Now?
Su Su was startled for a moment, then she looked towards An Ran. An Ran was much skinnier compared to last time she saw her at Mu Bai's place. She had specially made herself up to attend the wedding today, but there was still a tiredness in her eyes that could not be hidden.
Su Su swallowed the refusal back down her throat.
"Alright!"
The wedding had not yet begun, and she would not miss anything if she went out for a while.
The golf course was huge. The two of them stepped onto the green grass and walked to a corner where there was no one.
Then, she looked at the wedding scene, her eyes filled with unconcealable envy, "Su Su, actually, I really do envy you and Zhang Xin. From Mu Bai, I know some of your experiences. It seems that every woman looks forward to a wedding, and I'm no exception … "
Su Su saw the loneliness in her eyes and could not help but say, "When Mu Bai proposes marriage with you, you will also have such a happy time."
Propose?
An Ran laughed bitterly as she turned her head to look at Su Su, "It looks like you really didn't know. Mu Bai and I … Already married. "
Su Su's eyes were wide opened, she was extremely shocked!
Married?
She had never heard anyone reveal anything before!
"You all … Hidden marriage? "
An Ran shook her head, "No, I don't want to be married off …" Su Su, I grew up in Britain, my parents are British Chinese, I have British citizenship, all my friends and classmates are in England, I have been here since I was a child, the last time you saw me, it was my first time returning home, this is my second time, I don't have any friends here … The last time I saw you... This is not a pleasant process at all. "
Su Su already guessed what An Ran was going to say next, and the smile on her face slowly faded.
"Do you know, when I first saw you, I immediately understood why Mu Bai hadn't forgotten about you for so many years. I feel like I'm just a substitute in his heart, if I knew that you were so outstanding, I wouldn't have replaced you in his heart. I wouldn't have agreed to his proposal."
Su Su was silent.
At a time like this, all she needed to do was listen. Any words could hurt An Ran.
"Su Su, do you know, I really gave a lot for Mu Bai. I fell in love with him at first sight, and it was completely wishful thinking between us, so I had always been chasing after him. I grew up in England, so I didn't know how to speak Mandarin at all. During the three years in England, I had been constantly paying attention to him. When I cooked and learned culinary arts for him, even My parents felt that I was crazy, but I knew that I wasn't! It was only after meeting Mu Bai that I found out what it's like to have a crush on someone. "
Su Su could not help but say, "You guys are married, this can be considered as having come to the bitter end, right?"
[The bitter taste of death?]
An Ran shook her head, "Before I saw you, I had been wondering, for an outstanding person like Mu Bai, what kind of person did he have a crush on, and that girl must have bad eyes, otherwise why didn't he choose Mu Bai? But after seeing that you and Xiao Ling had such a tacit understanding between each other, I finally understood that there was no hope for Mu Bai at all.
"Mu Bai... He's a good man, and he'll take good care of you when he marries you. "
An Ran nodded, "You're right. He treats me very well indeed. He is gentle and considerate. He cares so much about me …" Initially, he had thought that as long as she could stay by his side, it would be fine. But the more he came into contact with her, the more he felt that it was not enough. He really wanted to be the closest person to him and always be with him. "Replacing your place in his heart …"
Su Su's heart was heavy.
She thought that Mu Bai had already forgotten about her, which was why he was looking for a girlfriend.
"I originally thought that returning with him was a new beginning for both of us, but I didn't expect that after returning to our country for just a short period of time, I would completely give up on this man! Su Su, do you know that you asked Mu Bai to take care of Jingrui and Xiao Qi previously, but in reality … The other day, the two of us agreed to go to England to complete the graduation procedures... But when he heard it was you, he agreed without hesitation. "
Su Su's body froze and she quickly replied, "I'm sorry, I didn't know …"
"I don't blame you." An Ran shook her head, "Actually, you don't have to feel guilty. After all … You have never given Mu Bai any hope, this is already the most merciful thing that has happened to him and me, the reason why I told you all these today was not because I wanted to blame you, I just felt very depressed in my heart, but there was no one who could listen to my words, so I sought you out to explain it to you. "You're really funny, I can only say these words to you …"
Su Su pursed her lips.
"Phew —" An Ran looked up at the sky and let out a long breath, "I've thought it through …" Su Su, I have decided to separate with Mu Bai. "
Su Su was stunned!
After a long while, she finally whispered, "This decision of yours …" Is there a reason for me to do this? "
An Ran shook her head, "No! Really! Su Su, did you know? I originally knew that there was someone in Mu Bai's heart, and I really didn't like you, but when I saw you personally, I realized that I couldn't hate you at all! The matter of me divorce Mu Bai didn't have anything to do with you, so you don't need to feel sorry for him, nor do you need to feel sorry for me! I made my own choice to be with him, and separating from him is also my own decision, because I already understand one thing. "
Su Su asked in a daze, "What is it?"
An Ran suddenly smiled. When she smiled, her eyes were bright and her entire face was radiant. She was very eye-catching. His secret crush was really only a matter of himself! Just like how I secretly love Mu Bai, I love him! Even if I was separated from him, I would still love him alone, and I might never be able to forget him in the days to come … It's because I know this that I have to separate from him! Because... His secret crush on you is no less than mine on him! "
"..." Since I'm fated to not get everything of him, then I might as well … Not the slightest bit! This way, the pain in the future might be less! "
"…"
Su Su didn't know how to advise her at all.
"Ai …" Indeed, it will be much easier to say the words in your heart now. Su Su, thank you for listening to my words. "
Su Su smiled bitterly and shook her head.
Just then, the sound of footsteps could be heard. The two of them looked over at the same time and saw Mu Bai walking over with a dark expression.