"I know you are just flattering me. You don't mean all you've said. I know that is how all men are. They all speak sweet words, but they don't mean any of them," Yang Zi replied. She knew she might sound unreasonable to others, but this is who she truly is. She prefers being stabbed five times with a knife rather than to go through heartbreak. She might just end up committing suicide if the man she loves betrayed her.
"What do I have to do to assure you that I love you and I mean every word and promises I make? Tell me what I have to do to gain your absolute trust and I will do it willingly," Yifeng said, caressing her hands with both hands. His eyes were pure and filled with sincerity. He loved her so much and he will do everything to prove his love for her.
"There is something you can do to gain my absolute trust..,"
"And what is that? Tell me and I will gladly do it. I promise," Yifeng interrupted her sharply. He did not even know what naughty plans she had in mind, and he had already promised to do whatever she asked of him?
"I want you to give me your all. I want you to give me your body, spirit and soul. Make me your priority," Yang Zi announced, staring at Yifeng's confused expression.
"You are already my priority but I don't understand what you meant by giving you my body, spirit and soul, so can you enlighten me on what you mean by that sentence," Yifeng replied paying rapt attention to what she was about to say.
"Have sex with me," Yang Zi blurted out to astonishment of Yifeng. He even thought he heard her wrong.
"What did you just say?" Yifeng asked in shock. He still couldn't get over the shock she gave him.
"You heard me right, I said you should have sex with me," Yang Zi repeated her words without an ounce of shame. Her boldness and bluntness gave Yifeng the fright.
"Why would you ask me to do such a thing with you? I love you very much, but I am not after your body. You should know that after being my girlfriend for a few days now, so why are you suddenly asking me to sleep with you?" Yifeng said. To him, what Yang Zi asked of him sounded ridiculous. He promised not to have sex with her until he knew she was truly his, so why would she want him to go back on his words?
"I know what I said sounded ridiculous, but I have my reason for saying what I said...,"
"What is your reason?" Yifeng asked curiously. His beloved Zi Er would never tell him to do something without a valid reason, so he was curious to know what was on her mind.
"Mum said that sex brings a man and woman who love themselves closer. In the processing of having sex, both their body, spirit and soul are merged. I want our relationship to progress to that stage. You have already promised to do whatever I want, so don't even think of going back on your words or I will get so mad with you," Yang Zi said. She moved closer to Yifeng.
The way she stares at him desirably makes Yifeng afraid. He did not know why, but the thought of having sex with Yang Zi always scared him instead of exciting him like he had assumed he would be. Something inside of him keeps telling him that the day he has sex with her might be the day they drift apart and this thought scared him.
Yang Zi's face inched closer to Yifeng's face. She kissed him before he could move away. She kissed him hungrily. The look in her eyes shows a burning sensation he had never seen in her. She looks like a wild beast. If this was a year ago, he would have devoured her there instantly because he loves bold ladies, but too bad she was his beloved Zi Er, he did not want to have her in this manner.
"Zi Er, what a minute, hmmm," Yifeng gently pulled her a few distances away from him. He was feeling so hot and uncomfortable down there, he knew he would end up losing to her if they continue this way and this is not what he wanted.
"What? I want to make you mine right here," Yang Zi said instantly wanting to dominate him, but Yifeng held her firmly in place.
"And you assume having sex with me will make me yours?" Yifeng asked, staring into her burning gaze. He had to muster all his willpower to resist the urge to tear her clothes and have her right there.
"Yes, I know you will love me even more if I give you what you've always wanted. She will not stand a chance in taking you away from me," Yang Zi indirectly confessed her feelings to him.
She doesn't succumb to threats, but she was scared Yifeng might be forced to abandon her if they use his company or family against him. She is doing this so she would at least stand a chance in his life.
"You know, doing this is not the right thing to do. I know deep down your heart this is not what you really want so don't break your ethics for me again, hmm?" Yifeng replied.
"I love you so much. Having or not having sex with you will change nothing. I promise, we will have a very passionate sex whenever I think the time is right. I will have you moan my name under my touch. With one thrust you will feel like you are in paradise," Yifeng said, moaning into her ears. He kissed her neckline affectionately, making muffle sounds escape from her mouth.
"Uhhh.... what are you doing. I thought you said you would not have sex with me, so why are we suddenly doing this here?" Yang Zi said, controlling the urge to moan even louder as his roaming hands teased her breast. While kissing her he slowly unbuttoned her clothes.
"You look so irresistible, which made me change my mind. I will have a taste of you here," Yifeng said, licking her now exposed breast.
"Ahhh... I know I wanted this earlier, but I haven't done this in a car before. I have only had sex a couple of times on the bed and floor, but not in a car. I will feel uncomfortable doing it inside the car," Yang Zi said, burying Yifeng's face in her breast. Yifeng uttered no words to her. A few minutes later Yang Zi could feel the seats readjusting. She became more comfortable.
Everywhere his hands touched made her feel like her body was in flames, but she did not dislike this feeling one bit. Instead of disliking his touch, her body craves for more of him. It displeased her when he suddenly stopped when he got to her lower abdomen.
"Let's make love together here, just like you said earlier. I want you, your body on top of mine," Yang Zi said, rubbing his head affectionately.
"Really, but I don't," Yifeng said, sitting back in the driver's seat. He stared at her passionately.
"You are kidding, right?" Yang Zi asked, stopping him from buttoning his shirt.
"I am not joking. I am serious," Yifeng chided.
He feels terrible for making her yearn for him only to leave her at the most critical stage that she needed him the most. He did not know what came over him earlier that made him start that passionate kiss with her. He only forced himself to stop against his will when he realised that he was crossing the boundary. He also did not go further because of his promise to her.
"Then why did you do that to me? How could you?" Yang Zi asked, her burning gaze suddenly turning into an angry one. "You are so cruel," Yang Zi said, tilting her head sideways to avoid staring at him.
"Beauty, don't get mad with me, Ok? I am so.....,"
"Don't you dare utter the word sorry or I will strangle you to death here," Yang Zi threatened coldly. "I hate it when you say sorry to me, especially when you take advantage of me. It sounds insulting to me so don't you ever do that if you don't want me to get so pissed off with you."
"Ok, I was wrong, I apologise so please don't get angry. I know I shouldn't have done that to you. I wanted to go all the way with you a moment ago, but I just couldn't do it when I remembered my promise to you," Yifeng said hugging her. He could see how angry she was.
Yang Zi kept quiet despite all the soft kisses Yifeng planted on her exposed body. He wanted to make her talk or scold him.
"Seeing that you didn't go back on your promises despite the pressure I put on you shows that you are trustworthy. I want to get mad at you, but I can't stop admiring you because of how trustworthy you are," Yang Zi said after a few minutes of silence.
"Thank you for forgiving me. Your compliments have made my day," Yifeng said, teasing her erect breasts. Yang Zi groaned sensationally because of the electrifying sensation his hands were doing to her system.
"Should we go for another workout? I was so focused on enjoying every moment with you, so I didn't have time to tease you like I wanted. I will also teach you what a real workout is," Yifeng said, kissing her collarbone.