Thinking of such a question coming out of her mouth, Qiao Yi was speechless. "Do you have to ask such a stupid question?"
"I used to think it was stupid, but now I think it's important to compare to get results. Who is more important to you, me and her? Who are you going to save? "
"You're embarrassing me."
"Did I embarrass you? I didn't compare with your relatives. If I go out, my grandmother, anyone compares with you, I will choose you. "
"Sean is my family, too. I have known her for more than ten years. Although we are not together, she is already a part of my life. But I'm not in love with her anymore, and I'm sure of that. "
"If I told you never to see her again, could you do it?"
"Do you have to be so unreasonable? Xin An is not threatening you
"I make trouble out of nothing?" Ye Yin felt that the word was very harsh. "She didn't threaten me, but her existence was like a thorn in my heart."
"What do you say? Can I make her disappear? "
"I don't know what to do." Don't say how to deal with it, just how to face it, is enough to make her troubled.
"Are you going to give up this relationship like this?"
"I don't want to give up, but I really can't accept that there is another person in your heart, and I'm still in the second place."
"You are not the second. In my heart, you are the most important." Qiao Yi held her shoulder and emphasized: "you are the woman I love."
"But that's not what you show, and I want the one, not just the first."
"It's only temporary. You stay with me, stay with me, and forget her with me, OK?" Joe was flustered and his voice began to tremble. "If, if you want to leave, I'll go back to the country with you."
"No, I want to be calm. If you're around, I can't think."
"Calm down what? Calm is just the beginning of a breakup. You want to leave me, don't you? "
"Don't be like that, Qiao Yi. I didn't say I wanted to leave. I just wanted to leave for a while..."
"Is it possible that Xin'an will not exist if we are separated? You should stay and work with me instead of running away. How long do you want to escape? "
Joe shook her shoulder. "Am I not good enough to you? Why are you doing this to me? You're like Sean, aren't you? You're disappointed in me, separate, and then you fall in love with another person and abandon me forever. "
Ye Yin was shaken dizzy by him, and her shoulder was strangled.
"You let go..."
The old nightmare came again, which made Qiao Yi feel extremely scared, as if he was about to lose her. "I won't allow you to leave me, do you hear me? I don't allow Ye Yin, you are my woman He growled with emotion. "You are mine!"
"You let me go!" Ye Yin was so excited that she pushed hard that she didn't expect it. She pushed Qiao Yi back a few steps and hit the wall.
He looked at her in a dazed way, and his eyes quickly turned red. His lips trembled. "You Do you hate me so much? "
She could not bear to look at his eyes, for fear that she would be soft hearted and avoid. "I don't hate you, I just need time."
"That's an excuse. That's how I lost Xin'an..."
"Don't compare me with her. I'm not her, and I don't want to hear her name from you. I'm so jealous. But I can't do anything, I can't pull her out of your heart. Can you give me some time? If I push too hard, I'll go crazy. "
Qiao Yi took a deep breath, and his breath was wet. "Do you really want to go?"
"Yes..."
"Well, you go."
"Qiao Yi..."
"Go He growled.
Ye Yin's body trembled and her lips stammered. At last, she did not say anything. She silently packed her luggage. When she passed him, she said, "take care of yourself."
Turning around, tears came down.
Hearing the sound of closing the door, Qiao Yi's mood suddenly collapsed and hit the wall with his fist. "Damn it! Damn it
The back of his hand was smashed and bruised, but he didn't feel the pain. He just felt ironic. He has passed the heart of that level, so he took her to see Xin An, but did not expect to lead her to leave directly. Although she didn't break up directly, he still felt very uneasy.
He has lost once and can't bear another hurt. Even the thought of that possibility made him crazy. Ironically, the more you want to grasp, the faster you lose.
With blood all over his hand, he sat down on the floor exhausted. Eyes a burst of wet meaning, the original has shed tears.
……
All night long, Qiao Yi sat on the ground all night, his mobile phone alarm clock rang, and he stood up numbly. The empty room made him feel extremely cold.
For the past few months, every morning, she always made breakfast before his alarm clock went off, gave him a good morning kiss and told him to get up.He always said that she was stubborn and didn't know how to be gentle, but when she told him to get up, she always spoke softly. Sometimes he gets angry and refuses to get up. She coaxes him patiently.
Now, however, he is the only one left.
Qiao Yi looked at himself in the mirror, as if he had lost a lot of weight overnight, his eyes were deeply sunken, his eyes protruded, and he looked terrible.
