Chapter 203

Qin Yaxiang spent the whole night criticizing Xin'an for not being polite and questioning her relationship with Feng Qing. Fu Lixing was very upset. After returning her to her room, Tang Tang said that he would take her downstairs.

Two people into the elevator, Tang Tang has been from the mirror to observe his face. He didn't say anything, but his cold features were tense, and he was obviously in a bad mood.

Tang Tang laughed and said gently: "aunt is like that. She is easy to get along with people she likes. If you don't like it, you will say something unpleasant. Don't take it to heart. After all, she's all for you. "

Fu Lixing ignored her.

"Shouldn't I have said that Miss sin was in the hall? I just thought, maybe you want to see her! I'm really careless. Don't get me wrong. I'm gossiping and deliberately provoking you. "

Fu Lixing was immersed in his own thoughts. He didn't seem to hear her at all. As soon as the elevator arrived, he strode out.

"Ah hang..." Tang Tang caught up with him, "do you have any misunderstanding about me? I feel that you are very cold to me now. You don't care what I say. "

"No

"Don't deny it, I can feel it..." Tang Tang's eyes are anxious, as if he doesn't know what he did wrong, but he cares about it. "If you misunderstand me, I can explain to you. I don't want you to be so indifferent to me."

"No, I just don't want to upset Sean."

Tang Tang was hit hard, "because of this, you ignore me? We've known each other for so many years, and I thought I had a place in your heart. "

"Just friends."

"I thought we were closer than friends..."

"Now for me, the most important thing is how she feels. I'm sure I don't have the original feeling for you, but she doesn't know, so I don't want her to have any misunderstanding. Also, since we are no longer possible, you should not be with my mother often. It's not appropriate. "

Fu Lixing's tone is not heavy, but every word has the weight of every word, which makes Tang Tang very sad.

"It's my aunt who likes me, not me trying to please her."

"No matter what. Thank you for taking care of her before. I'll take care of her later. "

"Ha ha Now you only have Xin'an in your heart, and aunt Kongli? Have you thought about her feelings? She's really disappointed in you. She's unhappy every day. Don't you think you're too selfish? "

"Selfish or not, it's not your turn to blame. You should spend your energy on the man you are worthy of. Don't waste your time on me. We're done. "

Fu Lixing then left, leaving Tang Tang standing in the same place, red eyes.

Because he likes Xin an like that, she learns to be gentle, to keep her temper, to wear skirts and make-up, but he can't see them. How can she not be sad?

……

Xin an had just finished his bath when the door opened and Fu Li walked in.

"You're back!" She dropped the towel and went to help him take off his suit and hang it up, as usual. "Tired or not? Are you full at night? Do you want me to cook noodles for you? "

"No, I'm not hungry!" Fu Lixing took a look at her with a complicated look. When I kiss her on the forehead, I feel a little absent-minded.

"Is your mother still mad at me?"

"No!"

"She must have said a lot of bad things about me!"

Fu Lixing kept silent.

"It's really bad luck to think that a city is so big that it ran into the same hotel and was ridiculed by your mother in front of her brother-in-law. Even if she hates me, it's not as bad as saying that... " Sean said a lot, and turned his mouth.

"Are you resentful?"

"It's a little bit unhappy."

Fu Lixing didn't say anything. After entering the room, Xin an realized that he was not in the right mood and followed him in. "What's the matter with you? Not happy? "

"Quarreled with your mother?"

"No!"

"Why is that? I feel like you're angry. "

"No He said so, but he seemed to sigh impatiently. The action of pulling open the tie, also a little impatient.

"I know you have, you tell me..." Xin an grabs his arm with a persistent face. "I don't like you to be so perfunctory."

Fu Lixing sighed, "I'm not happy."

“…… Why? "

"I can take the initiative to accompany you to face your mother, why do you want to escape my mother?"

"That's different. My mother doesn't like you, and she's easy to get along with, but your mother She hates me so much that I really don't want to add to her

"When do you want to escape?" Fu Lixing asked, "just because she doesn't like you, you have to fight for it. Agreed to face together, but why do you still escape? Maybe you're not ready at all. "

"I..." Xin an bit her lip. "I just..."

Her guilty heart made Fu Lixing feel uncomfortable and asked, "do you plan not to face her all your life?""I need a little time."

"I think determination is more important than time! If you really want to be with me, you won't refuse the first time. "

Most of the time, she was spoiled by him. This sudden emotion made Xin an at a loss. She didn't understand what she had done wrong and why he would blame herself like this.

