Chapter 247

Many times, people tend to care about things that are too practical or too realistic, and often ignore a lot of precious things.

But in fact, the more precious things are, the more elusive they tend to be. Sometimes, when you don't pay attention to them, they come or go quietly, leaving you unprepared and unprepared.

In fact, sometimes, some things may not be what you think, just like Jin Yeqing's mother. She always thinks that Jin Yeqing's father has no intention of her

She thought that their marriage was a shackle to him. Jin's father really loved Jin's mother very much. He loved her very much and loved her quietly.

Although, I don't know what happened to them at that time, Yin Xiangwan guessed that it must be something that both of them miss very much. It's not easy for two people to walk together. Don't be made to be indifferent to each other by a little misunderstanding.

In fact, many things are very wonderful, like Jin's father and mother

Two people may fall in love with each other at some uncertain moment, but this kind of thing is very subtle, it may happen unconsciously, but they do not know.

In fact, Yin Xiangwan is very lucky sometimes, because although she has been injured to pieces, at least she and Jin Yeqing have had a happy and carefree life, but Jin's father and mother, although they love each other deeply.

And live together for many years, but always do not know each other's mind, this may also be Providence, there is doomed.

What a pity

"Later, my grandmother brought me up, and I grew up in peace. Later, my grandmother died, and Jin's family became my private property. Fortunately, Jin's family is not in decline, and I can still count on my grandmother's trust."

Jin Yeqing said, gently sipping a sip of wine, "at the beginning, if you had come two years earlier, you could still chat with grandma, but it's a pity that you didn't see her. She is a very humorous old lady, but often very strict. In a word, she taught me a lot."

Yin Xiangwan said with regret: "I heard sister-in-law Zhang say that the old lady is a very temperament person. She has always wanted to see her, but it's a pity that she didn't have the chance."

"It's OK. I'll take you to see grandma next year at Qingming Festival."

Yin to the evening Lengleng nodded, always feel this words have what is wrong.

"Well, let's not talk about our family. Let's talk about your family."

"My family I think you should know that. "

Yin Xiangwan thinks that over the years, Yin Rou and Jin Yeqing must have talked about their family. Maybe Jin Yeqing knows more than she does.

"All right, I heard a little bit."

Jin Yeqing said, "I don't pay much attention to your family."

"In fact, I haven't been back to Yin's for many years, and I don't know a lot of things."

Yin Xiangwan scratched his head in a bad way,

"what about the past? I want to know what happened before your mother died. "

Before he died? It seems that she can't remember a lot of things. At that time, she was still very young and could only remember her mother's appearance very vaguely. But in fact, she couldn't say anything to describe it.

"What impresses me most is probably the festival I spent with my mother. Birthday. Yin Haitao doesn't go home. Except for very important days, every time my mother, I and the housekeeper live together. Every time I feel that I'm no less than other children."

"I didn't know until I heard that they could ride on their father's back and ride a horse. Their father would accompany them to blow candles on their birthdays and have a family reunion every new year or festival. My father would make dumplings with them."

"Oh, my life is incomplete."

Yin Xiangwan said with a smile, "I ask my mother why my father always doesn't go home. My mother always tells me that my father is busy, very busy, very busy. I know he is very busy, but he doesn't even have time to eat with us?"

"Later, I gradually learned that he was not busy, but had another home outside. Many times, I felt that he was cruel and would never give more care and care to my mother and me. Although my mother and I live in Yin's house, it seems that only the outside is his home. We are all his blood related strangers."

Yin Xiangwan's smile was a little farfetched, "then I didn't know what happened Yin Haitao said that his uncle broke up with our family when he came to his house. His mother also wanted to divorce Yin Haitao. It turned out that Yin Haitao and Chen Mei had children It's Yin rou. "

"My mother got the news and had to divorce Yin Haitao. Later, she got sick and died soon. Then I was sent to boarding school. I didn't go home for a long time. I didn't know about my family."

