Chapter 190

Xin'an always looks back at Jiang Biqi and tells Qiao Yi to stop, but he drives all the way.

"You'd better put me down on the side of the road. I'll take a taxi back."

Qiao Yi sneered, "Jiang Biqi did that to you, do you still worry about her? Are you that great? "

"I'm not great. I'm not worried about her. I don't want her baby to suffer. After all, she's pregnant, pregnant with your baby, and what if she's emotional or has an accident? "

Qiao Yi coldly narrowed his eyes, very heartless. "Abortion is the best. I don't want that child anyway."

"How can you say that? The child is innocent! The relationship between you is your business, but I don't want to be a third party and make trouble with her again and again! "

"I don't want to hear that! Xin'an, do you know that I feel very bad? Every second I spend with her is suffering. Only when I am with you can I feel better. "

Xin'an thinks that Qiao Yi's marriage is also unfortunate. When she was with her before, she was probably tortured. Now, it's not easy to get a divorce, change a wife, the situation is even worse, it is estimated that it has something to do with his character, too grumpy!

After getting out of the car, Xin'an helped Ye Yao upstairs. After she vomited, she helped her to bed and cleaned her face. After a long day's work, she was sweating.

I thought Qiao Yi had already left. Who knew he was still waiting. Leaning against the car door, smoking, frowning all the time, his face full of sadness.

When did you start smoking

She knew that his friends smoked and drank heavily, and some even took drugs. Qiao Yi also drinks, but he never smokes. He thinks the smoke smells bad.

"I'm in a bad mood. If I smoke one, I'm addicted."

Qiao Yi's feet are full of cigarette ends, and his smoking posture is also very skilled. It's obvious that he has been smoking very hard recently. Holding a cigarette, he scratched his brow. "What's the matter with her?"

"She's asleep. She's not working well recently. That's what happens."

Qiao Yi sneered coldly, "when is she not that kind of bird? I don't know how you can make friends with her. "

"You have no right to criticize my friend."

Qiao Yi opened his mouth, "forget it, I don't want to argue with you."

"Go home early, I went to take a taxi!"

"Don't go!" Qiao Yi grabbed her hand, but after she looked at it, she felt her resistance and let go immediately. "Sorry, I just I want to spend more time with you... "

"You are like drinking poison to quench thirst. It's meaningless."

"I know But I can't control my heart. Just stay with me for a while and leave after smoking this cigarette. " Qiao Yi ordered a new one.

Looking at him like this, Xin an couldn't help being soft hearted and looked at him silently.

"It's bad for the lungs to smoke less."

"You care about me?"

“……”

"Isn't it inappropriate for me to ask you this, or to insult myself?" Qiao Yi laughed at himself, "do you laugh at me in your heart?"

"No

"I know there are some things I shouldn't say, but I can't control them. It's all hopeless. What else can't be said. "

"Qiao Yi..."

"Don't talk. Let me finish. You know me. I've always been very arrogant. I always feel that the starting point of my life is higher than others. Everyone looks down on me and thinks I'm right. But at the end of the day, the most important thing is that you can't help controlling yourself. Is that ironic? Now, I'd rather be an ordinary person. "

"Who can have a smooth life? Each has its own pain. "

"I understand! I'm not a person who can't bear hardships, but I feel sick in my heart That kind of suffering is more tormenting than physical suffering. Do you know what kind of life I'm living? I can't sleep all night. When I go to sleep every day, I just want to sleep like this and never wake up again. "

"You're young, don't say that. Get through this and everything will be fine. You used to hate me, but now you've changed? No matter how bad Jiang Biqi is, at least she loves you. Maybe after having children, the situation will change. "

Qiao Yi shook his head. "It's impossible I just hate her more and more! Every day, I hate more. " The thought of her threat showed a cold sycophant in her eyes. "If my parents don't feel at ease, they really want to die with her."

Xin An is surprised, "Qiao Yi..."

"Don't worry, I won't do that. I'll carry on with her and never let her hurt my family."

"Well! It's getting late. Go back! "

She has been watching her leave time and time again, full of pain. At this moment, a strong impulse suddenly surged in Qiao Yi's heart, grabbing Xin An's wrist and pressing her on the car. With a strong force, her back hit the door and it hurt. His body at the same time strong pressure down, against her.

"What are you doing?"

