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now I think that my mind at that time really didn't know what to think about. I gave my candy to the little boy on purpose that day. I learned from the TV and winked at the boy when I gave sugar.
At that time, my inner thought was that I wanted to tell him, "I will save you." As a result, the boy looked at me blankly, and then ate my sugar without any emotion. He didn't tell me how he was abducted, or the contact information of his family. I didn't even know his name.
Since I had a goal, I felt like a hero. Like those men who saved the woman on TV, I felt like I was dazzling. I was immersed in the little joy that I had to do something big every day. At that time, when I was in class, I was restless and I was making my own plans.
Now I always don't understand why I didn't think of looking for the police uncle or the teacher at that time. Maybe it was the psychology that didn't admit defeat and did all the mischief. I just felt that my life must be ups and downs. It's extraordinary. When I watch TV, I always fantasize that I'm the woman who saves the world.
Because of the plot of the heroine, I have been circling with that uncle. However, the strange uncle just gives me candy every time, then pinches my company and smiles at me. His smile is a little similar to that of my father. It doesn't look like trying to abduct me.
Now I will regret it and want to start again, but I just want to think about it. If there is such a chance, I may not choose to go back. After the college entrance examination, other girls cried like a tearful person, and I was the happiest. I was happy that I was finally able to get rid of my busy study. At that time, our Chinese teacher liked me best. She could only shake her head and say that she didn't know what it was like to be a teenager.
For me, not a few steps ahead is to say goodbye to my past, and I'm not gone for a lifetime. I don't know if I'm old or dead. What's so sad about it? I can get together at the weekend. So I'm not sad at all, even excited.
Children have always attached great importance to feelings, but they are heartless. After making new friends, they slowly forget this matter, and I have always been the most heartless. I graduated from primary school, junior high school, and high school. Everyone cried. I was happy to laugh, and the boys in our class also laughed at the girls who were crying.
I lost two friends, I was sad for a long time, but later I learned a sentence from TV, it is better to forget each other in the world. On TV, a cool woman said to the man. She was beautiful and had a good fight. At that time, I thought he said this sentence and then turned around to look good. It was what I wanted to be. So I remembered this sentence and used it to summarize my friendship with that strange uncle.
I look at those children in the kindergarten and look at my envious appearance. I actually want to say that I don't miss at all. I just want to wait for a person.
Because I changed the school, he didn't know, but he went to the gate of the kindergarten, but he didn't see anyone. At the beginning, I often ran back. My mother thought that I missed the kindergarten teacher, and the teachers inside also thought so. The guard grandfather also told me that I was the first child he had ever seen who would miss the kindergarten, and the other children were ba You can't leave.
After I was transferred to the first grade, that strange uncle disappeared. I thought that he was dumb, because he never said a word. I always thought that he would not speak. Therefore, I specially gave an extra sugar every time. Now I think about it, I really like the candy very much. After the uncle disappeared, I would like to see it No more.
One semester later, I got used to the strange uncle and the little boy. However, the little boy later realized that he was not abducted and sold, but his family. At that time, I didn't know what adoption was. I just thought that they were a family. I thought it was good for the little boy not to go to kindergarten, but to be with this strange uncle every day. I feel relaxed.
He, because his mother said that he could not take things from strangers, but the candy was very delicious, so I felt that as long as I took my own things for exchange, it was not for nothing, and I did not violate my mother's words. At that time, I still felt very tactful.
However, after a whole semester, I still didn't have a clear plan. I even became friends with strange uncle. He gave me delicious snacks and candy, and I also gave some of my own small toys to
No, the TV said that these bad guys were very good at camouflage themselves. I told myself that every time I questioned, In this way, I will be firm in my mind.
In fact, those who feel that they can't get through are also coming in the end. Those who feel hard to give up are finally lost and never found again. It's not because I feel that these pains are a part of my life, which I can't give up, so I just feel that life will always experience some hardships, and there is no smooth sailing. I just want to learn from them First of all, I may work harder, I may be more cautious, to correct my many defects, to make up for a lot of regrets, but I think I will lose something from other aspects.
There is always such a scale, on the one hand we put our luck, on the other hand, we have to experience the suffering, no matter how, the balance will not tilt, the suffering still has to be experienced.
I don't want to go to the present day, but also to go back to zero, to experience more suffering, I think that kind of life is too sad, there must be sugar in life, there must be sweet moment.
Because I adore the great Xia, I pay attention to be able to take it up and put it down. I said this to myself, so I defined me and that little boy and strange uncle as having nothing to do with me. This is the best way to say it. I don't want to think about why they don't show up, because I think I may be unhappy when I think about it. I don't want to think that they may be Because do not like me, do not want to play with me, did not appear.
I prefer to believe that everyone is the center of the world, they are heroes, and they are all going to save others. They are very busy.