"Compared with you. I may be more lucky, although my family is not happy, but at least my father will go home, our family has never missed any festivals

"Although I have witnessed their death with my own eyes, after all, I once had a complete possession of them."Jin Yeqing looked at the wine in the cup sentimentally. "It seems that there are always many imperfections in life. There are many imperfections. It seems that people live just to accept the training."

"Yes, it seems that many times, although there are many difficulties ahead, people always have to walk forward with a smile, right?" Yin Xiangwan's face is the Epiphany expression after becoming an immortal.

"All right. It's getting late. After drinking this, go to rest. "

Jin Yeqing said and finished the rest of the wine.

Yin Xiangwan also drank up the wine and followed Jin Yeqing out of the wine cellar.

When entering the room, Yin Xiangwan looks back at Jin Yeqing.

Maybe a lot of people in the world have given her malice and negation. She may not be treated by many people, and there are many times when she is frustrated, but often when she is around Jin Yeqing

She has a sense of peace of mind. It seems that she has no sense of peace of mind from childhood to adulthood. Later, she has met many men who are false, irascible, ambitious, and have no literacy. She thinks that men are flawed.

If she really wants to spend the rest of her life with a man, I'm afraid there will be a lot of grievances, so she is full of rejection and rejection to all men.

Later, she met Jin Yeqing, who could not be refused. She got married and married him, and her life had a new direction. She seemed to have a sense of belonging to the lighthouse when she sailed on the lonely sea. She felt that life might be so stable in the past. She didn't expect that the reality would cross the river and the sea, and the fate of the gamble suddenly turned. They were separated from each other So far, so far.

Then day by day, her life was weak and long

Many times, she was unhappy. She was frightened and frightened. There were many things that pierced her heart and destroyed her self-esteem. Sometimes she tolerated them, and sometimes she did not. She did not forget so many painful memories. She kept them all in her heart.

Sometimes she is so fragile that she can't do anything. She feels that she can't control a lot of things

Sometimes she sighs for her own insignificance. It seems that there are many sad and sad things in the world. Later, she learned to bear it silently or force herself to forget it. But most of the time, she would choose to swallow it and make a hard joke.

Later, she came back again. At the moment of revisiting her hometown, she really felt like she was home. Seeing Jin Yeqing again, she had a feeling of tears in her eyes. She seemed to see him, and her uneasiness would fall to the ground. Her wandering for so many years can be recalled. No matter who he chooses to be with and sees him, he still feels at ease.

I remember when she was bullied

He told her, something remember to say to him, no matter solve or not, we should tell him, if not, he will solve it, he will be responsible for healing the scar. This sentence, which she used to comfort herself for many years, is especially useful every time.

It turns out that the most moving thing is not that he helps you overcome all difficulties, but the pain in your heart. He knows that he will help you heal, because things will always be solved, but the pain will stay in your heart.

He is such a person, always so perfect, no matter what time, he is calm, everything seems to have him can be solved, he is easy to let people rely on, but vulnerable, it is easy to make people sad.

Yin takes back his eyes, enters the room and closes the door.

The decoration of the room is the same as before, and there is no change, just like when she left

He has never changed, things are different, only he is still in place, maintaining the most original state.

Yin Xiangwan lies in bed, probably because of the effect of alcohol, she soon fell asleep

In her dream, she seems to return to the day when she married Jin Yeqing.

She was wearing a gorgeous wedding dress, and he was wearing a smart suit. The two people stood opposite each other. The priest kept saying something. He didn't speak, and she didn't say anything. Later, he only said "I do", and what she said was "I do" all the way.

The wedding was very busy that day, with lots of people and red flags. There were many people watching their marriage, many people blessing them, many people not optimistic about it, and more people cursing. But she still entered Jin's house without any accident. At the moment she got out of the car, she said to herself, "it's over, Yin Xiangwan, your life is over.".

But there was no way. She was brought into Jin's house. The windows of Jin's house were pasted with happy words and boys and girls. She was taken upstairs with the temperature of Jin Yeqing in her mouth.

But after the wedding, the bridegroom hesitated to kiss the bride, and he didn't feel like kissing her for more than a minute

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he did not hesitate to kiss for a minute.