Xin Anwo read for a while in the sofa, then took out the quilt of two rooms to dry. The sunshine is just right. It's warm and comfortable. She narrowed her eyes in the sun, feeling that the Yin Qi in her body had been exposed by the sun, and the whole person had more vitality.
Looking at the sunny world, she felt that everything was beautiful. Even if the night before the storm, the sun out, or will disperse all the haze. As if as long as the direction of the sun, will be full of hope.
Maybe it's because she takes things too seriously. The fate of the arrangement, even if it is cruel, there are always reasons for it. She and Fu Lixing are not together in the end? He's not wrong. She shouldn't be angry with him all the time.
Their first child is gone, she can only accept the reality. In order not to let the regret continue, we should take good care of their second baby.
Hand, gently stroking the upper abdomen, thinking that the crystal of their love is nurturing in it, growing up day by day, they feel at ease, they feel that no matter how many difficulties can survive.
Xin'an stayed in the apartment for two days, but Qiao Yi didn't come back. He probably felt embarrassed about their identity and didn't want Fu Lixing to misunderstand anything. She's clean, and she's nice.
In the evening, take a walk in the riverside commercial street. Looking at all kinds of chocolates in the window, my heart moved. I went into the shop and bought a box of chocolates.
As soon as he came out, he saw Fu Lixing standing under the street lamp, dressed in a long black windbreaker, his clothes floating, tall and handsome. At that moment, she almost melted into the tenderness in his eyes. I haven't seen him for a few days, but I have a feeling that I miss him so much that my heart will be broken.
They stood there quietly for a long time before Fu Lixing came to her. There are thousands of words stuck in my throat, but I only said one sentence in the end. "You How are you doing? "
Sean nodded. "I'm fine, and so is the baby."
"I miss you very much. Do you miss me these days? " Fu Lixing looked into her eyes and eagerly expected her answer.
During the four separate days, he spent every minute and every second pinching time. Every day, he had to make dozens of phone calls to his assistant to confirm her safety and ask her what she was doing. Most of the time, he is in the company, because he is afraid to return home, a person in the face of empty home will feel uncomfortable, can't help looking for her, afraid to give her pressure.
However, only four days later, he couldn't stand it, and his crazy thoughts almost crushed him. He kept guessing what she was doing, trying to scare himself, for fear that she would not forgive him and leave with the child.
"An an Excuse me. Can you forgive me? "
"Why not forgive? I didn't blame you. It's not your fault. "
Fu Lixing's eyes brightened, "would you like to go back with me?"
"Give me another two days, I need a little more time..." Of course, Xin'an missed him very much, but when he came to her, she suddenly felt that she was not ready, and she didn't know what she was resisting. Maybe she was not prepared. She was afraid that she would think more when she went back to her home before she fully understood her heart.
"Will you come back with me first? If you need space for one person, I can move out. That home, you can't live without it. "
"OK, I can't do it now..."
"Why? You still can't forgive me, can you? You still don't want to face me? " Fu Lixing said, "I know you are still blaming me, aren't you?"
"I didn't. don't push me, OK? I'm trying to calm down now. Give me more time... "
"But I can't live without you, Ann. Do you know how I've been here these four days? Every minute is very painful for me, I think of you, I think of you all the time. If it goes on like this, I'll go crazy... "
His eager words disturbed Xin'an's heart, trying to escape from the eager feelings.
"I'll go first I'll go home when I figure it out. "
"Ann, don't go..."
"You let me go, you don't push me." She pushed.
"An an I can't let you leave me... "
At this moment, the shed on their heads suddenly came down. At that moment, Fu Lixing protected Xin'an with his body and completely protected her in his arms.
Xin an only heard something collapse, "boom boom -" very noisy, and then passers-by screamed, "God, someone was hit..."
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Hospitals.
As soon as the doctor came out, he grabbed him and asked, "what's the matter with him?"
"Hit by steel bar in the head, slight concussion, right hand fracture, fortunately nothing serious, wait for the arm to recover."
"Is it really OK?"
