Yu Meng's hands were hurting. She screamed. However, no matter how she shouted, no one would come in and be the hero saving the beauty. She could only despair. She no longer held any hope for anything. She gritted her teeth as she endured the pain that spread from her hands to her heart.
Come on, girl." Let me have a good time. Today, I am a toad that has eaten the meat of a swan. Little girl, you are a person with character. Me likes you, but I like conquering you. "That makes me seem like a man." Henan men used words to tease Yu Meng. His hands also began to move restlessly, stroking Yu Meng's smooth skin. Back and forth, up and down, up and down, everywhere.
His hands were rough, and Yu Meng felt as if her body was being grinded with sandpaper. She screamed, but her throat was already so hoarse that she could barely utter a single word.
Yu Meng used all her strength and grabbed onto the hands of the Henan man, "Sir, I beg of you. "Let me go."
"Haha …" When the Henan man heard Yu Meng's words, he began to laugh heartily. It was the first time he had heard a young lady tell him to let her go. This unusual feeling made the Henan man even more excited. He pressed down Yu Meng and pressed his body against her.
"Ah …" Yu Meng screamed.
"Damn, it feels so good." The Henan man shouted, his eyes shining with the satisfaction and ecstasy of a general returning.
"What do you want? "I'm so worried." The Henan man stopped and said anxiously, "If you have something to say, say it quickly. "Then you should cooperate well with me. I definitely won't let you hurt me. I'm very gentle."
This was the only pain the Henan man had buried in his heart. He almost never told anyone, except the Lady.
She quickly retracted her hand. She didn't know what the Henan man meant by that, but she didn't care. What could she say here except in obscene, obscene words? There will never be ivory in the dog's mouth.
"Turn off the lights!" Yu Meng said. This was her only request at the moment, and she knew he would agree to it.
The Henan man got up from the bed, went to the door and turned off the light.
The dark night hid all evil things, but it did not hide a person's body and a person's memory. After that night, Yu Meng changed, not just physically, but also mentally. A woman's transformation can be completed in an instant.
The night was seductive, the moon was bright and the stars were sparse. All the lanterns were warm and the spring breeze was refreshing.
Yu Meng also wanted to be a good person, a good wife, and a good mother, but she couldn't. The man she deeply loved didn't like her. What difference was there between a man she loved so much and a chicken? Rather than being a "tool" for one person, it's better to be a "tool" for millions of people.
In the early hours of that morning, before the sun rose, it was the last stretch of darkness before dawn. However, this sort of darkness was extremely frightening. Loneliness and loneliness overcame her. Yu Meng tossed and turned on the bed by herself. Ever since she came back from dinner, she had been unable to sleep. In her mind, she kept recalling the words Tang Tianbao had said in his dream. She was now certain that she completely understood Tang Tianbao's thoughts. She knew that Tang Tianbao didn't have any feelings for her. What was the point of her staying here? She decided to leave. She walked out of the ward, walking alone. Yu Meng didn't want to go home nor did she want to go back to work. She had given up all hope and had lost interest in everything. What was the point of going to work? She decided to leave the city. It was a city that had disappointed and saddened her. The city had failed her, and she wanted to leave in grief. Yu Meng was walking alone in the dark of the night in the city. There was no one on the streets. Occasionally, there would be a speeding car, but it had nothing to do with her. She was at a loss as she faced a new choice in her life.
She walked, aimlessly. On both sides of the street were indefatigable street lamps, which gave off a yellow and ambiguous light. In the light of this solitary little girl, they could not help her.
The more Yu Meng thought about it, the more resentful she became. She was truly heartbroken. Why did she have to do so much for Tang Tianbao? Why couldn't she get a nod from him? What did he think? Did she deceive him by saying that she didn't want his child in her arms? Yes, this was how determined Tang Tianbao was. When it came to love, or even marriage, Tang Tianbao was stubborn. He would stick to his point of view and not waver for a hundred years.
He hated the depth of his love. Yu Meng couldn't accept it. Just who had defeated her?
"Tang Tianbao — —" Yu Meng shouted into the lonely night sky, "Tang Tianbao, I'll fuck you!"
Yu Meng's tears were already flowing. Her body was trembling, her eyes were bloodshot, and veins were bulging on her neck.
She hated Tang Tianbao, this fucking man. She hated him to the bones. She wanted to kill him. She gritted her teeth and clenched her jade-like hands into fists.
"Tang Tianbao!" Yu Meng once again called out loudly. She was shouting the man's name. She didn't know why she couldn't let him go. Her legs gave way and she collapsed to the ground. Her fists hit the ground again and again. She was pounding the ground. She was pounding her hands, which were bleeding from the joints.
"Tang Tianbao, you want me to take revenge." "F * ck your mother!" Yu Meng scolded him like a shrew.
However, how could she, a weak little girl, take revenge on Tang Tianbao? She couldn't think of anything else, so she just buried her head and sulked. She sat alone on the street, tears streaming down her face.
When the light began to shine in the east, Yu Meng's eyes became tired and sleepy. The sky was about to brighten, and she still hadn't decided where she was going. She had to make up her mind before the sky brightened. At this point, a group of women who worked the night shift got off work. They were happily chatting about the results of the night's work. They were happy that she was wearing revealing clothes. They were very happy that she was wearing such revealing clothes. Perhaps only they themselves knew that every single one of them had an indescribable pain hidden in their hearts. Otherwise, how could they have walked towards this profession that was being scolded by others?
Yu Meng stared at them without blinking. The sound of her high heels hitting the street came from far away, like a cheerful tune.
Yu Meng's eyes lit up, and her drowsiness disappeared in an instant.
Yu Meng stood up from the ground and walked to the middle of the street. Under the light of the lantern, her figure suddenly became grand. She didn't know where she got the courage, but she made up her mind. Her chance for revenge had come.
If he hadn't escaped from the hospital that night, if he hadn't run into those 'big sisters' in the flesh business near the hospital, if he hadn't …
If it wasn't for that, perhaps Yu Meng wouldn't have walked this path. How she used to despise this group of people! She didn't even think in her dreams that she would enter this industry in order to take revenge on Tang Tianbao. Would she be able to take revenge on Tang Tianbao just like that? Was she taking revenge on him? Or was she taking revenge on Tang Tianbao? As Yu Meng thought about it, it was already too late. This was because she was already the same as the "sisters" who were also making money from their own physical labor. Her initial impulse had been replaced with this result. She regretted it, but what was the use? Not a boat. Yu Meng rested her body against the damp wall. A bone-piercing chill pierced her back. She didn't care anymore. She was naked like this. Although her body was still the same as before, she knew that it was no longer clean. No matter how much she bathed, no matter how much she applied the bath lotion, her body was dirty, and even if she washed herself clean, her mind would be dirty and would never be able to get rid of it.
Yu Meng remained motionless on the bed, Tang Tianbao was still in her mind. To end love was one thing, to forget love was another. Her mind was not under her control, like a wild horse that always galloped on Tang Tianbao's prairie and refused to come down. The room was very dark, and for the first time, Yu Meng felt that the darkness gave her an unprecedented sense of security. She liked the darkness, liked the night. There was no movement from the next room, and she knew that as long as the night was not over, her "work" would not end. And this period of time was a sparse period for "guests." She could use this period of time to think about something. What else could she think? The past? The past goes to hell. Loneliness is all about you.