fire for a long time.

Jin Yeqing heard Yin Xiangwan say so many things about the Yin family for the first time today. It turns out that the beautiful Yin family has such a dirty inside story. Yin Haitao, who looks so generous, has such a dark and indifferent side.

There is a saying that painting tiger skin is hard to draw bones, but knowing people and knowing faces is not knowing one's heart.

"Later, just after graduating from University, I thought I was free. Who knows Yin Rou had a car accident when she was about to marry you. I just escaped from the tiger's den and was forced to get into the wolf's nest."

"Is that a wolf's nest? It's a golden house. It's Imperial. It's resplendent. " Jin Qingye is not very happy.

"I don't want splendor," Yin Xiangwan raised his head and looked at him with tears in his big eyes. Jin Yeqing was a little embarrassed.

She just wants to be alone in the ends of the earth. What she wants doesn't need to be understood. Her name doesn't need to be known. She just wants to wander by herself. In high school, she wanted to climb, hike, dive, parachute, bungee jumping and stamp her footprints in the ends of the world. Later, her wish has not been realized, and she was put into another cage.

She wants freedom, he can't give her.

Jin Yeqing thought that Yin Xiangwan might have been a bird eager to fly far away, but Yin's family cut off her wings and gave it to him. He was just a child who was greedy for fun. He thought that to give the bird a golden cage and delicious food was to love him. Unfortunately, he did not know that what she wanted was actually not this. What she wanted was to grow wings again. What she wanted was to fly in the sky. She wanted to fly in the sky Is the wind in the rain sound, and he, can only give her food and water, and cut off her and the sky cage.

It's a pity that she didn't want to stay with him.

"Yin Xiangwan."

Yin Xiang night is happy to say, by Jin night Qing suddenly interrupted, very uncomfortable.

"Do you hate me?"

"Well?" Yin Xiangwan doesn't react, and feels shocked by Jin Yeqing's jumping thinking.

"Did you hate me for what happened then?"

When it comes to the events of that year, the atmosphere obviously sticks. The events of six years ago are unforgettable scars for her and him.

"Hate, how don't hate, the most important marriage in my life has been destroyed by you, how can I not hate you?"

Yin Xiangwan finished, and both of them were silent.

Jin Yeqing wanted to say that he didn't want to divorce her. What happened in those years was that he didn't come up with a perfect solution. It was his fault that he sacrificed her. He felt guilty for her all the time. He knew she hated him, but he couldn't help getting close to her. No matter what happened, he could see her angry, happy, sad or angry, as long as he had her in his life, He felt that the future was worth looking forward to.

At the beginning, I saw a confession and said, "I apply to join your life.".

Unfortunately, he is no longer qualified to participate in her life.

"It's much better now, Jin Yeqing. I don't seem to hate you so much." Yin yangbai thought that it was too late for me to recognize you in my life

Yin Xiangwan's tone is flat and light, as if he has forgiven the past and forgotten the pain of that year.

She didn't want to hate him for a lifetime, but time would really wash away everything. She hated him so much that she couldn't see him for the rest of her life. Later, time gradually diluted her memory. She couldn't even remember what weather and day it was when she moved out of Jin's house. It seems that the pain we've experienced, the love and hate we've had will really follow As time goes by, she can't avoid vulgarity.It's just an old affair. She's just a layman and he's just a layman. It's hard to avoid fierce contact and estrangement between laymen and laymen.

That's it.

"Jin Yeqing, I don't hate you now."

She should put down the love and hate and everything in that year. Just like the Buddhist said, color is emptiness, emptiness is color. She has no insight, but time can teach her everything.

She thought she understood, no matter how much pain, no matter how much pain, had endured all passed, if has been grasping does not let go, then will now beautiful waste, you already took the past to taste its bitter, why also will take now and the future to accompany the pain, cannot let go, is not tormenting others, but has given up oneself.

In the afternoon, Yin Xiangwan wanted to drink milk tea. Jin Yeqing wanted to keep her from drinking it, but he thought that the Malatang of the previous two days had not satisfied her, so he went downstairs to buy milk tea for her.

"Well, bring me a glass of lemonade by the way." When Jin Yeqing was about to leave, Yin Xiangwan said this to him.

He should not have promised her to buy milk tea for her.

It's easy to lift the tile in the room.

Jin Yeqing just left, Yin Xiangwan happily lying on the bed playing games.

Guard radish, roar ha hey, little monster, die, look at my little sun, another small plane, small rocket, Ohno, her radish

Then the door of the ward was opened.

"So fast, did I get my lemonade?" As soon as Yin Xiangwan looks back, she sees Yin Haitao. Yin Xiangwan is surprised and the wound on her back is affected. She immediately falls down in pain.

"Xiao Wan, are you ok?" Yin Haitao quickly came to help her.

"It's OK." Yin Xiangwan is lying silently.

"Xiao Wan, are you all right? How did you fall? " Yin Haitao frowned. Just now he asked doctor Yin Xiangwan about her injury. The doctor said that her wound was very serious. After she recovered, she might have to undergo skin grafting. The scar on her back may be difficult to cover up.

"It's OK. It's just a mistake." Yin Xiangwan feels that he and Yin Haitao are so antagonistic to each other as father and daughter, and the conversation seems quite awkward.

"Xiaowan, dad knows that you have been blaming me for your mother's affairs, but you have to know that there are reasons for that. Dad has done something wrong, and he has to compensate xiaorou's mother and daughter for neglecting your idea all the time. Dad is also very sorry." For the first time in more than 20 years, Yin Haitao confided his feelings to his daughter. His guilt, regret and pity cannot be concealed.

Yin Xiangwan never thought that there was a story behind Yin Haitao.

"Xiao Wan, dad knows I'm sorry for you, but you must forgive dad. Dad does these things for a reason."

"Why did you just want to divorce me? Chen Mei is no match for my mother. Besides, she has a son. You can't be so ignorant. There must be some other reason. " Yin Xiangwan said, Zai Zai carefully observed Yin Haitao's reaction, the fact has proved that there is an inside story.

"Yin Mei and I didn't know that there was another reason why I didn't have eyes with Chen Rui because she and I didn't want to have another relationship." Yin Haitao said, and thought of what kind of asked, "how can you ask, is it who said what to you?"

"Dad, if you're here to play with me today, I think you can go back. Someone has told me all the things in those years. Now I just want to hear you tell me why my mother divorced you and why she got involved with Chen Mei. Now you can explain everything to me." Yin Xiangwan thinks that there must be someone who knows what happened in those years, and Yin Haitao is very afraid that this person will tell what happened in those years, so she just pretends to know everything, in order to cheat Yin Haitao to tell the truth.

"He did." Yin Haitao was taken in.

"Dad, do you want to hide it? How long do you think you can hide it? I'll know sooner or later. " Yin Xiangwan continues to use Yin Haitao's words.

Yin Haitao's mood is obviously not in the state today. Otherwise, he can't be deceived by Yin Xiangwan's means.

"In fact, there was a reason for that. I loved your mother very much, but I had to divorce her."