Qiao Yi's eyes were deep and warm. It seemed that there were two clusters of burning flames in her eyes. Under the light, she was like a wild animal. She was stunned for a moment, as if she was about to be melted by the flame."Why do you live so well when I'm in agony. Do you really have no place for me in your heart? "

He asked, biting his teeth. Every word was squeezed out of his teeth. It was dark but hot.

"Xin An, do you like me for so many years, do our three-year marriage have no meaning to you?"

"About this Haven't we made it very clear? It's over. We should all move on. "

"But I don't want to You know what? I don't want to. I'm in pain. " Qiao Yi's eyes twinkled with tears and growled in a low voice, "I know you can't come back to me, but I can't help regretting over and over again for so many sleepless nights. If I wasn't such a jerk at the beginning, wouldn't we have come to this step?"

Her face was flushed, but her eyes were cold, like a sharp blade to Qiao Yi's heart. The feeling of despair is stronger than ever.

"Xin an I love you I really love you... " Qiao Yi held her tightly, with a strong, desperate impulse. Her arms are constantly tightening, almost to embed her in her body.

Xin'an felt that she was going to be broken by him, and her bones were all squeezed together. It was painful. She resisted his embrace. However, his body trembled violently because of his uneasiness.

"Qiao Yi..." Low voice, with a trace of pity, "don't do this..."

"I love you! I love you He hugged her and over and over again told her strong feelings. "I love you..."

"What should I do? I'm dying of pain! Sometimes I really want to take you back, no matter what. But seeing you so happy, I can't Can't you really come back to me? Please... "

Knowing that such a plea could not call back her heart, everything was filled with deep despair. But it's like people in the dark, when they see a ray of light, they are eager to hold it firmly, even though they know that the light is fleeting. It's like a kind of survival instinct that makes him cry in such a low voice.

"I love you Is there no chance to look back once you make a mistake? I really know it's wrong Can't you forgive me? " Low voice, tearing heart.

"I'm sorry!"

"Don't say I'm sorry. I don't want to hear it. I just want you!" Qiao Yi was infuriated, pinched her jaw, stared at her for a few seconds, and then suddenly kissed her.

"Don't..." Xin'an dodged, but couldn't escape. His lips covered her. The strong smell of tobacco spread all the time between her nose and breath. Her tongue tried to pry her lips. The smell made her nauseous.

She struggled with her hands and feet, but her legs were suppressed by him, and her hands were grabbed by his wrists and pulled to the top of her head. The kiss was as fierce as a storm, plundering, almost taking her breath.

Both of them seem to be biting each other, with a thick smell of blood in their mouth.

But this makes Qiao Yi feel alive, just like this, destroy everything, take her to hell together, let her suffer as much as he does.

A smell of salty

It's tears

Qiao Yi wanted to ignore it and continue to kiss it. However, the smell made him more painful. Rough action, slowly stopped, but the lips still against her, "why Why do you do this to me... "

"Leave me alone..." Xin An's tongue was bitten and her lips were stained with blood. "Don't make me hate you, Qiao Yi, don't make me!"

"Hate me?" Qiao Yi bleak smile, that smile, speechless desolate. "Hate me, at least, you still remember me, not to be completely forgotten by you..."

He said with a wry smile, "Why are we here? Why lose you when I find out I love you What did I do wrong? "

"You're right about everything. It's fate that's wrong!" Xin an pushed him away, and his eyes were red. "Let's not see each other again. I'm leaving. Don't keep up."

She ran away in a hurry and stopped a taxi. Xin an was very tired. Take out the tissue, desperately want to wipe off his taste between the lips and teeth, rub hard, until the lips are worn, there is a strange scarlet.

The lights are dim outside the window, and the city is still beautiful in the night, but I can't tell the heavy sadness.

Joe's not doing well. Is she OK? She loves a man deeply, but can't be by his side. After going through difficulties together, it is difficult to grasp their future. Isn't it torture for her?

Too hard, in this city, each of them is too hard

Dragging her tired body back to the apartment, when she opened the door, Xin'an even had some fear. She didn't want to face the coldness of the room. Two people once sweet figure, vividly, the reality contrast more desolate.

She opened the door, turned on the light, and walked forward with her eyebrows in her hands. Suddenly, she caught a glimpse of a figure on the sofa. She screamed and her bags fell to the ground.