"I wonder what awful words that scumbag told you to make you abandon your car and walk in the rain instead. He should be grateful I wasn't there. I would have taught him a serious lesson if I was around. Damn him for stooping so low to make a lady cry," Qing Shui cursed spitefully.
Just then, the maid who had gone to bring the blanket came back with a red and white blanket in her hands. Qing Shui did not waste time wrapping Yang Zi up with the blankets. Yang Zi felt slightly better after being shield with the blankets.
"Actually, Li Yifeng did not say hurtful words to me. I did all the talking and I said a lot of awful words to him. If the painful expression he put on earlier wasn't faked by him then, I can assure you that I left him shattered," Yang Zi said, as she parted the strands of wet hair that attempted to cover her face.
"What did you say to him that made you think you hurt him and why did you say awful words to him when in the end, you know that you will only end up hurting yourself?" Qing Shui asked curiously. She could not understand why Yang Zi suddenly went to Yifeng's mansion when she had assured them not to do anything stupid.
"I said I never loved him and that he was just a tool to get closer to Zhou Yixian. I told him in front of Jin that everything that happened between us was just an act on my part and that I only used him...,"
"But that's not true. I am a witness to just how much you love him. I mean you literally made him your world so, why on earth did you say such a thing to him?" Qing Shui asked, sounding and looking very confused.
"Because I wanted to hurt his ego. I wanted him to feel even 1/3 of the pain that I am going through. I wanted to get back at him for his betrayal. Besides, even after murdering my mum, he has been constantly stalking me so I had no choice but to do this to make him stop following me," Yang Zi said firmly. Just then the maid who went to get the tea brought two cups of warm tea for the both of them. After serving them the tea, the maid excused herself.
"And you think that the Li Yifeng we all know will stay away from you just because you said you don't love him?" Qing Shui asked seriously. Yang Zi kept quiet when she heard Qing Shui's question. The way she acted like she was in deep thought made Qing Shui quiet. Qing Shui who was expecting her answers quickly put the cup of tea on the table when she saw tears flowing from Yang Zi's face.
"Zi Er, what is wrong? Did I perhaps do or say something wrong?" Qing Shui asked in a worried tone, as she quickly squatted in front of Yang Zi.
"Shui Shui, I thought I could live just fine by constantly telling myself that I am ok but I was wrong. Shui Shui, I am not fine. I see mum everywhere I go. I even see her face in the faces of other people. Shui Shui I am scared that I might go insane if this continues. Little Mi Er needs me so much so, I can't continue to act this weak," Yang Zi said in tears. After she lost her only remaining family member and miraculously met an angel who offered her not only a new identity but a new family and a home to call her own, she had taken this angel as family. She made this angel her mum, best friend and sister that is why her death left her completely shattered.
"Shui Shui, I can't stay here anymore. I am afraid I am gonna die without even making a sound...,"
"Zi Er, please don't that say that. You are scaring me," Qing Shui said, as she held Yang Zi's hands and caressed them affectionately.
"Shui Shui, I want to go away from those who hurt me. Seeing their faces alone hurts me so, I want to go far away from them. To a place where I cannot see their faces. I don't know know how long it will take for me to recover but for at least Mi Er's sake, I want to try getting myself back on the right track," Yang Zi said in a painful tone.
'Where do you want to go to? Tell me and I will definitely follow you to the ends of the earth," Qing Shui said, as she cleaned Yang Zi's tears with her hands.
"Shui Shui, you have your life to live. You cannot always follow me. You are in the middle of shooting a very important movie, you cannot abandon everything because of me besides where ever I go, I want to keep a low profile so no one will ever find me....,"
"What do you mean by that? Do you mean you are gonna cut off all contact with us?" Qing Shui asked sounding a bit annoyed.
"You and Shiyi are my best friends forever. No matter what happens, I will never abandon you guys. Even though I go to the end of the earth, I will always make sure that I keep in contact with the both of you so don't worry," Yang Zi said in a serious tone.
"That is good to hear. So, when do you intend to leave and you are taking Mi Er with you, right?" Qing Shui asked curiously.
"I am planning to leave as soon as possible. That is probably after tomorrow and I am taking Mi Er with me," Yang Zi said. From the expression on Qing Shui's face, Yang Zi could tell that she wasn't ok with her plans.
"Shui Shui, stop making that face because I will make sure to come back stronger than ever," Yang Zi said in a bid to make Qing Shui smile but Qing Shui did not smile.
"Shui Shui, seriously stop frowning because seeing you so sad will make me even sadder, ok," Yang Zi said as she cupped Qing Shui's face.
"Ok, but I am gonna sleep with you these two nights to make up for the time I won't see you," Qing Shui reluctantly agreed.
"Shiyi will also want to stay if you decide to stay...,"
"You can either accept my condition or abandon your plan to leave," Qing Shui said sternly.
"I agree," Yang Zi replied hurriedly, as she helped Qing to sit on the chair instead of squatting. They both continued drinking their tea which had turned mild.
"Shui Shui, you are gonna help me with so many things tomorrow. I have tons of work to do tomorrow. I have to email Mo Yu about my plans of not revealing myself anymore, I need to go to Mi Er's school to inform her teachers about my plans to transfer her to another school and I also have to go to Yang's World to sort out everything concerning the company with my cousin," Yang Zi said, as she sipped from her glass as if it was juice.
"I will help you and Shiyi too will help. You will have us at your service tomorrow so, no worries," Qing Shui assured as she forced a smile on.
While they were talking, they did not know that Yang Mi standing at the stairs had overheard everything. Yang Mi quickly hurried upstairs, when she heard approaching footsteps.
"We are leaving?" Yang Mi thought unhappily.
"What about Chen Chen, are we gonna leave him and everyone here?" Yang Mi lying on her princess bed imagined sadly.
"I know that mum has a good reason for wanting to leave. I want her to go back to how happy she normally was, but I don't want to leave my friends here. Chen Chen will be very sad if he learns about this," Yang Mi said, as warm tears trickled down her beautiful face. She fell asleep in that position without realising it. Yang Zi came to the room hours later and met Yang Mi sleeping in her room. Yang Zi was surprised to see Yang Mi sleeping in her room instead of hers.
Not wanting the little girl to sleep alone, she and Qing Shui slept side by side with Yang Mi in the middle.
In the morning, Yang Mi woke up to see her mum and her godmother cuddling her so tightly. She stared at Yang Zi's sleeping face for a few minutes before she raised her hand and caressed her face.
"Seeing you not waking up even after I touched you, I guess you must have been very exhausted. I won't disturb you and my godmother so you can continue to sleep," Yang Mi said in a low tone before she gently removed their hands from her body one after the other.
After Yang Mi successfully climbed out of bed, she picked a fine pink gown and her cellphone before she left the room. She went to take her bath in her sister's room. Afterwards, she dressed up and headed downstairs with her cellphone in her hands.