After she became conscious, the first thing he said to her was to threaten her. If she dared to do such a thing again, he would upset all the Mu family.

In order not to be pregnant with his child, she secretly took contraceptives on his back, ate endocrine disorders, and did not menstruate for months.

At that time, paying close attention to the news of Mu Sinian and Mu Tianye was the most significant thing in her life.

Until, that year, musnian died of a heart attack. After knowing the news, she seemed to lose the meaning of survival.

Qin Zhaoyang, who has always loved and protected her for the first time, slapped her in the face. That was the only time he hit her in more than 20 years.

That night, he scolded her for being ungrateful, cold-blooded and selfish

The next day, he forcibly pulled her out of her bedroom and took her to xiaweiyi, Norway and Iceland She teased her and tried to make her happy, but she was indifferent.

Later one night, Qin Zhaoyang suddenly pulled her out of her bed in her sleep and took her away from the small town in northern Europe. He drove her for dozens of hours by plane

She got airsickness and vomited all over the world. In addition, she didn't think about food for a long time. Her physical condition was also in a mess. She was in a coma directly on the plane.

By the time she woke up from the chaos, she was already in the back seat of the car. Outside the window was a cemetery with a new tomb of musnian.

"Only this time, from today on, don't think about him again, otherwise I'll destroy your son's company and put him in jail. "

At that time, Qin Zhaoyang said in his side.

She went to Mu Si Nian's grave and cried until she was unconscious. Then she was brought back to m country by him. She was recuperated by a nutritionist. At the same time, she was invited by an old friend to help translate a book.

She put all her energy into her work, and only a little bit came out of the shadow of losing the year of muse.

On the day when the book was published, Qin Zhaoyang specially helped her celebrate. It was half a year after musian's death that she laughed for the first time

Later, her work became more and more, and she began to put herself back into her work. She opened a book market and a publishing company At first, I just want to make myself busy, so I don't want to think too much. Later, I gradually fell in love with work and enjoyed the sense of achievement and pleasure brought by work.

When did you begin to accept the presence of the man around you?

Chu Xinning can't remember.

Or she is a bad woman, will fall in love with a Qin Zhaoyang.

But now, she doesn't want to think about it. Who can tell what is right and what is wrong?

Now, she just wants to face the present and the person she should cherish.

Tell him she loves him.

In those years, she had been blaming herself for not having the opportunity to explain what happened in that year to musnian, which was also a deep regret in her heart.

This time, she didn't want to have any regrets. She wanted to tell Qin Zhaoyang how she felt about him.

She hated him and complained about him. In fact, she wanted to die with him one night These are the most real feelings.

But now, she loves him and hopes that he will come out of the operating room safely. This is the most true feeling.

No one knows how many people she falls in love with in her whole life, but Chu Xinning knows that she has only loved two men in her life, which is irreplaceable.

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