In the dark forest, filled with a dark fog, constantly invading the pores, cold all over.
Xin'an lost his way in the terrible forest. He walked for a long time, but he couldn't find the exit.
"Ah hang Ah hang Where are you? "
"Ah hang..."
She called, but there was no reply.
Walking, she suddenly vaguely heard a girl crying, crying hoarse, very pitiful.
As she approached, she saw a man pressing on a woman, moving fiercely. Every movement was as fierce as a wild animal, as if it was going to tear the girl apart.
"Help me Help me... " The girl reached out to her for help.
The man gasps and looks up. Xin An is shocked. He looks like Fu Lixing, but he is not a gentle man, but a ferocious and indifferent man.
The girl also became her face, begging in despair. "Help me Help me... "
"Don't Don't... " Xin'an wakes up from the nightmare, steamed bread cold sweat.
Fu Lixing immediately sat up, "what's the matter? Have you had a nightmare
"Well I always dream that a man rapes a girl these days... " Xin'an wiped her forehead with sweat, and her eyes were still wide open because of panic. "Ah hang I just saw that the man is you and the girl is me! I'm scared to death
"Nothing. It's just a nightmare." Fu Lixing held her in his arms and comforted her in a soft voice, but his eyes were full of worry.
It's probably because Yi Shan's death has stimulated her. She often dreams about the night a few years ago. If it goes on like this, she will remember it sooner or later.
He could have told her, but she was hurt so much that he couldn't bear to hurt her again. Is he cowardly, subconsciously, he is still holding a fluke, thinking that maybe she will not remember. But now, more and more frequently, she dreams that the foreboding is more and more intense.
"Baby, it's OK. I'm here."
"Well..." Xin An's mood gradually calmed down, a tired face. "I don't know what's the matter with me. I always have nightmares and dream about all those messy things. This time I think that man is you. How can it be It's ridiculous. "
"It's OK. Don't think about it. Go on sleeping."
Xin an lay back, but she felt a little scared as soon as she closed her eyes. She turned around and put herself in his arms, pillowed his chest and listened to his heart beat before she could fall asleep.
She believes him so much and relies on him. Fu Lixing can't imagine how she would hate him when she knew that he was the one who hurt her a few years ago?
"An an I'm sorry... " However, this sentence, he can not say, can only repeat in mind.
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The weather in December is already very cold. Fortunately, it's warmer when the sun is shining in the daytime.
Qin Yaxiang's body has almost recovered. These days, she often sees Fu Lixing and Xin'an on the news. They are in a mess. She thinks that Xin'an has implicated him and ruined his reputation. Her resentment against her is even deeper.
When the nurse told her that Xin'an was waiting for her in the garden downstairs, Qin Yaxiang refused and deliberately refused to go.
When she was more than an hour old, she took a look out of the window. Xin an was still sitting there quietly.
She frowned and decided to go on, lest Xin'an think she was hiding from her.
There were many children playing in the garden. One of them, a little fat man, hit Xin'an and almost knocked her down.
The little fat man was scared and apologized, but Xin an didn't blame him. Instead, she patted his head gently and said. "Never mind. Be careful when you play."
Seeing that there are elderly people who are not able to move, she will also help them and take good care of them.
Qin Yaxiang wants to say that Xin'an is hypocritical, but there is no one else around. Who does she play for? Besides, she was quite accurate in judging people. She always felt that Xin'an was not a girl with bad nature, but she just didn't want to admit it.
Because she was divorced, she decided that she was miserable. But does divorce really mean bad character? Not necessarily. For example, it's not her fault that she divorced Fu Baihong. It's that Fu Baihong has too many women outside and doesn't respect her very much. She just takes her as a tool to have children.
And that Qiao Yi seems to be the same before, so Xin An's divorce is excusable.
Qin Yaxiang shakes her head and does not allow herself to be soft hearted to her. For the sake of her son, she must take the strongest attitude and resolutely oppose it to the end.
She went over, and she called out immediately, meekly. "Auntie."
Qin Yaxiang raised her chin and disliked her very much. It seemed that she didn't like her at all. "What can I do for you? I'm going to sneak around here. "
"Furtive? I don't. I just think the weather is very good. I want you to come out and bask in the sun. "
"Don't be hypocritical. Now ah Xing is not here. Don't pretend to be a good man. If you have anything to say, I hate hypocritical people most."
