Chapter 419

Outside the window is a bustling night scene, and the time in the living room seems to stagnate.

Ye Yao turned her back to Gu QingHan, who looked so lonely and powerless. They are only separated by one meter, but they seem to have opened an insurmountable gap.

"Because of you."

After a long time, she finally spoke.

"Because of you, I can't marry Xu Yuan." She lowered her head and said in a low voice. However, every word hit Gu QingHan's heart hard and squeezed the air out of his body.

"You already have a girlfriend. I should give up my heart and wish you well. I also know that it's a very mean thing to confess my feelings to you now. However, I still want you to know that I love you. In fact, I fell in love with you a long time ago. If I don't love you, I won't hate you. It's so painful because I don't want to admit that I'm in love with you. "

When she turned around, her face was full of tears. Every tear cut Gu QingHan's heart like a knife.

"I'm terrible, right? However, I don't fall in love with you now, I don't want to save you when I lose you. I came here for you. At that time, I never thought that you already had another one. I've thought about burying this relationship forever, not to let you know, but I'm afraid I'll regret it all my life. Even if you don't love me, even if you already have someone else, I still want you to know my feelings. "

"Gu QingHan, I really love you!"

Her confession brought him a strong shock. Gu QingHan looked at her in disbelief. I've never been so shocked in my life. When he was desperate, she told him that he loved her. Is that true? Or is it just a dream?

In just a few seconds, he thought a lot. He wanted to rush over and hold her in his arms and kiss her until they both suffocated.

But in the end, his answer was, "I'm sorry!"

Gently three words, but gave Ye Yao a fatal blow, her body slightly shaken. It turns out that the feeling of complete loss is so painful, like a rib being removed from the body. But she deserved it. She had made him suffer countless times. Now it's her turn to bear all this.

"You don't love me anymore, do you?" She choked.

"I still love you, but I don't want to love you anymore. It's you who let me know what it's like to love someone intensely. I'll never forget it. But when we're together, there's only harm. "

"That was before. Now it's different. We can start over." She still wants to fight for it.

"Even if we start afresh, the memory will still be a barrier between us. Love you, really too tired, I just want to some relaxed life. I have lost the ability to love deeply again. Now for me, plain and warm feelings are what I want. "

Tears like broken beads, ye Yao tears. "Only she can give you that feeling, right? Are you happy with her? "

"I don't know what happiness is, but she makes me feel at ease. Maybe, up to now, what I need most is those. You're right. She's the right woman for me. If you marry her, you won't be bothered by the past. It will be a lot easier. I'm really tired. I think you are too. "

Ye Yao suddenly felt that he was ridiculous to the extreme. He already had other women, and she was still fighting for them humbly. What's the trouble? God made a cruel joke on her. When she finally got up the courage to love, she lost her love forever.

Wipe dry tears, forced to be strong, she did not want to be more humble in front of him. Even if the heart is bleeding, smile brightly.

"Well, I see. In fact, I have known the result for a long time, and I have no hope. I just feel that I will regret if I don't express my feelings. Really, I didn't expect it. Since you want to be with her, cherish her. I wish you happiness forever. "

"Yao Yao..." He stepped forward.

"You don't have to send me. You'll leave." Afraid that he would catch up, she ran out of the door and cried in the elevator.

Burst out of the building crying, several lightning broke the night sky, under the heavy rain.

She stood where she was, letting the rain beat her like a whip. Is God pitying her and crying for her? Oh, no, it must be laughing at her.

Let's go, let's go, let's go bigger, let her wake up.

"Come back with me..." One hand seized her wrist, Gu QingHan stood behind her, without an umbrella. The rain drenched his white shirt.

"I don't want it." She gave a backhand push. "I just want to get wet. Leave me alone."

"I'm worried about you."

"I don't want your worry. Since you don't love me, don't be nice to me, OK? I'm afraid I won't give up. I don't want to make myself more miserable. "

"It's raining hard. Follow me first."

"You already have a girlfriend. She'll get it wrong. You want to go yourself. I want to be calm. "Gu QingHan didn't force her, just said. "If you want to get wet, I'll stay with you."

Ye Yao could not tell whether it was rain or tears on her face. Why did he chase it out? He will only make her more reluctant. Now that there are other people around, can't you be cruel to her?

They are drenched in the rain. Ye Yao has been urging Gu QingHan to go back, but he still accompanies them in silence, so she has to go upstairs with him.

When the air conditioner is turned on in the apartment, ye Yao is all wet. As soon as she goes in, she sneezes and shivers.