The doctor shook his head, and Xin'an was relieved. She was frightened for half an hour, and almost scared herself out of her mind. She wasn't hurt, and his whole arm was full of blood, and she was really scared."Can I go in and see him?"
"Yes, but don't talk too long. He needs a rest."
"Yes, thank you, doctor." Xin'an walks into the ward quickly. Fu Lixing sits at the head of the bed, bandaged in one hand, and bruised on his face. He looks miserable. But when she came, her eyes lit up. "An an..."
"Sit still. How's the head? Are you still dizzy? Does the arm hurt? "
"No, don't worry. What does this little injury mean to a man? Why do you have blood on your arm? Are you hurt? "
"I'm not hurt. It's your blood. When the shed collapsed, you protected me. How could I get hurt? "
"That's good."
"You fool, you can avoid it. Why block it for me? Don't you know how dangerous that is? "
"Silly girl, how can I hurt my own woman? The accident happened so suddenly that my mind was blank. My only thought was to protect you even if I killed myself. "
Xin an knew that when the disaster happened, his act of protecting her was an instinctive reaction, and he had put her safety ahead of his own.
For him, she is the most important, any woman will be moved by this strong affection.
"Sorry, if I had agreed to go back with you earlier, the accident would not have happened. I'm damned. You're so kind to me. How can I have the heart to fight with you? Sorry I'll go home with you. I'll never argue with you again. "
"Are you doing this because you're guilty?"
"No Sean shook her head desperately. "I don't blame you at all. I just hope to go home when I've completely recovered. However, you see me more important than your own life, what reason do I have to leave you? These days, I have thought very clearly, the past things, whether good or bad, have passed, the most important thing is that we are together now, and love each other. The misfortune of the first child must not happen the second time. After so many hardships, we should be together and keep this hard won happiness. "
"An an..." Fu Lixing was moved by her words. "As long as you don't blame me, I will be smashed many times."
She broke her tears into a smile. "Are you stupid to say that?"
"I'm stupid, that's because of you. For you, I'm willing to be stupid. You know that you torment me. I've been tormented these days. Promise me that no matter what happens in the future, don't leave me. Even if it's a conflict, don't leave home, OK? "
"How could I run away from home? I just..."
"Just going to my ex husband's house for a few days, right?" Fu Lixing had a jealous expression on his face. "Although I know you're OK, I feel very uncomfortable when I think of you living in his house. I'm very jealous."
"He's not at home. I live there alone. Are you jealous? You two love each other. You feel relieved to give me to him for a while, and then you are jealous of him and want to kill people. If you want me to tell you, you two are a good match. "
"Not even that!" He said overbearing.
"Be careful."
"I'll be careful. What's the matter?"
How can Xin an deal with a man who plays roughshod? Angry and funny. "OK, it's all my fault. I promise I'll never run away from home again, OK?"
"Well, it's no use running away from home. Even if you escape to the ends of the earth, you can't escape from me. You will always be my woman, and only belong to me. "
"I see."
"Good boy Fu Lixing was satisfied with this and held her in his arms. He hurt himself and snorted. However, only in this way can he really feel her existence, feel that she belongs to him, so that he can be at ease.
"What's the matter? Did you touch the wound? "
"It's OK. My hands hurt, but my heart is sweet." He deeply absorbed the fragrance of her hair and said passionately, "God, I miss you so much. I don't know how I got here when you're away. At night holding your pillow, smelling your fragrance, pretending you are still around. But the thought that you are no longer there makes me even more disappointed. Ann, I won't cheat you again
"Well, I won't lose my temper and quarrel with you any more. Every relationship is not plain sailing. Only when we tolerate each other can we reach the end of happiness. "
A few years ago, Xin An's heart was completely broken at this moment, and she was also relieved.
There is still a long way to go. I feel very tired when I think about it, but every step in the past has never been easy. Haven't I persisted step by step until now?
The longer you persist, the more you understand the value of this feeling. Now, even in the face of great difficulties, it is impossible to break them up. Clenched hands, have been firmly linked together, can never be separated.