"If I have a choice, I don't want to be the result."
"You think I'll believe you if you say that?" Ye Yao gives a backhand push. "You liar, I won't believe anything you say."
"No? So why are you so nervous? You're shaking, you know? " Gu QingHan's eyes are deeper and tighter, as if to pierce her. "I'm the only one in the world who can save your mother."
“……” In an instant, her heart was pulled away, and ye Yao almost softened, and her eyes turned black.
These days, she has been looking forward to miracles, looking forward to kidney, however, that person is Gu QingHan? Does God think she doesn't play enough? She had to be tortured to death?
She digested the fact difficultly and finally began to laugh desolately. "Come on, what are you going to do to save my mother?" There is no free lunch in the world, what she wants is a kidney, so she must pay the corresponding price.
"Be my woman, stay with me all my life."
“……” She knew it would be. Ye Yao grins bitterly. There is a kind of ineffable weakness in her smile.
Her life, for him a kidney, is it worth it? But it's not something she has to think about. She has no other choice.
"Well, I promise you."
"You're far more straightforward than I thought."
"That's because I have no choice. That's my mother. Can I watch her die? Your condition, I promise you, when to arrange the operation? "
"You should be sincere when you make a deal with me, shouldn't you?" Gu QingHan let go of her, the cruel light in her eyes.
"What is sincerity?"
"You strip in front of me and please me like a prostitute."
Ye Yao suddenly seemed to be slapped in the face, and her face was burning with pain. "You - don't deceive too much."
"If you want to be my woman, you have to get used to it first, don't you? Since you don't want to be my wife, then be my lover. You know what to do with your lover's obligations. "
She closed her eyes, trying to suppress the acid in her eyes and forced her tears back. When I open my eyes, my eyes are red. However, she knew that this could not call him a trace of sympathy. He was a cruel devil who only wanted to torture her. She could never make herself more miserable in his eyes.
Without saying anything, she began to unbutton, took off her cape coat and threw it on the ground.
It's a white sweater inside, and it's gone.
Close fitting ray silk vest, off.
There is only one inner garment left in the upper body.
Her fingers began to shake. She couldn't get rid of them, so she took off her jeans.
Until you're left with your underwear. White as a lamb, exposed to the cold air, trembling with shame.
Gu QingHan looked at her, and there was no love in her eyes. On the contrary, there was a tendency of wind and rain coming. It was dark, deep and cold. Her temples were beating suddenly, and the veins on her forehead were looming. Humiliating her doesn't make him feel a little happy, on the contrary, it makes him very upset.
The two fists on the side of the body were clenched tightly.
To take off clothes in front of him, the feeling of shame is no different from lingchi for ye Yao. What she took off was not her clothes, but her dignity.
But what else could she do? She can't watch her mother die.
What he wants is a lifetime. Sooner or later, he will destroy her dignity. He's right. She should get used to it. Destroy, then destroy thoroughly.
A sad smile, fingers fell on the back, about to untie the last cover.
"Enough!" Gu light cold voice stop.
"What? Isn't that what you want? Or do you think my figure is not as good as Lin Xintian? Don't tell me, you pity me. People like you have no sympathy. Why pretend? Since we are destined to hate each other, let's hate each other thoroughly. "
"You don't have to take it off anymore. I won't give her the kidney."
"What did you say?" Ye Yao frowned. "Didn't you promise that as long as I was your woman, you would give my mother the kidney?"
Gu QingHan sneered. "I said that just to give you back the humiliation you gave me. How can I give my kidney to the person I hate the most? "
“……”
"You think your mom was with my dad after my parents divorced? She is the third party
"No way. My mom, my mom won't do that. "
"Why not? She's one of those bitches. " Gu light cold sniffed, even after many years, that hate still make his teeth cold. She can do anything for money
"My dad only said he divorced my mom, but he never told you where she is now, right? Well, let me tell you, she was insane because she couldn't stand betrayal. My father forced her to divorce. She has been living in a mental hospital for so many years. She's crazy! It's your mother who hurt her and me
"The reason why I am like this is because of her! Do you believe in karma? She turns me into a beast, and I torture you! ha-ha! This is karma. ""No You lied to me I don't believe... " Ye Yao shook her head desperately. "It's just a lie you made up. I don't believe it. I don't believe it!" She covered her ears and screamed.