He picked up a handful of water and splashed it on his face. The cold feeling made him recover some consciousness. He can't just abandon himself. He wants to live well and wait for her to come back.
……
To the company, looking at the empty desk, Qiao Yi felt very unaccustomed. Before they made it public, she was afraid of being seen, so she insisted that he take her to the bus stop, and then come to work by himself. He always laughed at her for being so troublesome.
To the office, head pain, very tired, habitually press the inside line. "Secretary ye, coffee."
Then I remembered that she had left.
Ha ha, habit is such a terrible thing.
Linfei knocked on the door and came in, startled by his appearance. "President, didn't you sleep last night?"
"What's the matter?"
"Secretary ye asked for leave and asked me to write a leave note."
Qiao Yi takes a look. "Two weeks?"
"Well. The company is busy at this time. Would you like to arrange another secretary to take her place? "
Thinking of someone sitting in her seat, Qiao Yi couldn't bear it and refused decisively. "No
Lin Fei whispers. It's exhausting her rhythm. "If you need breakfast later, I can buy it for you. I know the location of that vermicelli shop."
"She told you?"
"Well."
"No more." He doesn't want to eat anything but what she bought.
"Secretary ye also asked me to tell you to take good care of your health, eat on time, don't drink too much, and..."
"I see." Joe interrupted her impatiently. "If she really cares about me, let her come and say it in person. I don't want it conveyed."
"Well, I see. I'll go out first."
After a day's work, Qiao Yi came home and said, "honey, I'm back."
The empty house, without her response, without the dinner she had prepared, and without her warm smile in the light, made him feel lost.
Qiao Yi went to the kitchen, opened the refrigerator, which was full of instant noodles, just put it in the microwave oven.
She was still concerned about him, and there was a little comfort in his heart.
Sitting in the dining room eating noodles, Qiao Yi observed the house so carefully for the first time that he found that there were so many gadgets.
He advocated that everything should be simple, so when he first moved here, there were only a few basic pieces of furniture, just a place to live. But now, it feels like home again.
There is a vase and a bunch of artificial flowers on the table. She bought the cutlery from IKEA. It was a lovely little fish. At that time, he still laughed at her childishness.
She also bought carpets, lampstands, humidifiers, storage boxes It's all her, little by little filling the house, just as she fills his heart little by little, becoming a part of his life, and every place has memories of her.
Qiao Yi's throat was too sore to eat, and his eyes were sore all the time.
He really has been very hard to cherish her, good to her, but why in the end the result is still the same? Is it a curse that doomed his feelings to end with separation forever?
Qiao Yi feels that he is about to be overwhelmed by missing and takes out his mobile phone.
……
"Ding Dong -" a short message pops up on the screen.
Ye Yin put the mobile phone in hand and quickly took it to have a look.
"I miss you so much."
Four words, instantly let her red eyes. She also wanted to miss him very much, but she could only bear it.
"Is it Qiao Yi's message?" Asked Tian Hanfang.
Ye Yin didn't say anything. Put the cell phone aside. "Grandma, the water is ready."
"Well. What's the matter with you? You've just made up for two days. Why are you fighting again? "
"No, I didn't promise to stay with you for a while? It's none of his business to be free. "
"Ah, Xiaoyin, listen to grandma, there are no perfect feelings in the world. Many people are very happy because they know how to tolerate the imperfections in their feelings. You have to have a tolerant heart to live a lifetime, you know? "
"I see. I'll think it over."
……
In the high-end apartment, the night is beautiful.
Lu Ziyu excitedly picked up the condom and just tore it open
"Ding Dong - Ding Dong - Ding Dong -"
the abrupt doorbell rang out in a very unpleasant way.
"Damn, who's so illiterate." Lu Ziyu scolded. "I didn't order takeout, did you?"The beauty was flushed and shook her head. "Honey, I want to..."
"I know you want to. I'll give it to you right away. Don't worry about him..." Lu Ziyu was just about to continue, but the bell kept ringing, which made him angry. "Baby, you wait for me for a moment, I'll be right back."
He grabbed a bathrobe and opened the door in a hurry. As soon as he was about to swear, he saw Qiao Yi standing outside the door and swallowed the swearing words. "Shit, what are you doing here?"
Seeing that he was about to come in, he quickly put out his hand to stop him. "It's not convenient for me now."
Looking at his bathrobe, it was obvious that it was inconvenient.
But Qiao Yi white he one eye, scolded a sentence "beast", then pushed his hand to walk in.