Chapter 163

"Let me go, I'm really sick..." She cried and begged.

"Go? Do you want to end this between us? " Fu Lixing's heart is like being hit by a sledgehammer. A panic instantly captured his heart, even between the fingers are bone chilling, shivering.

"I don't know..." Xin an can't say the word "break up". Even under such circumstances, she still can't be cruel. Because she loves him, she is not willing! "Please don't force me..."

"I know I hurt you. I'm sorry No matter how many apologies we make, we can't change the facts. Shall we work out a solution together? " Fu Lixing caressed her hair carefully. If she treated a porcelain doll, for fear of provoking her again, she tried to comfort her with a gentle voice. "Give me another chance, eh?"

With such a gentle voice, such indulgence, such sincerity, Xin'an had no resistance to the familiar tenderness, and was about to fall.

But when I think of him, he is using this gentle step by step to capture her heart, but behind it lies deception, almost soft heart again become hard, and more difficult to forgive. Pushing his hand away, "I can't do it!"

"What do you want?"

"I don't know, but at least I can't face you now!" She went to open the car door again, but Fu Lixing held on to the window step by step, with great strength, which revealed his anxiety. "Don't go..."

Xin an looked at him coldly, but her eyes were cold behind her tears. "If you force me again, I can't forgive you any more! Let go

Fu Lixing had 10000 people who didn't want to let her go and had a lot to say, but he had no face to speak. Her cold eyes, like a sharp blade gouging out his heart, are bleeding. He can keep her body, but not her heart, which is a kind of powerless feeling.

He is willing to apologize and do anything to make up for it. What he is most afraid of is that a deception has completely destroyed her trust. She doesn't need him to make up for it. She just wants to escape from him and stay away from him! And he, not willing to imprison her.

They were in a stalemate for a long time. Finally, President Fu Li sighed, his eyes full of strong weakness, "OK, I'll give you time to calm down. But promise me not to completely deny our past because of this, OK? "

Xin an didn't give him an answer and forced himself not to return to the underground car.

He watched her figure disappear into the night, exhausted.

……

Xin'an drags her tired body back home and throws it on the sofa. Ye Yao is holding her notebook in the sofa to write. Ten fingers are typing on the keyboard. After a while, she kicks her with her feet. "What's the matter? Half dead

"No..." Xin An Yang lay, eyes closed.

"I haven't said it yet. I'm powerless to speak!" After checking the manuscript, ye yaocai put the notebook aside and asked with a smile: "is Mr. Fu too tough to squeeze you dry? Have you just come back from him? "

He took a deep breath, "it's president Fu's body fragrance. I'm sure I'm not mistaken! That night, I was very witty. I took the initiative to give you a place to live in! However, Mr. Fu was also loyal enough. The next day, he told the chief editor that all the special interviews of century group would be handed over to me. It was arrogant! Welcome him to come often, give me more benefits He's good, so am I! "

In the past, Xin'an came to listen as a joke, but now she feels very upset. "What do you think of me? What do you use to climb up? "

Ye Yao was stunned, "so angry? I can't make a joke? "

"I don't like this kind of joke!"

As soon as she opened her eyes, ye Yao found that her eyes were as red as a rabbit. "Did you cry? Is that son of a bitch Joe bullying you again? No, you have the taste of general manager Fu, but how can he bully you? "

"Why not?" Asked Xin an sarcastically. He is so will buy people's heart, let her firmly believe that he is not only, friends also think he is the best man in the world. But if that's the case, how can you use her to deceive her?

"Mr. Fu is not like that What's more, he treats you as a treasure. How can he be willing to You two had a fight? There must be a misunderstanding! "

"No misunderstanding!" Xin an sighed, eyes tangled. "Have you ever thought about why he chose me when there are so many women around him?"

"Like is like. What's the point? I feel right. It's a hit! " Ye Yao took it for granted and asked. "Besides, what's the reason for liking you? Can he still see your money? Are you too self abased, so think too much, always feel that he has ulterior motives for you? I tell you, a man with ulterior motives is definitely not like him! You've already done that. He can pat his ass and walk away, but does he? "

"I know he's good to me, but..."

"But what?"

"Forget it, it's nothing!" Xin an shook her head and didn't want to talk about it any more. "I'll take a bath!"

"Hello If you don't bring one like this, it's very appetizing. Do you know if you're going to be struck by thunder? "

Xin An's suffering now is almost the same as being struck by thunder!……

Xin'an was in a bad mood, and Fu Lixing was in a bad mood. In fact, he wanted to have a good drink, but he didn't want to go to the bar. He thought it was noisy and went back to Fu's old house.

