When I hear big long legs talk like this, my heart is almost dead. Although I'm not too sensitive to feelings, I'm not low in IQ. She said that. Can I know?
However, even if I know, can I admit it? I pretended to be deaf and dumb and said, "sister Xiaoru, what you said, I can't understand. Don't say it. It's new year. Let's go home. Let's go home!"
I didn't dare to look at the eyes of the big long legs and broke away. Then I went to the back of Lao Tang, pushed the wheelchair, pulled the corner of his mouth and said, "sister Ru, you see, uncle Tang looks much better. He also wants to see me. Let's go. We're not here. Go home."
With that, I turned to push Lao Tang's wheelchair.
"Chen Kai! Sob, don't make trouble. You, you, you want me to explain it to you, don't you? You want me to make it clear to you, don't you? " Big long legs red eyes also some hysteria, eyes are sad, look at her like this, seems to want to ask me, why to force her!
I stood there like a fool, motionless. I was a man who was not afraid of the heaven and the earth. I was also the kind of person who was willing to take the emperor off his horse. But why did I feel cold when I heard this sentence.
"Sister Ru, go home." I can only mumble this sentence.
"You go, you go by yourself, I, I, I'm fine, you go by yourself, Chen Kai, you know what I mean, you know, Chen Kai, I beg you, can you go?" Big long legs cried and said this to me.
I took a look at her, saw her that resolute appearance, in the heart numb all did not feel the pain.
I suddenly cracked my mouth and said, "OK, I'll go. I'll go. Let me have another meal with you. I always thought I could eat the rice you cooked all my life. I thought that some things would be forever. Since you said that, we'll have a last meal, even if you didn't do it yourself But it's also my wish. "
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For the first time, I felt the meaning of Wei Tong Jue wax. Without the cry of us in the hotpot shop, the noise just now resumed. I leaned against old Tang, and the big long legs leaned against the warm man. The warm man talked little and was very good. During the meal, I felt embarrassed that he didn't feed the food with the long leg. However, he occasionally showed the warmth when he saw the big long leg The feeling is palpitating and hateful. Several times, several times, I almost couldn't help but lift the table.
Old Tang couldn't eat. God knows how they chose to be in this place. Four people were silent. I looked at the big long legs and then the warm man. It happened that they looked at each other. The warm man laughed and seemed to comfort the big long legs.
I am like a needle in my heart, but I have been holding back the anger and pain in my heart. Chen Kai, you have to hold back. You have nothing left to lose tonight. Do you really even put your last bit of dignity into it? Do you want to completely destroy your image in the heart of big long legs!
Since I have lost even the foundation, why not in the last free and easy, I clapped the table and called out: "waiter, wine!" The waiter just heard me howling like a fool and a madman. Hearing what I said, he quickly came over and asked me whether I would like liquor or beer. I laughed and said, "the real man has no beer. Bring me three bottles of the strongest wine!"
Warm man looks at me and stops talking. Big legs don't look at me now. Are you disrespectful of me again? Yes, I'm a loser. Even if I'm a loser in the future, I'll be a loser, but I'll miss your dream for you. I'm not as handsome as this man, and I may not have money. But in this world, I dare say that there is no one who loves you more than me! I'm a jerk, peach blossom constantly, but you are the only one in my heart.
When the wine came up, I opened a bottle and asked for an extra large cup. Half a bottle of wine was poured in. I lifted it up and said to the big long leg, "sister Ru, maybe this is the last time we meet. In the future, everything is different. Take care of yourself."
After saying this, I raised my head and poured the small half kilogram of wine into my mouth. Seeing this, I wanted to come and grab a cup for me. But I didn't listen to her for the first time. I measured my body and drank it dry.
Seeing me like this, the warm man wanted to come over and bring me wine, but he was frowned and said, "what can I do for you?" After hearing this, he sat there smiling and silent.
After pouring the second drink, I said to big long leg, "sister Xiao Ru, I want to marry you, but I'm not afraid that others will rob you. Even when Lian Hao was like that, I dare to smash his wedding, thinking that I know you don't love him, but it's different now. Xiaoru, the biggest regret in my life is that I can't be with you Grow old together, but I don't know, when you think of me from time to time, will you feel heartache, will there be a little bit of heartache and regret, sister ru?
