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After dinner, the two of them sat on the hanging chairs in the garden, holding hands. Tang Mengyao rested her head on Han Junli's shoulder, she felt a gentle breeze blow at the curve of her body, and her heart felt warm.

Han Junli looked at her with a pair of divine eyes, unwilling to leave even for a moment.

When Tang Mengyao felt uncomfortable looking at her, she waved her hand.

"Don't look."

Han Junli grabbed her irregular hand and held it in his palm, unable to control himself. He lowered his head and gave her a gentle kiss. The heat in his eyes became even more intense as he looked at her.

"Yaoyao, don't move. Let me have a good look at you." His heart ached as he stroked her hair, her thin and somewhat pale face.

"I thought I would never get the chance to be like this again. Watching you at such a close distance, hugging you, feeling your temperature. So, I feel that my world is all dark, living all day in the darkness without breath of life. I feel so terrible. I really want to desperately run over to your side and tell you, I want to be with you. "

"But …"

It was only a statement, but Han Junli felt that such a life was better than death. I look at your look of disgust and fear, I am so afraid that you will hurt yourself because of my excitement. I can't bear the pain of losing you. No matter how much I miss you, I can only look at you from afar. Seeing you in the arms of another man, my heart felt like it was being stabbed by a knife.

Han Junli moved and hugged Tang Mengyao in his arms once more. That kind of irseparable love, made him not want to lose it again.

"I know, I've done a lot of stupid things, and I've hurt you a lot. But, Yaoyao, give me a chance. Let me properly love you, okay? "

His voice was slightly trembling, as if he was afraid of something that he feared the most from the bottom of his heart.

As Tang Mengyao listened, his eyes moistened. After all that had happened, how could she not know what he had done for her?

Although she did not quite agree with some of his words and deeds, she was more willing to forgive him for all his faults than to lose him and stay away from her.

Tang Mengyao retracted her eyes, fiercely pushing him away, and asked: "At that time, why did you break up with me, why did you divorce me, why did you get engaged to another woman?"

Han Junli saw that Tang Mengyao was angry, and her eyes revealed panic, as she anxiously grabbed her hand and anxiously explained.

"Auntie told me that you and I are siblings. After I came back, I appraised your DNA with my father and confirmed that you are his daughter. At that moment, I was about to collapse completely. Although I love you very much, I can't go beyond the ethics of morality. "

"Moreover... I know that even if I don't leave, one day when you find out the truth, you will definitely blame me and you will definitely leave me. So I can only break up with you. "Yao Yao, I …"

Han Junli's explanation stunned both of his eyes.

"Then why didn't you tell me the truth? Don't you know how upset I feel that you don't love me anymore? "

Han Junli's voice was hoarse and his eyes seemed to shine with tears. He said guiltily, "The truth is too cruel. I wouldn't be able to come out for a long time. I think, since we are not meant to be together, it's better that you don't know the truth. That way, you won't feel so bad. "

Tang Mengyao had expected this answer. However, Tang Mengyao still laughed softly when she heard it and asked back, "Do you really think that your act of abandonment and love is weaker than the truth?"

The redness in Tang Mengyao's eyes made her heart ache for her. Her voice was hoarse as she sincerely admitted her wrongs.

"Yaoyao, I'm sorry, I was wrong …"

He had only been a little foolish on the path of love, and had lost his wits. That was why he had taken this wrong path.

Tang Mengyao snorted coldly, turned his head, and ignored him.

Han Junli tugged on her sleeve, but shook it off and said, "Then when you found out that the two of us aren't blood related, why didn't you come find me?"

Although she acted calm, as if she could be deeply affected by the truth, only she knew how painful it was for her.

"Don't you know that your silence will make me feel that our promise was a kind of laughable irony?"

Looking at Tang Mengyao's painful eyes, Han Junli felt regret.

"Hold her hand tighter." I... I've been to the hospital to meet you a few times, and I want to get close to you in the calmest way, to get you to accept me again. "However, you resolutely refused. Seeing that you were agitated, I was truly afraid of affecting your condition. Even if I wanted to, I would not dare to joke around with your illness."

Two streams of sparkling tears rolled down Tang Mengyao's face. Gently stroking his apologetic face, her lips trembling, she told him, "Actually, at that time, I didn't know that we were actually not siblings."

Han Junli was startled, and his eyes tensed up.

"How could that be? Did aunty not tell you? "

Tang Mengyao was silent, but Han Junli was upset. Hurry up and apologize, "Yao Yao, I was foolish enough not to tell you the truth. I thought you were in love with someone else and didn't want to see me. Although my heart ached to death, I still had to let go for the time being. "

"But, Yao Yao, believe me. I have never thought of giving up on you. I only hope that when your body recovers, I will sincerely chase you back."

Hearing Han Junli's plan, Tang Mengyao wiped away her tears and joked, "Then are you not afraid that I will never come back after falling in love with someone else?"

"I'm afraid." "Even at this moment, Han Junli was still in shock. So every night, I have nightmares of terror, I always feel that you will leave me forever, leaving me alone, lonely and old. So every day I can't sleep, and at night I'll sneak out to see you. You're upstairs, and I'm downstairs. I'll sleep with you. "

Even though they were still very far away, he still felt at ease.

"A few times, I really want to kick this bastard, Xiao Yihang, into the Pacific Ocean. But I don't dare, I'm afraid that you will be angry, and I'm afraid that if he leaves, there won't be anyone by your side to take care of you. Although this bastard is hateful, I know that he is sincere to you. If it wasn't for me being unable to stay by your side, I definitely wouldn't have given him any chance. "

"I thought that your heart was already gradually resting on him, so I felt that I was like a walking corpse, completely losing the meaning of living. "However, no matter how painful, I still want to see you healthy and healthy."

Han Junli placed his head on Tang Mengyao's forehead and rubbed it, intimately allowing Tang Mengyao to feel his inner heart. The years he wanted but didn't dare to want made his life worse than death.