Chapter 23： Does loving me frighten you

After saying this, with a bang, Xie Ge's thin back was quickly hidden in the door.

There was a faint voice from Xie Fenglan in the door: "Can you light a door?"

"do not bother me."

Xie Ge yelled aloud and the room was quiet again.

Qin Mu took back his gaze and turned his head and looked at the fruit. Under the twilight, the fruit had been staring silently on the toes. From his point of view, he could only see the sharp chin of the fruit and the tight corner of his mouth. He can understand the mood of the fruit at the moment, but he does not know how to comfort him.

Over the years, in order not to let Su Su Su mother know that the fruit has childhood memories, the fruit has always kept the thoughts of her biological parents in the bottom of her heart. Only when she can’t hold it, the fruit will run quietly with him. Talk about your heart. However, as time went by, the fruit had rarely mentioned the past events in his memory. He became more and more well-behaved and became more and more sensible. Qin Mu sometimes missed that he would shrink in his arms. Crying nose fruit.

But people always have to learn to grow up, and he and the fruit are growing.

Qin Mu believes that the fruit of the present must have enough courage to face the possible outcome. He took a deep breath and raised his hand to help him smooth the hair that was blown by the wind. "It’s late, my uncle and aunt should wait. Anxious, let's go back first?"

The boy lowered his head and did not speak.

Qin Mu scratched his head, tried hard to bear the heart, and cautiously whispered: "When the weather is bright tomorrow, let's find it again. When the light is good, we can find it." When I said this, Qin Mu’s heart actually Did not report any hope, he just did not want fruit to continue to stay here to blow the cold.

"If not found?"

The fruit lifted up the small face, and the complexion was low and low. In the past, the stars were dotted with a dark river. The fruit of this moment was no longer the crystal-like fragile child. The old and silently made Qin Mu feel strange. . He groaned, subconsciously blinked, and fixed his eyes, and the fruit was covered with a faint smog, revealing confusion and nothingness.

Qin Mu grabbed his hand hard and "can definitely find it." He was firm in tone, only he knew that this sentence was convincing himself.

After sending the fruit home, Qin Mu did not return directly to his home, his legs consciously swaying outside, and when he returned, he found that he had come back to Xie Ge’s door without knowing it. .

At this point, the sky was completely dark.

In front of this small hair salon, the lights were turned off, and the black pressure was pressed. Only a simple incandescent lamp at the door was emitting a faint light.

Recalling the scene that happened just now, Xie Ge’s stubborn eyes flashed through his mind, as if he was accusing him of something. Qin Mu’s heart suddenly stunned. He did not believe in Xie Ge. He believed that Xie Ge and He The fruit is all true, but there is nothing wrong with this.

Will it be Xie Ge returning the longevity lock to the fruit, and when he left, he accidentally hooked the chain, and then the long-term lock and the wrong mistake went to Xie Ge? Although this possibility is minimal, it is not impossible. Moreover, he and the fruit have found all the places they have been to, and only Xie Ge’s family has not found it.

Qin Mu’s heart is clear. He didn’t go to Xie Ge’s home to find a circle. He still couldn’t feel at ease.

However, if he made this request with Xie Ge, and his understanding of Xie Ge, the friendship between them will inevitably be affected.

Just as Qin Mu was entangled and hesitant in the same place, the clear voice of the young man penetrated the window and poured into his ear. "How come you again?"

Qin Mu followed the sound, and across the transparent glass, he blurtedly saw Xie Ge standing in front of the window, hiding his shadow, making Qin Mu unable to see his look at the moment. Hell, how long has Xie Ge stood there? Qin Mu opened his mouth and he was very refreshed. He actually became tempered at this moment. "I came to think..."

"Su Jia met?"

Seeing Xie Ge mentioning the fruit, Qin Mu immediately returned: "Oh, he went back."

Shego didn't talk anymore.

As early as Qin Mu was at the door of his house, he had already seen him. The reason why he did not speak at the beginning was to see how long Qin Mu had to wear at the door. Really, isn’t it an apology? What are you embarrassed about?

The corner of the mouth opened a shallow smile, but fortunately, the night's occlusion did not appear very obvious, Xie Ge deliberately said coldly: "You wait."

Qin Mu had no time to say something, and Xie Ge had already opened the door and appeared in front of him.

"If you have anything, just say it."

The eyes seem to be arbitrarily chaotic, and Xie Ge is not directly confronted with Qin Mu.

Qin Mu mistakenly thought that Xie Ge had guessed his intentions. After quiet for a few seconds, he said: "Well, are you convenient now? I... I want to go to your home to find the long-lived lock of fruit..."

The words have not been fully finished, Xie Ge will open his eyes to Qin Mu, "Do you still don't believe me?"

"I didn't believe you, I just wanted to confirm." Qin Mu could not help but increase the tone.

He is not a good-tempered person. All patience is used in grandma and fruit. As for Xie Ge, his character is as tenacious as weeds, and he does not need to be careful to squat.

