He looked at Fu Sihan, "how do you feel?"
Fu Sihan closed his eyes and said, "it hurts."
The doctor was followed by several trainee doctors. They looked at Fu Sihan, who was only in his twenties. They wanted to see the living specimen. They looked at Fu Sihan with their eyes straight.
Fu Sihan felt a little uncomfortable and asked the doctor who asked him, "can you let them out?"
Doctor or light back, "is like this, they just come to see, will not do anything, you relax on the line."
Under the eaves, people have to bow their heads, especially for patients like him. They have to rely on doctors for everything. Naturally, they don't have much to say.
The doctor lifted his quilt, looked at him, and said something about his leg.
"Well, the wound on your leg hasn't healed yet. Wait for it..."
"That's right, doctor. My legs are very painful, especially at the knee. Can you find some medicine for me? I can't help it."
He didn't tell his mother before, because he didn't want to show weakness in front of women, but when the doctor came, he quickly complained.
The woman can't help but wipe her tears on the edge.
"Ma, are you ashamed. What a big deal, I'm not dead. "
The woman said, "don't talk nonsense. What are you going to die for?"
Fu Sihan still wanted to speak, and the doctor said, "well, you may need amputation in your current condition. When other injuries on your body are healed, we will --"
"what do you say?"
The doctor took a look at the woman, then looked at Fu Sihan and said, "maybe your mother didn't tell you that the nerves below the knees of your legs have been seriously damaged. It's meaningless to stay in your legs."
Fu Sihan looked at his mother helplessly, "is what he said true?"
Women don't speak, they just cry.
Fu Sihan looked very anxious, "then don't just cry. Is what the doctor said true? Tell me
Said behind, let his voice more and more big, almost roar out a voice.
"Yes," the woman cried
Fu Sihan was scattered all over and couldn't move.
And began to fall in a pool of blood in the feeling is not the same, this time, he clearly knew his destiny.
About to live in a wheelchair.
A nurse comforted the woman and gave him a stool to sit on.
The doctor saw that Fu Sihan did not move, and said a digression, "young man, there are many ways to live. Your life has just begun. What will happen in your next life is unknown. What you have to do now is to listen to me, OK?"
Fu Sihan didn't speak, so the doctor took it as his acquiescence and continued to talk about what he should have said.
At this time, Fu Sihan suddenly said, "doctor, do I have to amputate?"
The doctor was silent for a moment, and said: "you can not amputate, but it is almost impossible to get better. After amputation, you can install a prosthesis to facilitate your future life. This is what I want to tell you."
Fu Sihan wanted to cry without tears.
"I won't amputate. You tell the doctor I won't amputate."
The woman got up from the stool and fell on Fu Sihan, "son, what can you do in your future life without amputation? Do you really want to spend your life in a wheelchair? "
Fu Sihan nodded, "I'd like to spend my whole life in a wheelchair, and I don't want to limp."
The woman said painfully, "what's the difference? Is it a shame to walk on crutches? "
Looking at his mother, Fu Sihan felt for the first time that no one in the world knew himself.
"I just don't want to have a prosthetic. I just want to be in a wheelchair."
"You..." How can you say that? Who will take care of you when we die
Fu Sihan's face was full of stubbornness, "I will take care of myself, you don't care."
The woman was almost furious and said, "I don't care who cares about you. You are my son."
Two people quarrel more and more serious, the doctor of one side advises: "this family member, please don't quarrel with him now, go out first, let me talk with him."
Fu Sihan yelled, "I don't want to talk to any of you."
The woman went out with the help of the nurse, leaving only one doctor in the ward.
The doctor took a stool and sat in front of Fu Sihan's bed. Then he patted the fence of the bed and said with a smile, "your family situation should not be bad, right?"
"What's the matter? Because my family is in good condition, I'm going to amputate? "
The doctor said with a genial smile, "that's not true."
He looked around the single room, then pointed to the half closed door and said, "do you know how much your room and medical expenses are? Do you know that there are double rooms, four rooms and even six rooms next to you, and some people can't even afford to live in the hospital, so they have to go home and wait? "
Fu Sihan is angry, where willing to listen to his words, just casually Hu Nong way: "mind my business."The doctor didn't show impatience because of his negative attitude, but patiently explained to him, "your room fee, medical expenses, nursing workers and so on for one day add up to 12000. The two people outside are half of you, the four people are one fourth of you, and the six people are one sixth of you. Those who go home give up treatment, because they can't even pay for the basic operation. "
Fu Sihan listened to what he said, and a trace of surprise appeared on his face.
Money has never been his consideration, or he has never cared about it. All he knows is that his father seems to be able to earn a lot.
But this is not the reason why I should have a car accident or amputation. Just because my family's economic situation is good and I can afford a single room, I'm going to have the operation you said?
Let me walk in the crowd with crutches. It's better to kill me.
"Yes? So it's better to be in a wheelchair than with a crutch? At least you are a little lower than others with crutches. If you are short, you may still be shorter than yourself. But once you are in a wheelchair, you will be shorter than adults. Even the children who grow fast in kindergarten will be taller than you. You can only walk under other people's buttocks forever. Would you like to
Fu Sihan was stunned for a moment, and his face was full of hesitation, but he still said stubbornly: "didn't you say that amputation is almost not good, so there is still a little hope, right? If I amputate, I'll never be better
The doctor laughed twice, "what you said is that there were countless patients who told me as you said, but do you know what happened to them in the end?"
Fu Sihan was afraid to answer this question.
How can a young boy accept the fact that he can't walk so easily when he is young.
So he chose silence.
The doctor then said, "they all came back to me later and regretted that they didn't have an operation earlier. They were sitting in a wheelchair and wasted a few years."