"You say, how can I give my kidney to an enemy? Yao Yao, even if I love you and want you again, it's impossible. She's done harm to our family. Now it's time for her to pay the debt. Is it enough that she has lived the life of a lady for so many years? Anyway, what she wants is money, isn't it? "
Looking at her crying, Gu QingHan's heart is ten thousand times more painful than her. He can only force himself not to see, otherwise his heart will be torn. Turn around and leave.
Ye Yao sat down on the ground and cried sadly.
……
In the ward, Xu Yuan waited nervously. A few days ago, I prepared the vow of marriage proposal and reviewed it again and again. But now, my brain is blank and I can't remember anything.
"What took her so long? It's not going to happen, is it? I'll see. "
As soon as she walked out of the door, she saw Ye Yao standing there, her eyes red and swollen, as if she had just suffered a terrible catastrophe.
"Yao Yao, what's the matter with you?" Xu Yuan asked in a hurry.
She was exhausted, her eyes closed, collapsed in his arms, completely unconscious.
……
Like falling into a dark cold pool, ye Yao is constantly having terrible nightmares. In every nightmare, Gu QingHan is chasing after her with a huge chainsaw. He strangles her neck with a rope and hangs her up. Her throat is tightly strangled and she is suffocating.
"Don't Let go of me Help... "
The sharp blade is about to pierce into her body, and ye Yao wakes up from her nightmare in a cold sweat.
"You wake up."
"Yao Yao? Yao Yao
"Can you hear me?"
It was not clear whether it was a dream or a reality until Xu Yuan's face became clear in her sight.
It turned out to be a nightmare. Slender body, still shaking.
"What's the matter with me?" She gasped.
"You fainted, three days and three nights."
"So long?" But she still felt weak, as if all her strength had been drained.
Gu QingHan is the only kidney source
Ye Yao quickly grabbed Xu Yuan and asked, "where is Gu QingHan?"
"He's back in F City. What's the matter?"
"I, I'm going to find him..." Even if you let her kneel down and beg him, even if you exchange her life for a kidney
"What do you want him to do? Don't you want to see him? By the way, let me tell you a good news. The kidney source has been found. Just when you were in a coma, your mother had already had a kidney transplant operation. "
Ye Yao opened her eyes in disbelief. Kidney, got it? She's not dreaming, is she?
"You, what do you say? You didn't lie to me Isn't it, isn't it, can't we find the right match? " She was nervous and incoherent. "I, I'm not dreaming, am I?"
"No, I'm surprised. On Christmas day, the hospital suddenly said that it had found the right person to donate the kidney, and he came in the afternoon. "
"Who?"
"I don't know. I'm an uncle."
"But he's not related. How can he donate his kidney?"
"His wife is seriously ill and needs a lot of money, so he exchanges his kidney for medical expenses." Xu Yuan sighed. Life is so helpless, life and death, every day in the show. He didn't have much concept about it, but after this time, he learned a lot, and he also learned to cherish his own life and relatives around him.
Ye Yao is still suspicious. Gu light cold just refused to change the kidney, there is a suitable kidney, some strange.
"He's in the hospital now. Are you going to visit him?"
"Well, he saved my mother. I must thank her face to face. I, I just didn't expect to be so sudden. "
"This is the so-called Christmas miracle. My aunt is a good man. How can heaven be cruel to her? "
Good man In front of Ye Yao's eyes, Gu QingHan gnashes his teeth at his mother, accusing his mother of destroying his family and their mother and son.
No one has ever mentioned anything about that year, so she takes it for granted that her mother was with Gu Ming after his parents divorced. If the truth is as hard as Gu QingHan said, he is actually the victim.
Put yourself in the other's shoes, if there is a third party who destroys the feelings of her parents, it is possible for her temper to go all out with the other party. But Gu QingHan has endured for so many years, and he is tormenting himself. Maybe he bears so much alone, just for Gu Ming's happiness. If that's the case, he's really pathetic.
Although his experience can't match his torment to her, ye Yao can't help feeling sorry for Gu QingHan. She always felt that he was a tragic figure.
"What are you thinking?"
"Well? it 's nothing. I just feel that life is changing so fast that I can't get over it for a while. ""But it's a good thing, isn't it?" Xu Yuan touched her face with a lot of emotion. He never thought that there was real empathy in the world. However, love to the bone, that person's feelings, emotions, will be enough to affect you all.
She's sad. You're more sad than she is. She is sad, you are more sad than her. She is happy. You are willing to exchange your life for her smile.
She taught him what love is. Even if he can't be together, he doesn't regret that he once loved such a woman without hesitation.