Back in the room, he threw his suit into the chair, lying on his back, holding his brow wearily.

I'm tired of it!

At work, nothing can embarrass him. If something goes wrong, just solve it. But his feelings are different. If he knows where the problem is, but the other party doesn't give him a chance, he has nothing to do. Heart, like being held tightly all the time, is so stuffy that it has no mind to deal with other problems.

Fu Lan knocked on the door and came in.

"Sister e's mung bean paste, clear away heat and remove fire! According to your taste, no sugar. But is it really good without sugar? I can't drink a mouthful. "

Fu Lixing sighed, "I don't want to drink now!"

"In conflict with Miss Xin?"

"Well!" Fu Lixing sat up a little, "how does she know the relationship between you and Qiao family?"

"I didn't mention it to her. Maybe she heard me when I was talking with Shen Lin in the corridor." Fu Lan's answer is very calm, not satisfied.

"Why do you have to go to the hospital with her?"

"Are you blaming me?"

Fu Lixing said nothing.

"In my opinion, it's better for her to know earlier. After a long time, she can't forgive you!"

"But I know it from you, and I know it from me. It's different. Now she thinks that I'm deliberately deceiving her. I can't accept it!"

"You lied to her in the first place

"But I don't want to use her to get even with the Qiao family! Good I admit that at first it had something to do with her, but later it was different. I really meant it to her! But because of what happened in the beginning, she didn't trust me any more! "

It's the first time that Fu Lan has seen Fu Lixing so anxious. It's deeper than she thinks. But she's not worried.

"Don't think about it so much. It's normal for lovers to make a lot of noise. Which pair is not together, together, sometimes quarrel, feelings are better! Don't fight like the sky is falling! It's not that easy for you to break up! "

Fu Lan put mung bean soup on his hands and said, "look at you now Drink some mung beans and stop the fire

"How can I be in the mood now?"

"As for the contradiction? My brother is not so irrational. "

Fu Lixing even breathed impatiently, "you go out first, I want to be alone!"

The night was silent. Fu Lixing faced the mountain scenery and smoked one cigarette after another, but he still couldn't calm down and became more and more agitated. Take out the mobile phone, finger in Xin An's number hesitated for a long time, never dial out, until 12 o'clock, sent a text message.

Sorry! good night!

……

The next day at work, the secretary came in to inform Xin an and went to the century group for a meeting in the afternoon.

She hesitated.

She didn't want to bring her personal feelings into her work, but she couldn't face Fu Lixing. In the end, she couldn't escape her own heart and found an excuse to ask for leave, leaving the work to others.

……

Century Group.

Fu Lixing had foreseen that Xin An would not attend today's meeting, but he could not help but have an expectation in his heart. But when he arrived at the scene, his hopes were dashed and Xin'an didn't come. However, I couldn't help asking. "Where's manager Xin?"

Several representatives looked at each other. At last, a weak person replied, "manager Xin has other work to do. I'll do the explanation instead of her. It won't affect today's meeting."

Fu Lixing was silent, but the Secretary signaled the meeting to begin.

For four days in a row, Xin'an didn't show up. Fu Lixing's heart of loss is more and more heavy, and he is also more and more worried. He is afraid that she will force herself to a dead end and enlarge his "sin" infinitely.

He was very eager to see her, but he was afraid of giving her pressure, causing her emotional rebound and resisting himself more. In a word, he is in a dilemma. He has nothing to do but endure.

……

Xin an couldn't concentrate on her work. She had a headache for several days. Fu Lixing didn't give her a phone call, but he sent at least two text messages every day. He didn't say anything to ask her to forgive him. He just said good morning and good night, or reminded her to eat, blow less air conditioning and so on.

Every time I see his message, her throat is very sour, several times is hard to swallow back tears.

There is also a picture of them in the mobile phone, which was taken by director Zhang at the gate of the planning bureau that day. She was in his arms, very cramped, afraid to reveal their feelings. But at that time, my heart must be sweet and happy. The foundation of happiness is trust. Once trust is shaken, happiness will be shaken.

She didn't dare to set this group photo as a screen saver, but she watched it many times every day. She used to laugh at those who were crazy about flowers, but now it's sweet and sad.

The Secretary's voice came from the inside. "Here comes the general manager!"

Sheen wiped her eyes. "Let him in!"