"I really love you. Maybe I'm too cowardly. I'm sorry Don't be angry, will you? "

"I'm not angry, I'm just disappointed."

All along, Fu Lixing has been under a lot of pressure. He carries it alone and hides it in his heart. He also thinks that it is a man's responsibility and he is willing to.

But that night, he heard too much about Xin'an, and saw that she and Fengqing were chatting so happily together, which made him feel bad. She doesn't know Feng Qing's feelings for her, but he knows everything, so how can he not be jealous?

He is a person, but also emotional, he is not willing to get angry with her, but there will be uncontrollable times.

Xin An has been repressing, in such an atmosphere, can't help but say, "you feel disappointed, am I better? Now it's not just your mother who hates me, there's Tang Tang. They go with each other like a shadow. Your mother regards her as her daughter-in-law. What am I? Every time I see their feelings so good, I feel very uncomfortable

"So you run away? Tang Tang and I have nothing to do with each other. "

"You don't think so, but in my opinion there are. Otherwise, what qualification does she have to accompany your mother? "

"That's because you didn't fight. You gave her up."

"You think I don't want to? But will it work for me? That would be humiliating to yourself! "

"I don't care about your past, can't you?"

Xin'an's pupils suddenly tightened. "If you mention this, it means you care. Do you mind if I married Qiao Yi?"

Fu Lixing didn't expect that she would misinterpret her meaning so much. Men and women think differently. He said don't care, is really don't care, but she will misunderstand for another meaning.

He didn't care that she was married, and he never thought it was a stain. If there is a little mind, it is because she loved Qiao Yi for so many years. But he always let himself keep a relaxed attitude. The past is the past, and the most important thing is the future.

But in the end, she cares about his past. It's funny!

"What happened to me and Tang Tang Tang?"

This kind of rhetorical question made Xin an feel a little excited. "I don't like that you meet. I don't like that she is always with your mother as her daughter-in-law, and I don't like her pestering you. Don't tell me, you don't know that she does so many things because she wants to get back together with you. "

"It's her business. I can't stop it, but I've been cold to her and made it clear."

"But she still shows up a lot..."

"Isn't Joe always around you?" Fu Lixing retorted.

“…… It's nothing to do with Joe. "

"After all, you still don't believe me." Fu Lixing shook his head and sneered. "Maybe you don't care about me as much as I think, otherwise you won't run away from my mother."

How could he give her such a serious charge?

Sheen was shocked.

She never doubted his feelings for her, she also said very clearly, she just hated Tangtang's entanglement. But now, he had doubts about her love. How could he not make her cold?

It turned out that her strong feelings, in fact, also have its vulnerability. Once there is a problem, the contradiction comes out.

This kind of quarrel is very strange to them. They don't know what they are quarreling about at all. It's only because they care too much and have been repressed too much that it suddenly breaks out.

Looking at each other, each other's chest are fierce ups and downs, there are too many emotions in it.

Finally, Fu Lixing closed his eyes, "I don't want to argue, I'll take a bath."

After taking a bath, he watched TV in the living room for a long time and changed channels frequently. His mind was full of Xin'an. He didn't know what he was watching. The more he watched, the more upset he was. I want to drink, but I know that she doesn't like him to go to bed with the smell of wine.

Back in the room, the light had been turned off, and Sean was lying in bed with his back to him.

Fu Lixing pillow in the arm, toward her side, silently looking at her, waiting for her back. He vowed that as long as she looked back, he would do nothing and hold her in his arms.

However, for a long time, Xin an did not.

Heart, completely lost. Fu Lixing turned and looked out of the window at the night.

After he turned around, Xin'an also turned around and looked at him for a long time.

The hand had been stretched out, but it was stiff in mid air and didn't fall in the end. Fingers one by one tightened, clenched into fists, and drew back.

Clearly love each other, why should there be such a groundless quarrel? Is love too deep, too concerned, sometimes will make feelings become fragile, like a straw, a little pressure will be bent?

All sounds were quiet. They were back to back. They didn't sleep with their eyes open. They were very sober in their minds, and their mood was not calm. Such a quiet, like big stone head pressure in two people's hearts, make them pant hard, the more pressure on the more irritable.This is the first time that they didn't fall asleep with each other. Although they were together, they felt as if their hearts were far apart.

One night, sleepless, watching the dawn.