Last night, Yun Jinghong hugged her and trembled all over. His tears flowed through her hair and onto her neck, and they were still warm.
At that moment, Liusu could feel his fear, the fear of losing, and the joy of regaining it, such complex emotions.
So, she doesn't want to do stupid things anymore, she wants to get better.
Li Haitang didn't say a word, and silently put a pillow behind Tassel, and served sea ginseng porridge to feed her.
"I can eat by myself."
Liusu felt guilty and said in a low voice, but her throat was still injured, and her voice was hoarse. She only ate a piece of cucumber, which made her almost cry out in pain, and finally had to specialize in sea cucumber porridge.
Sea cucumber porridge is filled with salt and green onion. The sea cucumber is chopped and slides down the throat. After eating, the stomach does not seem so empty, but rather satisfied.
"What on earth are you thinking?"
Seeing that Liusu's mood improved, he seemed to be thinking about it, Li Haitang couldn't help but said, "Why are you so stupid, do you think what you do is great?"
Suicide is the most stupid way, even if Yun Jinghong will remember it after a few years, so what? Can he stay unmarried all his life? Don't want children? Live by the tombstone?
"You are dead, he will marry a wife and have children, and he may make up for what he owes you to the next generation!"
Li Haitang nodded Liusu's head with his hand, he is quite smart, but he is stupid at the critical moment, and he is not ordinary stupid!
When a person is alive, there is always something to look forward to, but when a person dies, there is nothing left!
"But, I will never have a child again in my life."
After Liusu finished speaking, her eyes were full of sadness, and she still couldn't get over this hurdle in her heart.
Li Haitang bowed her head. After all, this would be a big blow to any woman. If she said anything, she would be suspected of standing up and talking without back pain.
Fortunately, modern technology is advanced, and test tubes can be used. Otherwise, if you have money, it is not a big deal to find a substitute for pregnancy.
But in Daqi, losing the right to be a mother and not having any flesh and blood of her own in this life is indeed a bit sad.
"Yes, you can't give birth, but you can adopt and adopt."
If you think there is no child, there is always something missing in the family, you can still think of a way, this is what Yun Jinghong meant.
He never thought of taking a concubine to have children, so this is already the best way.
"But how can I be selfish? See, he doesn't even have any offspring..."
Liusu gritted her teeth, she just couldn't do it, she thought, maybe she was too jealous, it's normal for a man to have three wives and four concubines, if Yun Jinghong finds a woman to have a child, she won't object, at least, it's him flesh and blood.
Li Haitang: ...
Liusu always said that she was soft-hearted and a saint, but in fact she was the same.
Seeing that Liusu's mood had stabilized, Li Haitang didn't try to persuade her too much. After she went out, Yun Jinghong came up to ask about the situation with a cheeky face. Li Haitang pretended not to see, and quickly left the northern camp.
Entering the sixth month of the lunar calendar, the sky suddenly becomes longer, and it slowly darkens one or two hours after the sun sets.
The things Li Haitang bought were sent to the border town one after another in the past two days. She was very satisfied with the quality of the vegetables and fruits.
As expected of the Ma family, even if they lost, they still have connections, and the defeat of Master Ma was not a real defeat.
The theater troupe has already rehearsed the play where Mulan joins the army instead of her father, and they have an appointment to go on stage tomorrow.
After Li Haitang washed up, he placed building blocks with Xiao Dou Bao. Dou Bao looked at the door from time to time, waiting for his father to come back and tell a story.
Xiao Lingchuan didn't come home until night, Dou Bao had already slept soundly.
After kissing the tender face of the bean bun, Xiao Lingchuan talked about the reason for his late return.
He has been investigating He's family lately to see if they have colluded with the barbarians. As a result, Master He pretended to be ill on the surface, but secretly wanted to take his family to escape from the border town.
"Escape, is he willing?"
The Ma family mortgaged the ancestral house and some shops to the He family to pay off the debts, as well as some land deeds. These things cannot be sold in a short while. If Master He leaves, it will be a big loss.
"Life is more important than money? He has a guilty conscience and shows his feet."
Xiao Lingchuan didn't take the He family seriously, so she handed Li Haitang a letter.
"Husband, this is?"
Li Haitang opened the letter suspiciously, and found that the paper had a fragrance of plum blossoms, and there was a brand of plum blossoms on it.
It was her newly released elder brother Yu Feiling who wrote the letter. In the letter, Yu Feiling revealed her identity as the leader of the Plum Blossom Sect.
"No wonder..."
Li Haitang twitched the corners of his mouth, thinking that it was a brilliant idea to go inside Sishui City to instigate Yu Wenshou.
The letter is encrypted, and there is one more thing mentioned above.
Yu Qilin's eyes are back in place, and the huge amount of money and hidden guards left by the Great Qi Taizu have surfaced, but if you want to get this power, you must meet two conditions. The first is the blood of the Yu family, and the second is to get Hidden approval.
Yu Feiling was in Sishui City and couldn't get away for a while, so he wanted his younger sister Li Haitang to go.
That sum of money is very important to the Yu family, and it must be obtained as soon as possible without any delay, and the location is Yuluo Mountain, which is tens of miles away from the capital, where the Yu family's ancestral home is.
"Leaving for Kyoto?"
Li Haitang yawned, feeling that she had traveled far and wide, and she had to go through a lot of troubles, and on this trip back to Beijing, she still had to recognize her relatives and meet her dear father.
There are still two days left until the sixth day of June, and it is definitely not possible to go now, and the journey is far away, so there is no shortage of preparations.
When leaving this time, there is no need to worry about safety issues. Manzi himself is so devastated that Zeng Yan has no one to rely on, and is shrinking like a mouse, unable to make a difference.
"Husband, apart from the sixth day of June, there is no suitable day to travel!"
Li Haitang had a headache, and for a few days before and after, he was forbidden to go out, only the sixth day of June was an auspicious day.
"Then we'll leave on the sixth day of June, it doesn't matter if it's later."
Now at the city gate, as long as you register, it is a little more relaxed than before, and you can still leave the city. Xiao Lingchuan has a token, even if you arrive at Lucheng in the middle of the night, the city gate can still be opened.
"Then it will be on the sixth day of June."
Li Haitang was very helpless, one thing was over, another thing came to her, her courage became heavier and heavier.
She had already planned to go to the capital, but unexpectedly, because of a letter from her eldest brother, everything was brought forward.
That being the case, she was going to inform her younger brother Li Jinhu that when the time came to go to the Ruan's house, she would fulfill her mother's last wish.
As for Ruan Pingzhi, he is a descendant of the Ruan family, so it would be great if he could go back.
She informed Ruan Pingzhi of the news, but the other party shook his head, "Haitang, when I went out, I thought that I would never step into the gate of the Ruan Mansion again in this life." Grandfather's goose is important, what face is there to go back?