If Xie Ge is still worried about whether or not to leave here with Xie Fenglan, then he does not need to worry about this moment, because there is no one worth to leave and want him to stay!

The last trace of warmth in the eyes disappeared, and Xie Ge’s heart cooled down completely.

"It's too late, if you want to find it, then come over tomorrow."

Perhaps it was completely disheartened, and his voice was returned to calm.

This kind of calm made Qin Mu feel a little uneasy and couldn't help but ask: "What happened to you?"

"Nothing." Xie Ge back to Qin Mu. He felt that he had done something wrong at the beginning. He should not be close to Qin Mu for the emptiness of warmth. In Qin Mu’s heart, Su Jiayu was more important than him. He has always been very accurate in seeing people. From the beginning to the end, he did not feel that Su Jia was in a simple situation. This incident is a testament to his judgment.

"Are you really okay?"

Qin Mulu’s voice of concern came from his ear. Qin Mu began to reflect on whether his own words had destroyed the friendship with Xie Ge.

"Nothing."

Shaking his head and opening the door, Xie Ge’s eyes fell to the ground, and the white lips pressed by the teeth were slightly open: “Qin Mu.”

"Ok?"

"Goodbye."

Ignore the eccentricity of my heart, Qin Mu thought that Xie Ge was not angry, and could not help but breathe a sigh of relief and waved at the back of Xie Ge: "See you tomorrow."

See you tomorrow, oh, they don't have to see each other again.

Just in the end, I still don’t trust Qin Mu. Before Xie Ge stepped into the door, he left a sentence: "Don’t be silly about Su Jia’s sorrow, you can think that I am black, Su Jia is not seen. Whiter than me."

Qin Mu heard this and shook his head in disapproval: "This is your prejudice against the fruit."

Hey, this has been eight years, and the contradiction between Xie Ge and the fruit has not been resolved. He sighed in the bottom of his heart. Qin Mu felt that he should find time to let the two of them talk about it. The misunderstanding should not be explained clearly.

The next day, when Qin Mu went to Su Jia, the 13-year-old boy looked down at him with a low head and a false expression on his face. Qin Mu originally wanted him to go with him to find Xie Ge, to see him in this appearance, thinking that he was still blaming himself for the long lost lock, then he said with a comfort: "I told Shego yesterday. Xie Ge promised to let us go to his house today to look for it."

"……no need."

"What's wrong?" Qin Mu Wei.

Su Jiayu pulled out his hand in his pocket and spread his palm. The lost long life lock was lying quietly on his palm. The sun was shining through the window, golden light.

"Where did you find it?" Qin Mu asked with great surprise.

The young man opened his long eyelashes. Under the long eyelashes, the clear and clear hazelnuts were stained with a little sorrow and uneasiness. "When I took a shower last night, I found it in the trash can next to the toilet. I think it should be I accidentally fell in my pocket."

Qin Mu nodded and finally breathed a sigh of relief: "Find it."

Su Jia met with a self-blame: "Little brother, I misunderstood Xie Ge brother."

Since the long-life lock was found by the fruit itself, they did not do the same thing when they went to Xie Ge’s question last night. He knows that Xie Ge's self-esteem has always been strong. When he thought of Xie Ge's lonely figure against his own last night, Qin Mu felt that he was really not a competent boss.

" Fruit, let's go to Shego to apologize now?"

Wrong is wrong, Qin Mu will not make excuses for himself.

Although he believed that he believed in Xie Ge, he could not guarantee whether he had doubts about Xie Ge in his subconscious.

"Ok."

Su Jiayu nodded gently, and the clear and clear eyes looked at Qin Mu silently. I saw Qin Mu's eyebrows wrinkled, and his face did not reveal the meaning of blaming him. The dark and clear eyes were full of blame and annoyance.

It is him who knows that he is doing something wrong.

He squatted and gently pulled Qin Mu's hand and looked at Qin Mu's eyes. He whispered: "This time I am thanking my brother, I will apologize to Xie Ge brother in a while. ”

"Good." Qin Mu habitually touched his head. "I know that fruit is a good boy."

However, when I came to the door of Xie Ge's house, I was facing the scene of people going to the empty space. The wind blew and blew the big lock on the door. Xie Fenglan’s hair salon opened the door all the year round, never locking the door with such a heavy iron lock as it is today.

Qin Mu stood outside the door, and his expression had a blank moment.

He remembered the saying goodbye to Xie Ge last night, shouldn't he think like that?

With luck, he stopped the name of the village passing by. "Uncle Li, do you know that Xie Ge is at home?"

"You don't know, Xie Fenglan took his son to leave Anping Village."

Qin Mu’s look was stiff, and it took him a long time to find his voice: “When did they say when they came back?”

"Don't wait, they won't come back." Uncle Li took the pole and walked away. Only the old voice was scattered in the air. "When you leave, go, Anping Village is quiet."

......

Qin Mu slowly opened his eyes and stared at the ceiling. He had not dreamed of Xie Ge for a long time.