Chapter 230 - Fears And Secrets

"I can't afford to see you mad, so I will be good. Goodnight, I will miss having you beside me in bed," Yifeng said, embracing her.

"I will also miss having you sleep beside me too," Yang Zi replied, patting his back. She gave him a goodbye kiss before she stepped out of the car.

"I will see you tomorrow," Yang Zi shouted after his departed car.

Just in the same manner she snuck out of the Mansion, she also sneaked back in but unfortunately, she got caught by her mum.

"He has departed?" Mrs Yang asked Yang Zi, who just closed the door behind her.

"He? What are you talking about, mum? I went to get some fresh air so I don't know whom you are referring to," Startled Yang Zi lied when she realised that she was caught.

"You don't know whom I am talking about?" Mrs Yang asked suspiciously, as she walked closer to Yang Zi, whose gaze was at different places at the same time. 

"Zi Er, look at me in the eyes and say that you didn't go out to meet Feng! If you do that, then I will believe that you went out to get so fresh air outside," Mrs Yang standing just an arm's reach away from Yang Zi asked.

"Mum, I can never win against you in the same way Feng cannot win against me, so I will tell you the truth," Yang Zi said walking over to the couch. Her mum followed her to the couch.

"Feng dropped by earlier, so I went to meet him. He was damn drunk, which is so unlike his usual self," Yang Zi focused her gaze on her mum.

"Did he disclose to you what was bothering him?" Mrs Yang asked in a soft tone.

"He is afraid that I will leave him, mum. I have noticed this side of him after the incident that occurred between you and Mrs Zhao. His fears get worst each passing day and this bothers me," Yang Zi said sadly when she recalled the many occasions Yifeng disclosed his fears to him.

"I hate seeing him like this, mum. I get hurt each time I see him in pain," Yang Zi said, staring at her mum for answers.

"I guess he is this way because you have never told him that you love him. With his fiancee and friends after you, he is scared that they will do something huge just to tear both of you apart. He will only be at peace with himself if you agree to marry him. Even I would have been terrified of losing the most important person in my life if I was in his shoes," Mrs Yang said.

"Mum, do you think that Feng is the right one for me? Do you think I will be happy if I get married to him?" Yang Zi asked seriously.

"You love him or don't you?" Mrs Yang asked, waiting for the obvious reply.

"Mum, do you have to ask? You should know how much I love Feng. I can't stay a day without seeing him. I love him more than you can ever imagine," Yang Zi replied, with affection filled eyes. Just by merely staring into her eyes, Mrs Yang could feel how much Yifeng meant to her once coldhearted daughter.

"Then follow your heart. I can assure you that your heart will never lead you astray," Mrs Yang said meekly at her.

"You asked me what I thought of Feng earlier, right? Feng is a good guy. What I love most about him is his deep love for you. Although I know he had a reckless lifestyle in the past, Zi Er, I can vouched on his behalf that he has changed. You changed him Zi Er so, even though you can't trust him absolutely then you must trust your heart to lead you right," Mrs Yang said, smiling at her.

"Mum, I trust Feng. I wouldn't have got into this relationship if I didn't trust him...,"

"If you trust him, then why are you so hesitant about accepting his proposal?" Mrs Yang questioned before she could complete her sentence.

"Are you scared that he will get furious with you if he learns about your intention of choosing to work in his company? Are you afraid that he will leave you if he learns that you were just using him in the past?" Mrs Yang asked anxiously when Yang Zi refused to speak.

"Even I will get furious if I learn that the person I love dearly deceived me for such a long time," Yang Zi said sadly. Mrs Yang drew closer to her when she saw the condition her beloved daughter was in.

"Mum, you know the truth of working for his company is not only the secrets I am keeping from him. I haven't told him about myself. He thinks I am an angel not knowing that I am the devil. I am an evil person, I have done a lot of terrible things in the past," Yang Zi said, embracing her mum.

"Mum, I won't be able to survive if Feng leaves me. I can't even stand him staying angry at me for a minute, not to mention him staying mad at for a year, two years, five years...,"

"Sh... No more Zi Er," Mrs Yang said, patting her back lovingly.

"Even though Feng gets furious, I am sure he won't stay mad at you for a long time since he loves you deeply," Mrs Yang comforted, patting both her hair and back affectionately. She felt terrible seeing her usual strong Zi Er so sad, but there was nothing she could do to elevate her pain.

Mrs Yang kept on comforting Yang Zi until her condition was stable.

"Zi Er, I know you are scared of how Yifeng will react when he learns the truth, but I advise you to reveal the truth to him. Don't let your fears control you or it will end up ruining your relationship, hmm," Mrs Yang advised before she heads upstairs. 

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