Xin'an leaned against Fu Lixing, listened to his heartbeat, grabbed his suit, and sighed as if he was very tired.
"I'm just thinking, why is my life so much harder than others? I used to think that no one is easy, others can be strong, and I can survive. However, once the disaster happened to my closest person, I couldn't stand it, as if I was going to collapse. In fact, I'm not afraid to face difficulties. I'm just afraid that there will be unexpected and unbearable accidents, such as my mother's death. "
"That's the grudge of the previous generation. It's none of your business. ANN, you don't need to blame yourself."
"How can it have nothing to do with me? If I didn't marry Qiao Yi, it might not have happened. "
Fu Lixing frowned, "are you tangled again? Didn't you promise your mother to live a good life in the future? "
"I'm not entangled in the past. I just feel very tired after so many hardships. Thinking that there is still so long way to go, I'm beginning to feel tired. Also very doubt, oneself can walk down
"At the beginning, people have such doubts, but when they walk, the road comes out. Don't you come to the present step by step? "
"I have come to the present, but I have also lost a lot. I don't want to be smooth, but can't I be a little more relaxed? "
"There is no easy road in the world. The key is that you know that a road is full of thorns and you will get hurt. Are you willing to go on or not. I know you're tired to be with me, but, ANN, am I worth it? "
She gave a little smile. "If it wasn't worth it, I wouldn't be here. You know so much that I can't argue with you. "
"Those are not empty truths, but realities. There are several ways to choose, the key is how you choose. Ann, I know this road is very difficult. I dare not promise you that you will not be hurt in the future. The only thing I can promise you is that once it comes to an end, I will never let you regret your choice. " Fu Lixing clenched her hand, and the palm was dry and warm. He passed the strength to her. "Ann, would you like to go down with me?"
"I will! In fact, I just sigh, I never want to give up
"Well! My dad can't control me. You don't have to worry about him. "
"But it's easy to dodge a spear, but hard to defend it behind the scenes. You don't know what tricks he will play. Now I feel that even the closest people around me, I have never really understood, other people, I am more difficult to judge. After all, people are hard to defend. In this cruel society, I am really too simple. "
"Your head is simple enough, but fortunately, you have a man who is not simple! Don't worry, leave it to me. "
"Good! I trust you! Although I'm miserable, there's another one worse than me. "
"Qiao Yi?"
"Well! For me, he designed his father to make him admit his crime. It's really not easy. Otherwise, it will take some time for the investigation to continue. He can't be sentenced like this. "
Fu Lixing was also grateful for this and picked the tip of his brow. "He's a child with a good temperament. Fortunately, at the critical moment, he can distinguish right from wrong. That's what it's called, "killing relatives with great righteousness."
"It's easy for you to say, but how hard it is for him! I don't know how he is now, but just think about it. I'm sure it's hard for me. Let's go and see him sometime
"Good! I'll do whatever you say, and I'll listen to you. "
"Really? Do what I tell you to do? "
"Of course, do I seem to break my promise?" Fu Lixing pulled the corner of his mouth. His teeth were white and bright in the gloomy sky, and there was a feeling of sunshine. "What do you want me to do, baby? Especially in bed, I can do whatever you want. You can do whatever you want
"No, you can pull anything up there."
"Don't I follow your words? You're thin skinned. I'm sorry to ask so obviously, so I'll say it on purpose. I know what you mean Fu Lixing has a "I know" expression.
Sean wanted to blame him. As soon as she got out of the shadows, he began to talk dirty. However, this may be the attitude we should have! The dead are gone, and life has to go on. Now that she has decided to turn this page, her future life will return to the past, just as her mother was still alive.
Mom, I will be happier than before!
……
It's another rainy day.
Gu QingHan stood smoking on the terrace, and told his subordinates something about his work. Smoke misted his gentle and beautiful face, perhaps because of the overcast weather, there was a light cool color floating on his face.
During the week when ye Yao was imprisoned, Gu QingHan had never been to the company, and he was guarding her at home every day. Though, she didn't say a word to him. But in her side, can look at her, is also good.
The maid came downstairs with the plate. Gu QingHan hung up the phone and glanced at it. All the food was intact. "She won't eat yet?""Well." The maid sighed.
