Chapter 407

On the way back to a city, ye Yao had been crying. When she got to the hospital, her tears had dried up and her eyes were swollen like walnuts.

Gu Ming stood in the hospital corridor, smoking heavily.

"Uncle, how's my mother?" Ye Yao asked anxiously.

"She's just finished dialysis. She's resting."

"Is it confirmed? Is it really uremia

Gu Ming nodded in pain. "I'm too busy to be with her. By the time she comes to the hospital, it's late uremia. "

Ye Yao ear "boom" sound, incandescent light flashed a few times, issued dazzling light, her eyes white, almost fainted.

Xu Yuan helped her. "Are you all right?"

"It's been half a month since I found out that she was ill, but she refused to let me tell you for fear that you would worry. Now there is only one way to change the kidney. We have asked the hospital to help us find a suitable kidney source, but we have not been able to find it. Her condition is getting worse and worse. I'm really worried... "

Xu Yuan was also very heavy. With the financial resources of caring for the family, we can buy many kidney sources at a high price. Well, there must be something wrong with the matching.

"No suitable one?"

"Well! For matched kidney source, first of all, the blood type should be consistent, and then there is HLA, that is, human leukocyte antigen, MHC and histocompatibility antigen

"Can't mine?" Ye Yao asked anxiously.

"Not all of your immediate family members can be matched. Your blood type is different. Your mother's blood type and HLA are very special, so there is no matching kidney source at present. Now only temporary dialysis treatment, but it can not fundamentally solve the problem of kidney function cell damage. And frequent dialysis will also cause loss of some renal function cells, and finally... " Gu Ming couldn't bear to go on, his eyes were full of tears. "I'm useless. I'm not taking care of her."

Ye Yao stood in silence for a long time, wiped the tears from the corner of her eyes, and walked into the ward. Lin Shumin was very tired after dialysis. Her face was haggard and her skin was withered and yellow. The hair at the temples is white. A sour attack on the tip of the nose, the kind of uncomfortable, speechless.

Looking at the closest person lying in bed, suffering from illness, ye Yao wishes she could bear all this instead of her. She was willing to do everything, even if only to alleviate her pain slightly.

Xu yuan bought two bottles of hot milk and said, "have a hot drink. Your hands are cold."

"Thank you." Ye Yao took it and covered it in her hand. The warmth of milk is not enough to dispel the chill.

"When people get old, they will have physical problems. This is a problem that every family has to face. Don't be too sad. Everything will get better. No matter what happens, I will be by your side. You are not alone

"Thank you. I cried all the way just now. Did I scare you? But I'm not as vulnerable as you think. I won't be depressed just because I'm worried about my mother. On the contrary, I have to work hard. Otherwise, how can I take care of her? In fact, many people feel that they can't handle it at this juncture. It's not how difficult it is, but that they are crushed by their own psychological pressure first. But I won't do that. I will be more optimistic, otherwise my mother will be more worried. "

"After all, it's not cancer. You can live as long as you change your kidney. Although we can't find a suitable kidney source now, we will certainly find it, won't we? What people fear most is that they lose confidence first, but I won't. as long as there is a glimmer of hope, there will be a miracle. "

Hearing this, Xu Yuan was greatly relieved. "Hoo I'm also worried about you. It's no wonder I like you so much to keep such an optimistic attitude at such a time. "

She smiles. "I'm for my mother, not because you like me."

"It's all the same. My aunt is sure to find a suitable kidney source. I've asked my family to help me find it. There are many people and great strength. I'm sure I'll find it."

"Thank you. I'm going to stay here and take care of my mother. You go back to the company first. "

"What's more important now than my aunt? More people, more strength, I don't trust to leave you at this time. As for the company's affairs, I will deal with them. Don't worry. "

Ye Yao can't bear too much "kindness", but she can't face it alone. She needs a person as a spiritual pillar. Clearly want to persuade him to leave, but involuntarily nodded. "Good! I'll trouble you! "

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Ye Yao stayed in the hospital for a week, guarding Lin Shumin. The saddest time of the day is to see Lin Shumin finish dialysis and look haggard. However, her inability to share her pain made her feel powerless.

At the end of the year, it's getting colder and colder. Fortunately, it's sunny during the day. The whole ward is bathed in the sunshine, which makes people's mood suddenly brighten a lot.

Ye Yao sits by the bed, cutting fruit for Lin Shumin.

"Don't be busy. Talk to me." Lin Shumin's smile is still a little pale, but more energetic than usual.

"Well, what do you want to say?"

"I've been thinking lately that I'll get this kind of disease, which is probably retribution."

"Don't say that. I don't like it.""Oh, I don't want to say that, but, well, how can I get sick? It is said that people are doing things and the sky is watching. If they do something wrong, there will always be retribution. When I left your father, you blame me. "

"It's been a long time. What else do you want to do?"