I can't give you a grand wedding, and I can't witness that you become the happiest bride in the world. I'd like to thank Lian Hao here. Really, at least he let us bump into each other at a wedding. At least we've come together to enter the palace of marriage. I wish you happiness in the future. "Finish saying, the second cup of wine poured into my stomach again, the wine is so spicy that I can't open my eyes.
I raised my head a little and said with a smile: "the wine is still very strong. My eyes are hot and tears. Sister Ru, do you remember what you called me when we first met?"
Sobbing big long legs sobbing said: "small, small dish..."
I looked up at her and said, "yes, Xiaocai, or this one. It started with this one and ended with this one. Sister Ru, I'll ask you a question today. If you don't answer me today, I'll lie at your wedding gate when you get married, unless you step over my body. When you're a bride, I can't accept you lying in someone else's house. Don't I'm in bed, even in the arms of other men, but I think about me. Unless you tell me that you like him and you love him, I want you to tell me in person that you don't like me. Let's break up. When it's over, tell me that the daughter-in-law I robbed in front of hundreds of people is in love with someone else. Tell me that the one who took me to climb the ferris wheel and cooked for me at home, Let me realize for the first time that a warm woman at home falls in love with someone else. Tell me that I want to get pain all my life. Coax the mother-in-law for a lifetime to fall in love with someone else. You tell me yourself, tell that the appearance queen, but the heart is like a little girl. The poor woman has a new belonging. That man is better than me and loves you more than me. It can bring you happiness as long as it is your own mouth Tell me, I'll turn around and leave. If I harass you once after you tell me, I'll be a beast. I want a word from you now! "
I finally can't help but tear off the last piece of cover on myself, but I really can't accept the fact that big long legs fall in love with others.
"Ah - ah! Chen Kai, Chen Kai, I, I'm sorry for you, Chen Kai, I, I'm sorry for you, Chen Kai. " The voice of big long legs is now intermittent, and the original sound color can not be heard.
My pale face, trying to squeeze out a smile, to the big long legs said: "sister Ru, you tell me."
"I, I love I, Chen Kai, I'm sorry, I, I love him... " The last sentence, like the humming of a mosquito, can hardly be heard in this noisy environment.
A word into the cicada's wings, hit my heart, like a soul out of the body, trance around the noise of the noise gradually away, the world left this sentence, I love him, back and forth like vines, like the morning bell and evening drums in my ears, I feel my soul like a piece of rubble, in this sound was shocked full of cracks, and then became powder, was As soon as the wind blows, it doesn't disperse.
She really fell in love with others, she really fell in love with others, she really, fell in love with others
I firmly grasp the glass in my hand. The glass is broken. Now the glass debris is inserted into my hand, and the big long leg breaks my hand in panic. But I feel like I'm possessed. My teeth are closed. When the big long leg touches me, I give a thrill, and then take away my hand. Don't let her touch me. Go, Chen Kai, you must go out and be like a man Go out.
This is my idea at that time. I have nothing left. Let's leave some face for myself. Even if you are killed by a car when you go out, you can't fall down, die or die in front of him! "
I came out of it, and stumbled. I knew how many tables I had knocked down. I heard the wailing of long legs behind me. I was so sad. Sister Ru, why are you so sad? Why are you so sad? Why don't you like to be more than others? Why are you so sad? Even if I'm dead, what does it have to do with you?
Bang, open the glass door, with a knife like wind directly to the face, who said the south wind is not strong?
I don't know how sad I am now. Even I don't know how to insist on this ridiculous self-esteem in others' eyes is like a complete joke.
It's nothing to do with me. It's just that I've been a big loser since I became a member of the street.
You are my faith, I used to struggle because of you, this woman, and now my faith, completely collapsed, I, what is the meaning of living?
When I walk alone in this street, I wonder if I can die?
See the back and forth of the traffic flow, I smile on my face, see you in the next life?
My body moved, I was about to rush forward, but I didn't expect to be tight behind me. A soft body tightly held me, so tight, as if afraid of losing.
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