Because she didn't eat a lot, Fang Jin didn't care if she could do strenuous exercise, so she ran to her grandfather's study.
"Hello, housekeeper!" Fang Jin ran so fast that she almost ran into the housekeeper. She stopped to say hello to him.
"Hee hee, the old man has been waiting for you in there for a long time. Come on in!"
Through a few carved wooden doors, there is my grandfather's study. My grandfather didn't turn on the light. Now it's sunset in the evening. The yellow book paper in the room is a little unreal in the setting sun. It seems to appear in a dream.
Fang Jin felt a little untrue when her grandfather told her that Chen Moxuan had passed by.
"Grandfather, what do you want to tell me when you ask me to come here?" Fang Jin looks at his grandfather's back and asks. It seems that his back is not as tall and straight as when she first met him. Suddenly, Fang Jin has a kind of guilt. She doesn't accompany her grandfather well. Now he wants me to say something to him in advance. He tells me that he has been waiting here alone for so long. The more I think about it, the more I feel unfilial.
"I want to tell you something about Moxuan before, I know, you must also want to know, but Moxuan has never told you." Chen Jianyi said and turned around. He had imagined the scene before, but at this moment, he felt that his words were gray in his throat. It was difficult to sort out all of them in an orderly way.
"Good..." Put Jin Leng for a long time, don't know what to say. He didn't expect that Chen Boxuan's past was not from his own mouth, but from his grandfather's mouth. Did he expect that he would receive this explosive news so soon.
"I saw the news about Moxuan and that woman a few days ago. You must be very angry after seeing it. You think Moxuan betrayed you!" Grandfather asked Fang Jin.
"Yes, but in fact, apart from the atmosphere, I am more sad and resentful, because I married him with a lonely heart. I gave him the right to be happy and to hurt me. He made me believe in love, but he personally disillusioned me. It makes me feel like a bubble. Fang Jin also very honest answer grandfather.
"Son, you have so many complicated emotions in your heart, and it's not easy to get along with Mo Xuan so peacefully now. At the same time, I'm glad to tell you what happened before Mo Xuan at this juncture. I'm afraid if I don't say it again, which day will the accumulated contradictions between you break out? In fact, Mo Xuan knows that woman, and they... "
"And what happened to them..." Grandfather suddenly stopped, Fang Jin immediately asked, and sure enough, as he thought, Chen Mengxuan and the foreign woman had a past, just don't know what that past was like, in the end is sad or sweet, let them still have contact until now, also let grandfather know that woman.
"The child of Mo Xuan didn't tell you for a long time." Chen Jianyi sighed here. If Chen Moxuan didn't say anything, Katyusha would do more harm to his grandson than he imagined.
"He didn't tell me anything, and I didn't want to be that aggressive shrew, so I never asked. I didn't expect that it was granddad's year. You told me on your own initiative. " Fang Jin is a little sour when she comes here. Chen Moxuan has never told him, but he has been waiting for so long. He wants to hear this man explain his past to him. He wants to feel whether her mood is happy or sad, or very calm.
However, he still held back these emotional points that were about to break out. My grandfather has not yet said what stories were behind them, but it must not be the way he imagined.
"She was mo Xuan's classmate when he was studying in Russia. They were two people who could not be together in this life, but were destined to torture each other."
"Do you know why? There are too many things between them. Of course, don't get me wrong when I say that. I don't mean anything to that foreign woman, but that woman is very obsessed with Mo Xuan, as if she is obsessed with her own belief."
"Why did Moxuan keep in touch with her? Since I don't like to be able to disconnect completely, I will be very sad that they have been disconnected all the time. Moreover, Mo Xuan knows that I will be sad, but he doesn't explain to me, and he doesn't mean to explain to me at all. From the photo outflow to now, he has never mentioned the past of that woman and him to me. "
"Silly child, do you know why he didn't tell you all the time, because all the scars I said are scars on his body, which can't be seen by others, but he does hurt, and this kind of pain may tear him for a lifetime. She thinks it's better to spend her life alone in suffering, and don't drag you into his pain. But I didn't think that it would make you very painful. "
"Do you know why he keeps in touch with that foreign woman? Because he had to take care of the woman, as for why he had to take care of the woman, because Mo Xuan, to some extent, was the murderer who killed her brother. When his brother died... "
My grandfather is still talking, but when I put it in my ear, it seems to be out of order. I can't hear anything. I just see my grandfather's mouth open and close. As for what I say, it doesn't seem to get into his world.At that moment, she thought of many pictures. She thought of Chen Moxuan's frowning, trembling body and his complicated expression when he met Katyusha in Moscow that night. Everything can be explained. What she always wanted to ask was actually the wound that Chen Moxuan didn't want to open!
I have been pestered by a person I don't love for so many years, and I have to be nice to her. What my grandfather said is that Chen Moxuan was still so small when something like that happened. I don't know how much shadow he was given at that time. The road has permeated his whole life.
She vowed that if Chen Moxuan told herself, she would never ask this question again in her life. He didn't want to uncover his scar again. She wanted his wound to heal quickly. Although she could not forget those painful memories, it was always good not to think of them again.
After listening to all the past of Chen Moxuan, Fang Jin doesn't know how she got back to her residence.