"Take a bath first." Gu QingHan handed her his clothes.

She came out from the bath, wearing his shirt, covering only the middle of her thighs. She was very uncomfortable and sat on the sofa in a cramped way, not daring to move.

Gu QingHan took a blanket to cover her legs, so she was a little more natural.

He handed her a cup of hot milk.

"Thank you." After changing her clean clothes, ye Yao was much more comfortable and not cold at all. Cover the hot milk, but some sweating.

"Go and do your work. I'll leave when the rain stops."

"Look, the rain won't stop tonight. You'll spend the night here."

"Isn't that good? If your girlfriend knows... "

"You are my sister."

She felt as if she had been stabbed in her heart. She murmured in a dull pain. "You said before, you are not my big brother."

"What did you say?"

"Well? Nothing, nothing. "

"I haven't eaten yet. Are you hungry?"

Ye Yao touched her stomach. She hasn't eaten much since yesterday. Her stomach is empty. She is so hungry that she feels like vomiting. "Well."

"There's no way to deliver delivery in this weather. Can I cook noodles for you?"

"Can you cook?"

"The taste is OK."

"I'll trouble you."

Gu QingHan went into the kitchen. Listening to the orderly busy sound inside, ye Yao moved in her heart and went to the kitchen door. Gu QingHan was wearing an apron and was under. He doesn't wear glasses now. He just took a bath. His hair is soft on his forehead, clean and fresh.

Xu Yuan also cooked for her when she was sick. But at that time, she just felt moved, and now look after light cold back feeling completely different. The man who cooks for her is the man she loves. She really hoped that they would be like this all their lives. He can teach her to cook, or do it together. It's warm to think about it.

Imagining such a picture, ye Yao's heart became extremely soft and sweet, exuding from her heart.

However, when she slowly returned to reality from her fantasy, she felt even more lost. Once easy to get happiness, now has become a dream, a dream that can never be realized. But she didn't even regret it. She won't know that she loves him so much if she doesn't walk around for so long.

Between them, it is a process of loving and killing each other. After many twists and turns, we have such deep feelings.

Unfortunately, the final result is doomed to miss, predestined.

Originally, she thought it was just noodles in clear soup to fill her stomach, but it was actually a very rich seafood noodles, including shrimp, meatballs and scallops. Ye Yao's eyes were straight when she saw it, and she was almost moved to tears when she ate it.

"It's delicious I didn't expect you to cook noodles. "

"When I first came to the United States, I was not used to the food there. I cooked noodles every day when I came back from work, and then continued to work overtime at home. I may not be good at cooking, but I don't know how to cook noodles. "

"Well, well It's so delicious that I want to eat my tongue. " Ye Yao eats fast.

"Slow down, no one's fighting with you."

"I'm hungry." She mumbled vaguely.

A bowl of noodles, fill the empty stomach, just heartbroken feeling, also cured some, very optimistic to think, even if they can't become a lover, at least, will be relatives, he will always be her big brother, this is enough.

Gu QingHan is a slow eater. It's a pleasure for ye Yao to watch him eat.

In fact, when he doesn't use the previous means to deal with her, he is really a perfect and excellent man, and the whole person will shine. He was very gentle when he was gentle. She couldn't help admiring the girl.

"I have something to tell you." Ye Yao put down her chopsticks, "I want to say sorry, and thank you."

"When Xu Yuan had a car accident, I was too flustered to think about it. Coupled with your previous warning, the time was too consistent, so I thought it was you who did it. I'm sorry to say so much to you! "

Gu QingHan shook his head. At that time, he thought that would be better. Her hatred made him give up on her and decided to let go. Otherwise, if we continue to pester each other, it will only make them more painful. We will never be able to sit here peacefully and cook noodles for her.

"And thank you for donating your kidney to my mother, thank you!"

Gu QingHan is surprised that she will know.

"The day you left, Lin Xintian came to the hospital and told me about it. I went to the airport, but the plane has taken off“……” She came to the airport to see him? Gu QingHan was shocked.

"At that time, Xu Yuan didn't wake up, and I didn't know when he would wake up. I just want to tell you that I don't hate you anymore, and I don't want you to leave with hatred. "

"You are enough." He was happy with a relieved smile at the corner of his mouth. He didn't want to think that if she caught up with him that day, the situation would be different. God's arrangement has its reason.

In the past four months, because of the separation between the two places, they have matured a lot, and they want to understand a lot of things, which is very good.