Chapter 404 - A Kiss For Gamble

"If you dare as much as appear in front of me only to speak badly about my mum, then that day will be the day you will die. I will kill you and dump your stupid body in the sea where your corpse can never be retrieved so, I ask that you tread cautiously around me if you don't want to end up in a miserable state," Yang Zi said as she walked away gracefully.

"How dare those mother and daughter duo think that I, Yang Zi can be easily bullied? In the past, if not for my promise to mum or the fact that I did not want to get Yifeng implicated, do they think I would have tolerated their nonsense. They are so foolish to think that I am still that same lady as two years ago," Yang Zi muttered, as she left the hall to go in search of the restroom. Because she was furious, she did not notice that someone was following her.

After being directed by one of the hotel's personnel on where to find the restroom, Yang Zi approached the direction of the restroom. She was just a few distances away from the restroom when someone pulled her hand and pinned her against the wall.

"What's wrong with you? Have you totally gone insane, Li Yifeng?" Yang Zi asked fiercely when she got a glimpse of the face of the guy who dared to do such a thing to her.

"Zi Er, why are you treating me so coldly? You once loved me so much so, what has happened to that love you had for me?" Yifeng said as he freed her left hand. He used his free right hand to caress her face.

"Didn't I make it very clear to you two years ago that I never even once loved you. How do you want me to say it for you to get the fact that I never loved you into that thick skull of yours?" Yang Zi asked harshly, as she tried to avoid his touch.

It had been over two years since she was last touched by him so intimately.

Back when they were together, she had thought that she would not be able to stay a week without getting touched intimately by him. She could still recall the feeling of misery she went through when he ignored her and avoided having any intimacy with her. That miserable feeling was something she never wanted to go through ever again but because of circumstances, she lived for over two years without getting intimate with him or any other man.

So, getting touched by him so intimately right now, she could feel her sealed feeling getting opened. She was afraid she might succumb to her feelings and kiss him if that went on. 

"I never believed any word you said that night two years ago and even though you were to repeat exact words, I will still not believe the fact that Zi Er never loves me. Even though you never said that you loved me, your entire being made that confession. Your promises and every intimacy we had signified your feelings to me so, no matter what you said with this mouth of yours I won't believe it," Yifeng said firmly as he continued caressing her face that he had missed the feeling of how it felt to touch her that way.

"Do you also need to kiss me to prove my feelings for you just like you did in the amusement park about three years ago? If you insist on doing that, then sorry to say that you will be even more disappointed than you were back then," Yang Zi said confidently, but she silently wished from within that Yifeng will not agree to kiss her.

She wasn't confident that she will remain unfazed just like she was back then. In the past, she was only able not to get affected by his kiss because she had a mission. The second reason was that she did not realise her feelings for him.

Right now she loves him way too much. She loves him just as much as she did two years ago, that was why she was afraid that her feelings would get the best of her if she dared to allow him to kiss her.

"Why not gamble on that kiss rather than letting you deceive me with this cold facade of yours?" Yifeng agreed to the shock of Yang Zi. Despite that, his words left her stunned she did not let it show.

"Ok, I will let you have what you want but only on the condition that you never appear before me only to spew nonsense about loving me or Yang Zi ever having feelings for you. If you can't promise that, then let go of me right now," Yang Zi said thinking that Yifeng will not dare to agree to go ahead with the kiss because of her condition said firmly.

"Sure," Yifeng said, not giving Yang Zi the chance to prepare herself emotionally before he captured her red lips. He placed his hands around her neck for a much deeper and intense kiss.

Yang Zi could see her confidence faltering, every single minute he continued to kiss her.

Yang Zi, you can't and you must not respond to his kiss. If you dare do, that means you are unworthy of mum's love. You failed her when she was alive and you can't fail her again when she is dead. You must endure.

Yang Zi repeatedly reminded herself as she tried to hold back with all she got. Five minutes later, Yifeng was still kissing the lady who has stubbornly refused to get melted by him. If he had known that Yang Zi's legs has gone weak because of his kiss, he wouldn't have disconnected his lips the time he did.

"Have you proved that I don't love you? If you have done that, then stick to your promise ok, Mr Li Yifeng?" Yang Zi said before she turned to walk away. She was scared her cover might be blown off if she dared remain there for even another minute.

"Are you treating me so cruelly because you still think I was the one who killed Auntie?" Yifeng, now staring at her back asked in a calm voice.