"Oh, mom, I'm only sixteen years old. Do you need to be in such a hurry? Besides, I'm so beautiful that all the boys chasing me can go to Haikou bridge from home. What's the hurry? Maybe I'll meet someone better in the future, such as the royal family or something... " Ye Yao held her neck with a smile and said, "I want to be a princess more than a rich young woman!"
"You! You are the best at talking
"It's true! It's really too early for me to talk about feelings at my age. With so much spare time, it's better to sprint hard, get into a good school and get to know more and better men. "
The daughter does not want to, Lin Shumin also has no way, after all, the sentiment really is to force not to come. Maybe Ye Yao's better fate is in college. It's a bit too early to decide. There are still many better men than Xu Yuan.
"You've said that. If I try to persuade you, you won't listen to me. You'll think I'm wordy. Then you should seize the time and study hard. "
"Well! I know! Anyway, we'll be through with Xu Yuan, and no one is allowed to talk about it in the future. "
After Lin Shumin left, ye Yao was very relieved. It turned out that forced smile was really a very tired thing. However, she did not want to worry about Lin Shumin.
Of course, she also knows that what she lost is impossible to come back. If she lives in the shadow for a long time, she will get depression sooner or later. She must learn to forget, learn to start a new life, leave everything to time.
"Kowtow -"
Ye Yao turns her head and Gu QingHan stands at the door. "I..."
"Well?" She looked at him coldly as if she were a stranger. However, there is still a trace of hatred in his eyes.
"I'm going to America tomorrow."
"I know."
Gu QingHan stood there, feeling ashamed. "You must hate to see me now, but I still want to apologize to you."
"Not every word I'm sorry can be exchanged. It doesn't matter. So don't waste time. Whether you mean it or not, it sounds ironic to me. Don't disgust me, OK? "
"Don't you forgive me all your life?"
"Hate a person is very tired, I don't want to hate you, but I can't force myself to forgive, I'm not so great."
"I'm sorry to bring you pain, but from now on, I will leave your life and hope your life can go back to the past."
"Yes, because some people, it's not worth the pain for too long."
"That's good." Gu QingHan smiles, with a pale smile. He has been looking at her, hoping that she can look at her again, but, no, in his last memory, ye Yao is just a back, a vague outline.
As the sound of footsteps faded away, ye Yao stopped her movements. Looking at the bright sunshine outside the window, I said to myself, everything is over, the world is still so beautiful.
……
Ten months later, in the United States, Gu QingHan received a call from Gu Ming.
"When will you be back?" Gu Ming asked.
"Not sure yet." Gu QingHan stands by the French window, overlooking the prosperous city, looking cold. "By the way She Have the test results come out yet? " He asked carefully, for fear of revealing a trace of care.
"Well. Yao Yao was very competitive and got a key book, Qingda. "
"Qingda? Isn't that in city a? "
"Well, it's just a few hours' drive anyway. It's her hometown, and it's normal for her to choose to go back. "
Gu QingHan thought, maybe she wanted to escape him. "Congratulations for me."
"She's next to me now. Do you want her on the phone?"
"No, I'll be busy first."
Gu QingHan looked up, his face bathed in the sun, and a smile rose from the corner of his mouth.
……
Spring goes and autumn comes. Autumn in a city is yellow everywhere. In the campus of the Ching University, there are Wutong trees beside the avenue, and the leaves are covered with a thick layer on the ground.
Two young girls came over with two books in their arms.
"That professor is very handsome, don't you think?" Ye Yao said aloud. Wearing a ponytail, showing a clean and refreshing face, full of vitality.
"Shh, keep your voice down. Don't be heard." Xin an was a little shy and blushed a little. Her voice was as light and shy as a mosquito. Elegant and low-key, not publicity.
Ye Yao is always the one who attracts more attention because of their different personalities.
"You are so timid. What's wrong with talking about Professor Shuai? As far as I know, seven or eight girls have sent him love letters. Do you want me to send one
"You like him?"
"I just want to tease him! But I think he's a good match for you. They're all nerds. He's much better than Joe's son of a bitch. "
"Don't say that, Joe."
What's the matter with him? Are you in love? Like a person like ten years, you are too single-minded, want me to say, three legged toad hard to find, two legged man dissatisfied with the street is it? Anyway, I'll... "Ye Yao suddenly settled down.
Not far away, there is a black Lincoln car. The man beside the car is dressed in a long black windbreaker, wearing gold rimmed glasses and elegant.
The girl students who came and went were all obsessed with him.
Nightmare hit, fear instantly captured Ye Yao's heart.
How could it be him!
"What's the matter with you?"
"Ye Yao?"
