Yuan Kun can't help sighing that walking in the dark night, the neon lights around him pull yuan Kun's figure for a long time.
Outside the window, it's night.
The dark void is boundless solitude without a star.
Cheng Cheng sits alone by the window with a glass of red wine in his hand. Looking at the crystal clear red, he can't help but smile, and slowly get to his mouth and drink slowly.
Just a sip, Cheng Cheng suddenly turned to look at the lights outside the window, Cheng Cheng just felt boundless loneliness devoured him mercilessly.
He looked out of the window at the void, only for a moment, his mind suddenly remembered the original past
He can't help but sigh
At that time, he was still a student, and at school he was still a man of the day.
As long as he was in school, no one knew him. At that time, there was no one else around him, only his sister Cheng Ya, Yin Haitao, who was chasing his sister Cheng Ya, and the woman named Chen Mei.
At first, he didn't know that he could meet Chen Mei every day. It was all Chen Mei's stratagem. After listening to Cheng Ya, he realized that the contact with Chen Mei every day seemed to be unintentional. In fact, it was intentional.
"Brother, you're so stupid. Don't you know that Chen Mei is deeply in love with you?" Because of Cheng Cheng's dullness, Cheng Ya who stays by his side always laughs at him.
At that time Although he is a man of the day, he still has a little bit of dullness in dealing with emotional matters.
Until later, Cheng Ya deliberately approached Chen Mei for her own sake, and finally became good friends with her.
Cheng Ya and Chen Mei contact for a long time, she suddenly found that Chen Mei's heart for their own feelings are so strong, in order to catch up with themselves, Cheng Ya in Chen Mei's back, no less give her ideas.
In the end, Chen Mei's deep feeling still moved her, so the two soon got together, and the love was so vigorous.
At that time, the two of them, together with Yin Haitao and his sister Cheng Ya, were like a loving family. They were all happy and helped each other. At that time, Yin Haitao liked Cheng Ya and was allowed to do so.
I always think that in school days, everyone's life path is more or less decorated with some beautiful things, it may be a bunch of flowers, wisps of sunshine, or just a warm blessing
At that time, the days were carefree and the campus life was pure and innocent.
It is like a gurgling stream, running merrily, with crystal clear spray from time to time.
Beating hearts, smiling faces full of youth, weave colorful dreams and compose sincere and moving songs.
No matter where they are, four people always stand together, and there will always be some corresponding tacit understanding between each other.
At that time, they always liked to go out and play together.
I still remember that time, when spring was in full bloom, the fish played in the water to their heart's content. Whenever I heard the songs of birds and the rustling sound of leaves, I walked along the path in the woods, breathing the fresh air, as if the world was clean without any impurities, everything seemed so natural and substantial.
Looking up is spring, bowing is autumn, full moon is painting, moon is poetry.
Campus life in the silent years, for their own life painted a picture of life, for their blank life painted a color pen
And the appearance of Chen Mei is the brightest stroke on this white paper.
At that time, he always liked to lie on the grass of school with Chen Mei and talk about the future. He had always imagined the scene of his marriage with Chen Mei. Maybe at that time, there was already a doll standing beside them, calling their parents.
I'm not a person to pour out my heart, but after meeting Chen Mei
Also always from time to time and Cheng Ya said a few words, each time because the sentence does not leave Chen Mei, but also let Cheng Ya laugh at his own failure.
But at that time, he always shrugged his shoulders and laughed it off
After all, Cheng Ya's words are not wrong, even before, he did not know what love is, but from the moment when he met Chen Mei, his heart was like being firmly tied by Chen Mei, and he could not escape.
Because of their relationship, Cheng Ya and Chen Mei are always together. In the end, they become good friends without saying anything, and they and Yin Haitao also become confidants. Four people really seem like a family.
In the eyes of others, the four of them are envied.
But later, it didn't last long. He found that Chen Mei was no longer as good as before when she was by her side. The feelings between the two people didn't seem as strong as before. If they didn't say a word in a day, they would quarrel.
At that time, I really felt Chen Mei's estrangement and indifference to her. At that time, Chen Mei and Yin Haitao were always very close.At that time, because four people were always together, so at that time, I didn't put it in my heart
I just think there should be something important between Chen Mei and Yin Haitao.