Gu QingHan frowned. For the first three days, she didn't eat and fainted from hunger. After giving her an infusion, she woke up and forced her to eat something. Then she began to fast again, so stubborn that he didn't know what to do with her.
It can't go on like this!
Gu QingHan said, "go and cook a bowl of purple potato Huaishan porridge."
"Yes, young master."
After the maid sat down, Gu QingHan went up, opened the door, and ye Yao sat on the balcony with her back to him. She seems to have known that she can't escape, so she simply gave up the struggle and quietly fought against him, consuming her life bit by bit.
Gu QingHan sighed. She is the only one in the world who can hurt him. Especially when she hurt herself, it's more hurt to him.
He put the bowl beside her, half squatted and lifted her face, "Yao Yao..."
She has lost a lot of weight. Her face, which used to be round and pink, is now sunken, and her complexion has become pale. It seems that her eyes are getting bigger and bigger, which is a little frightening.
"Yao Yao..." Gu QingHan called again, "you haven't eaten for several days. How about a little? Just some porridge, huh? Do you remember how hard it was the last time you passed out on a hunger strike? You don't want to suffer again, do you? Yao Yao... "
Ye Yao still doesn't move.
"Didn't I tell you that? Sean's OK. She's in the hospital. You don't have to worry about her. Fu Lixing loves her so much that even if he riskes his life, he will save her. You don't have to worry about her safety. I know she is your good friend, but you should think for yourself. If you go so rashly, not only can you not save her, but also you can catch up with yourself, do you know? "
The wind blows Ye Yao's hair and her lips are pursing slightly.
Again She was the same when he imprisoned her a few years ago. At that time, he swore that he would not treat her in the same way, but he had no other way.
"I know you don't want to listen to me. I won't. I just want you to eat. You like purple potato porridge very much. Have some! "
Gu QingHan stoops to serve porridge. Ye Yao suddenly picks up a piece of glass and stabs him. Gu QingHan used his arm to block it, and was immediately cut a long wound.
"I hate you -" Ye Yao and he worked hard, but her strength was so weak that Gu QingHan took the glass from her hand and threw it downstairs. See her palm also cut, he was very distressed, quickly asked: "your hand hurt, I help you bandage."
"I don't want to You let me go Let me go... "
"You can leave in two days. Your wound needs to be treated, or it will get inflamed."
"What about inflammation? Do you think I'm scared? Anyway, it's in your hands. I'll be tortured to death by you sooner or later. It's better to let me die of inflammation. "
"I don't allow you to say that. I want you by my side. I want you to be good! Yao Yao, you know I don't want to do this to you... "
"Shut up, hypocrite! What cares about me is to satisfy your selfish desire, and you are to possess me! But I'm not your puppet. I'm not your possession. You don't have the right to do this to me. " Ye Yao's lips were all cracked and bleeding. "Gu QingHan, you will be punished. You have to die..."
"Your hatred is the biggest retribution in my life. I just imprison your body, but you, Yaoyao, you imprison my heart all these years. You have been torturing me If you can, I want you to come into my heart and see what you are tortured like there. It's bleeding all the time. It's full of holes. Because of you, I can't live any longer! "
"Then why don't you die? No one asks you to live! Ten million deaths are not enough for people like you
"But I love you!"
"What is love? Don't insult the word love. Love doesn't control me. In the final analysis, what you love most is yourself. You don't care about my pain and tie me to you, just for your own happiness. You have been unfortunate, you feel lonely, so you pull a person into your hell to accompany you. However, you and I are two different kinds of people, I live in the sun, flesh and blood, I will not live like a walking corpse. I live to pursue happiness, not to torture others. "
"I don't want to be happy as you said, and my happiness, only you, Yao Yao, in this world, only you can give me happiness, so I want to keep you, want you by my side."
The wound on Gu QingHan's arm was very long and bleeding all the time, and his lips gradually lost their color. Just now, he could escape, but he didn't, because he knew she hated him, so he wanted her to vent her anger.
"But I'm in pain around you, don't you think about my feelings? Forget it, I don't want to argue with you. You are not a person at all. How can you consider other people's suffering? " Ye Yao's mood is on the verge of collapse, "Gu QingHan, I beg you, let me go, OK? Please! If it goes on like this, I will die Let me go Please... "