Sean pushed her.
"I, I suddenly feel a little hungry. I'll buy something to eat."
"Isn't the supermarket over there? I'll go with you. "
"I'm not going to the supermarket. Go back first." Ye Yao said and walked fast.
"Yao Yao, Yao Yao." Gu QingHan catches up.
Ye Yao trots.
"Yao Yao." Gu QingHan stopped in front of her.
"Yao Yao..."
Looking at the face that made him miss like crazy, all the tenderness and desire rushed into Gu QingHan's chest. He couldn't tell whether it was reality or dream. He had a lot to say to her, a thousand words stuck in his throat, stirring and fermenting there, but he couldn't say a word.
This moment is just a dream for him!
But in a few seconds, ye Yao's indifference brought him back to reality.
"I don't know you. Please get out of the way."
"Yao Yao..."
"I told you to get out of the way!" Ye Yao growled impatiently: "are you deaf?"
"You still hate me so much?"
"I don't know you. Why should I hate you. If you don't go away, I'll call security
"I just want to say a few words to you. Please give me a chance."
"If you have something to say, let it go."
"I'm back for you..." Gu QingHan has been looking into her eyes, although there is only impatience and deep disgust.
"When you promised to leave my life, why did you come back?"
"Because I miss you, I can't be so far away from you. You don't know how painful this year has been for me. I dream of you every day. "
"Is it?" Ye Yao sneers. "I often have bad dreams about you, too."
Gu QingHan knows what she means. "Sorry, I..."
"Don't say those three words. They make me sick. So you came to tell me that you changed your decision? "
"Isn't one year enough for you to forgive me?"
"How can one year be enough? Maybe this life, next life, several generations of reincarnation can't change my hatred for you. "
Gu QingHan tries to ignore the feeling of heartache. "You want me to leave, I left, now I'm back, let's start over, OK? Even if it's just a friend. "
"How can you be a friend if you feel sick at a glance? City B is your home. If you want to come back, I have no right to stop you. However, where you are, I will never go back. I grew up in a city and will stay here in the future. I will not go back. "
"What about your mother? Don't you go back to see her? "
"Maybe one day when you're not at home, I'll go back."
“……” Gu QingHan clenched his fist. "Why are you so stubborn? Is it true that I am a heinous person? "
"Yes, nothing can wash away your sins. Gu QingHan, if you come here with the purpose of making up with me, then I will tell you clearly that my hatred and dislike for you have not decreased at all. You continue to appear in front of me, only to increase my hatred
Before coming, Gu QingHan Mingming had organized countless times to fight for her own language. However, her indifferent attitude and every cold word made him feel powerless.
She hated him, so whatever he said or did only disgusted him.
"Gu QingHan, I will never forget that nightmare. I can only try not to think of it. That's why I left B city. Now that I've changed my environment, I feel a lot more relaxed. I have friends here and I have a major I love. I'm very happy. This is the new life I want. "
"A city is my hometown. I am familiar with everything here, and only here can give me the most sense of security. I don't think I will leave here for my whole life. You can go anywhere in the world, but please don't come to a city, don't let me hate my hometown. "
"If you can, I hope you will never appear in my life as if we have never known each other. Even if you can't, at least in the past few years, don't disturb me, don't come back to a city, this is your biggest remedy for me. "
Gu QingHan's face turned white and was enveloped by despair and helplessness. His lips murmured, but he could not pronounce a complete syllable.
She resisted his everything. No matter how much he did, even if he died, she would not forgive him.
"If it makes you happy, I promise you I won't disturb your life. But Yao Yao, I really love you, no matter how long, I will always wait for you, waiting for you to forgive me, waiting for you to love meWith these words, Gu QingHan forces himself to take back his sight and leave.
The fallen leaves fall on Gu QingHan's shoulder one after another, and then slowly fall. This autumn, the air filled with a bleak taste.
……
Today, a few years later, Gu QingHan looks out of the window and slowly takes back his memories. This is the whole story of him and ye Yao. In the past three years, he never appeared in front of her until she was dismissed because of Xin'an.
This time, he still tried his best to save her. On the contrary, he violated her again.
Thinking of this, Gu QingHan wanted to kill himself and smashed his fist on the wall.
"Gu QingHan," he disgusted himself, "you are so damned!"
"Lingling..." The phone rang, and he scanned the number to get through.
"President, Miss Ye bought a ticket to F City and boarded in half an hour."
Gu QingHan's heart seems to be stabbed. She said that a city is her favorite place, but now she leaves here to escape him, proving how much he hurt her.
But Even so, Gu QingHan still can't let go.
Yao Yao, I will definitely chase you back!