Cheng Ya, who paid so much attention to her feelings, did not feel anything wrong at that time.
Therefore, he had to put the matter aside and did not ask anything about it.
Four people still keep the previous state and relationship, and no one in the middle feels anything wrong.
A few years passed like this
When four people were about to graduate, he suddenly lived in the hospital because of a small accident. However, he suddenly found that he had never seen Chen Mei again from the moment he was in hospital
In addition to Cheng Ya taking care of himself every day, even Yin Haitao left their brother and sister's sight as if the world had evaporated.
He didn't know where Chen Mei had gone. At that time, he always thought whether she had any problems, but for a long time He suddenly remembered their later feelings, as well as Chen Mei's eyes on Yin Haitao. In addition, Cheng Ya had been in tears all the time.
No matter what he asked Cheng Ya, she refused to say it. He suddenly and definitely decided that Chen Mei was on a good terms with Yin Haitao.
If it is not for this reason, why has Cheng Ya, who has always been optimistic, become so.
Even if there is something, two people can't disappear together.
At that time, he still cursed himself blind in his heart. He could not help finding such a person for himself and promised Yin Haitao to be with his sister.
Identified their own ideas, I feel that the intestines are going to regret green.
But later, the embarrassed Yin Haitao suddenly appeared, explained his reason, and proposed to Cheng Ya.
At that time, because of Cheng Ya's bitter plea
He is still soft hearted and agrees, but when he asks about Chen Mei's whereabouts, Yin Haitao denies that he has never met Chen Mei.
Cheng Ya and Yin Haitao got married and lived a happy life. Later, they gave birth to Yin Xiangwan.
Seeing his sister so happy, he didn't interfere in the affairs of two people. Until recently, he realized that Chen Mei had been raped and raped after being hospitalized for a short time. She thought she was dirty and was not qualified to be with her, so she left
Cheng Cheng, who knew the truth, was a happy thing for everyone, but he didn't expect that Chen Mei finally married Yin Haitao and became the stepmother of his nephew daughter.
Thinking of this
Cheng Cheng can't help but take a sip of his own wine.
"Chen Mei, Chen Mei What's on your mind? "
"If you were bullied at that time, I don't care. After all, we loved each other deeply. I can ignore it. After all, it's not your fault. But why did you finally marry Yin Haitao? Is it really what I think it is? "
Cheng Cheng sat by the window, thinking of Chen Mei, his brows frowned together.
Since Chen Mei left last time, Cheng Cheng has always thought that Chen Mei approached her to take Yin Haitao away from Cheng Ya's side. She approached them completely just for Yin Haitao
Such an idea has been shouldered in Cheng Cheng's heart for more than ten years.
Until a few days ago, I knew the truth, but Chen Mei became Yin Haitao's wife
This makes the idea in Cheng Cheng's heart sprout again
All the things come to Cheng's heart, and all the questions make Cheng more uncertain.
Why Chen Mei's sudden appearance makes Cheng feel so uneasy.
If Chen Mei has no choice but to marry Yin Haitao, why is she so bad to Yin Xiangwan?
The red wine in the cup has been drunk by Cheng Cheng. He simply throws the glass to one side.
Looking out of the window, a bit of starlight is reflected in the window, adding some vitality to the dark night. The neon lights in the distance flicker, reflecting the number of sleepless men and women in the night
Late at night, lonely and some lonely night, loneliness is not the fault of the night, just lonely people play up the night lonely, late at night people lonely, late at night people lonely.
Whether it's too heartbroken or too tired, Cheng Cheng is alone and sees the night as his own. Maybe he can blend into the mysterious and profound night and gaze at the stars. He has a kind of desire and fantasy.
Want to drive away, want to escape, want to never experience this lonely night, helpless cry again and again, in exchange for deeper loneliness, deeper loneliness.
Chen Mei's appearance makes Cheng Cheng a little flustered. He always thinks that Chen Mei's sudden appearance and sudden marriage to Yin Haitao is not a simple thing.
Maybe behind this, there are many other things
It's just that he doesn't understand, he doesn't understand at all.