To tell you the truth, there must have been that feeling of hate, but with the passage of time, it gradually faded, and ye Yao had forgotten what it was like.

"I don't want to use lofty reasons like love to explain that I left your father and daughter. To put it bluntly, I was too vain and greedy for enjoyment, and I couldn't live a hard life. Your dad is a good man and he's nice to me, but He can't give me the life I want. "

"When I was young, I didn't care whether I had money or not. I thought love was the most important thing. However, when it comes to living a life, contradictions will arise. My mother always let you and Xu yuan together, you must be very tired of it, think I'm too powerful. Yes, I'm a force, but it's really hard to survive without money. Sooner or later there will be contradictions. "

"When I'm with your dad, I get sincere love. With your uncle Gu, you get material comfort. But these days, I often wonder whether material or love is important... " Lin Shumin shook his head in confusion, "I really can't judge."

"After all, I owe you and your father. That's why God punished me. Yao Yao, I just hope you don't blame me. "

"I've said it many times. I don't blame you. It's you who have a heart knot and can't let it go. These years, you accompany me, even if you do miss, also make up, you don't owe me anything. Mom, I love you so much

Lin Shumin's eyes were filled with tears. "That's good. Even if I die, I don't have any regrets. I want to die early and go down with your dad. But Yao Yao, mom, mom really don't want to die now I haven't seen your marriage, your happiness, your children If I die like this, I really don't want to Mom is not afraid of death, she is afraid of leaving you

Fear makes Lin Shumin cry like a child, which makes Ye Yao's heart ache. She hugs her and comforts her. "It's OK. We will find a suitable kidney source. I promise you, we will. Mom, stop crying, huh? "

Lin Shumin cried for a long time. At last, she was tired and fell asleep.

Ye Yao stayed at the bedside for a long time. After several days and nights, she was in a bad mood and couldn't hold on. She also lay on the sofa and closed her eyes.

Some slight noise woke her up, opened her eyes, Xu Yuan was covering her quilt.

"Sorry to wake you up. I'm just afraid you're cold."

"Nothing..."

Looking at those congested eyes, Xu Yuan couldn't express his heartache.

Ye Yao is relieved to see that Lin Shumin is still sleeping. He rubbed his temples.

"Tired, right? You haven't slept much these days. "

"Tired is tired, but with my mother, I feel at ease. You've been helping my mother take care of her these days. It's hard. "

"I'm a man, what's the trouble, I love you." Xu Yuan handed her a sandwich. "Eat something first."

"Thank you." Ye Yao bit the sandwich and it was a little dry. Xu Yuan immediately handed over the hot milk.

She appreciated his thoughtfulness. He always knew what she needed without her talking. If he is her boyfriend, she will be very happy.

No matter how strong Ye Yao is, she is a woman after all. When her relatives are sick, she is under double pressure physically and mentally. She is becoming more and more fragile, and it is difficult to support herself. Xu Yuan's support is precious to her.

It is said that there is no filial son in front of the hospital bed for a long time, so it is very hard to take care of the patient, but Xu Yuan has been helping her and taking good care of Lin Shumin. Ye Yao thinks that even her husband may not be able to sit like Xu Yuan. These days, she felt that her heart was melting a little, and she was getting closer to Xu Yuan.

"What's the matter, looking at me like this?" His face was a little tired, but his features were still very impressive.

"It's nothing. I just suddenly feel I never said thank you very much. "

"Not yet? The most you say these days is thank you. I'm so polite to you that I don't know you any more. If you treat me as your own person, even if it's just your closest friend, you don't have to say so much, thank you, because these are what I should do. "

"She's my mother. It's not your responsibility to take care of her. I know you do everything for me. I don't know how to describe my gratitude to you."

"Isn't that easy? It's OK to promise by example. "

"Good."

Xu Yuan was just joking. He didn't expect that ye Yao would answer like this. He couldn't help but be stunned. "I'm just kidding. You're not serious, are you? Seriously, have you been coveting my body for a long time? Do you want to take advantage of the opportunity to repay me? "

"If I say yes, will you let me have it?" Ye Yao blinked.

"Well I, I think about it After all, I'm still a pure. Man, broken. Place is a big thing I have to go back and ask my mother. ""Poof --" Ye Yao was amused by him, "it's too wasteful for you not to take the Oscars."

"You finally smile. I'm relieved to see you smile." Xu Yuan rubbed her head, "don't say that kind of stupid words again in the future. I'm willing to do anything for you. I don't need any reward. As long as you don't refuse me, I'll be very happy. "

Gu QingHan stood at the door for a long time. Their intimate fighting made him look more and more gloomy and left without saying a word.