"I'll come to see you when I'm free today. Nothing else.""If you don't go to the three treasures hall, you won't just be free, will you?"
"Really, you see, I'm pregnant now, I don't go to work, I have nothing to do every day, and I'm bored at home, so I'd better go out and relax."
Qin Yaxiang held the shelf and snorted heavily. "Don't stress that you're pregnant. I won't admit that in your stomach."
"Whether you recognize it or not, he is a child of ah Xing and the flesh and blood of the Fu family. Of course, I don't come here to say that. I just feel that I didn't do well in the past. I didn't take the initiative to visit you, and I always make you angry. It's really my fault. "
"Now that I'm pregnant, I can better understand your feelings. In fact, you don't hate me much. You just think I robbed ah hang, right? I think he loves me too much and ignores you. You have some psychological imbalance. "
Qin Yaxiang's face slightly changed, but it still smelled. "Don't put gold on your face. I don't want to compare with you. I just hate you."
Xin'an suddenly felt that Qin Yaxiang was a little wayward, but he was childish and lovely. It's said that old people are like children. Isn't Qin Yaxiang the same? In particular, when she led Dafu to be strict, she must have regarded this son as more important than anything else, and felt that she had robbed his son.
"I'm sorry that I left a bad impression on you, and I'm willing to change it. But I must make it clear to you that ah Xing will always be your son. I will not take him away, nor can I take him away. Maybe I gave you the illusion that if you have me, you will lose your son, but I will try my best to make you feel that it is not the loss of a son, but the increase of a daughter. I will take care of you with ah Xing, and the children in the future will be filial to you as well. "
Qin Yaxiang was surprised to hear these words from Xin'an's mouth. Although she doesn't think Xin'an's character is very bad, she doesn't know etiquette, doesn't respect elders, and can't be a person. These are for sure. Anyway, she is not as happy as Tang Tang Tang.
How can she talk?
"Actually, I appreciate it, really. You and ah Xing's father are very opposed to us, but you have not used any means, which is not easy. In fact, after so many things, you should also see clearly that ah Xing and I will not break up. If we were really separated, we would have been separated for a long time, but now we are still together, and we will persist in the future. No one can break us up. "
"I'm not putting pressure on you. I'm just stating a fact. I don't want to embarrass you. At the same time, I hope you know that I'm not your enemy. In the future, if I can, I hope to be your closest person. "
"Do you know what happened to my mother?" Xin an smiles bitterly.
Qin Yaxiang didn't say a word. In fact, because of this, she sympathized with Xin An, which is probably why she came down to meet her. No matter how tough she is on the outside, inside, she is a soft hearted person who knows how much harm it will bring. So while hating her, I can't help sympathizing with her.
"Some time ago, I was in pain every day. It was ah Xing who accompanied me and enlightened me a little bit that I came out slowly. After this, I know more about the importance of relatives. I regret that I didn't fulfill my responsibility as a daughter and take good care of my mother. Now, it's too late. So for you, I don't want to leave such regret. I don't know what kind of accidents or misfortunes will happen in the future, so all I can grasp is now. "
"Before, I was too headstrong, because Tang Tang had a problem with you and kept away from you, but he didn't find the reason from himself. If I behave better, maybe you won't reject me so much. "
After hearing these words, Qin Yaxiang was moved and frowned. "You know it's your fault?"
"Yes, as a younger generation, I should not be angry with you. I should not only consider problems from my own point of view, and I should not only care about my own feelings. I'm here. I sincerely apologize to you. I hope you can forgive me. "
"Don't think I'll forgive you if you say a few words of apology. I'm not that easy to cheat. As you know, I hate you very much, but it seems better today than before when you were so rude. However, it is not so easy for me to accept you. It's no use just saying it. If you are sincere, don't talk so much nonsense. Prove it to me with your actions and let me change my view of you. "
Xin An's eyes brightened. "So, would you like to give me a chance?"
"I didn't say that. How you act is your own business. As for whether I will accept you or not, it's my business. I'm not so easy to fool."
But Xin an had seen the dawn of hope and nodded. "Thank you, aunt. I will prove it."
Qin Yaxiang nodded reluctantly. In fact, she has no choice. She really saw how serious her son was about the relationship. Since she can't change the result, try to give Xin an a chance. After all, nothing in the world is more important than ah Xing.