"Do you feel that I am very despicable, putting that kind of thing in my own bag?" Lin Xuemei asked back.
"I …" Honestly speaking, the first time Li Wenlong saw the thing in Lin Xuemei's bag, he really thought that Lin Xuemei belonged to the type of woman that became dissolute.
It wasn't until later that he realized that he had been wrong, but he had always been confused and confused. Why do you think a woman has that thing in her bag? Even if it was a man, he wouldn't necessarily bring this with him!
"I know you're cursing me for being despicable in your heart. Any man would think the same way when he sees a woman. Even a woman would think the same way when she sees a woman, let alone a man. Under normal circumstances, a professional would carry this with them, right?" Lin Xuemei said somewhat self-deprecatingly.
"I really didn't think about that, I just felt …" Li Wenlong's hesitation had still betrayed him.
"Even if you don't think that's what I did, you would surely think that my life was rotten, right?" Lin Xuemei said with sympathy.
"This, I …" That's right, I thought about it, especially when I saw the Radix Sorbiae calling you at that time. A Deputy Permanent Director was directly calling you, which made me feel that it was a bit inconceivable, that the two of you would … " Knowing that concealing his own thoughts was not wise, Li Wenlong directly revealed his true thoughts.
"You think there's a relationship between us?" If he truly spoke, Lin Xuemei would say whatever he wanted to say. He did not hide anything.
"Yes," Li Wenlong could only admit honestly.
"He was once my father's secretary. After knowing that I had left the family and came to Plain Province, he took the initiative to come here, but actually, if it was according to father's intentions, I was prepared to leave him in the vicinity of the capital, since there would be more opportunities for me to be promoted there, but he did not agree. According to him, my father owed him a favor, so he should come and take care of me.
"If I'm not wrong, he should have some ideas about you, right?" Li Wenlong interrupted.
"Mm. I know what he's thinking, but I only view him as an older brother. Do I really not feel that way about him?" Lin Xuemei nodded in acknowledgement.
"What about me?" Li Wenlong suddenly asked.
"To you?" Lin Xuemei was obviously stunned for a moment: "Do you want to hear the truth or a lie?"
"Of course it's the truth." Li Wenlong said without thinking.
"The truth is, actually I don't feel anything for you, but you are the first man in my memory to have seen my body, so you have to take responsibility of me," Lin Xuemei said seriously.
"Ah, is that true?" Li Wenlong's face was filled with disappointment and surprise.
"Is that true? If you look at my body, you will be responsible for me," Lin Xuemei's words did not sound like he was joking at all.
F * ck me! Li Wenlong secretly cursed in her heart: If that's the case, then I'm too damn lucky. I can obtain a girl's body just by looking at her body. Don't tell me that in my previous life, I had to spend a lot of time to reward me?
Li Wenlong felt pleased with herself: I'm really too handsome!
However, Lin Xuemei's next words deeply shocked him once more, "But, if you were simply acting like this, I wouldn't have given myself to you. As we slowly interact, I discovered that the way you look at me is different from how other men look at me, which is why I firmly decided to give myself to you. If your eyes are the same as theirs, not only will I not give myself to you, I will even kick you away from me."
"How come my eyes are different from theirs?" Li Wenlong asked puzzledly, he did not realize that his eyes were different from others!
If your eyes are the same as theirs, I definitely won't be able to keep you by my side, let alone voluntarily give your body to you. "Lin Xuemei's words moved Li Wenlong's heart, and at the same time, it made him ashamed. Honestly speaking, when he first saw Lin Xuemei, he thought that if she could do that kind of thing with such a woman, it would be a wonderful thing. But he quickly dispelled this thought, because he clearly knew that she was the young boss of this place. Replacing it was a type of admiration and worship towards Lin Xuemei, who was a natural born beauty. He took Lin Xuemei as her own goddess, viewed Lin Xuemei as his own celestial sister, and thought that she could not profane Lin Xuemei's beauty.
What he did not expect was that it was this inferiority that had led to his extraordinary harvest, both to her heart and to her determination to give up her first time.
"Sister Lin, if you say it like that, I definitely cannot do that sort of thing with you," Li Wenlong said righteously after listening to Lin Xuemei.
"Why?" Lin Xuemei turned her head to look at Li Wenlong, and discovered that Li Wenlong's eyes were filled with sincerity, and did not have any suspicion that she was doing it intentionally.
"You should have your own love, you should have your own marriage, you should have a happy life, I can't ruin your body, I can't let you not face your future other half, I can't do this, if I do this, the heaven and earth will not accept it, I will be damned by the heavens, I can't kill off your entire life's happiness just for the sake of my own speed!" Li Wenlong felt himself suddenly becoming much taller, and was secretly pleased that he could still say these words: F * * * * k, my mother is really too handsome!
As expected, after hearing Li Wenlong's words, Lin Xuemei's eyes instantly turned red: "Wen Long, this is what I am willing to do, it has nothing to do with you, you don't have to blame yourself, you don't have to feel guilty, nor do you need to feel uneasy. This is what you deserve, if you are willing, I can even die for you …"
"Don't …" Li Wenlong stopped Lin Xuemei, "Don't say that, I won't allow you to do this. I want you to live well, live for me, and even more so, live for yourself.
After Li Wenlong said this, Lin Xuemei became silent for a moment: That's right, I can release her, but how should I explain it to my father? Since I have already returned to that family, I should take on some responsibilities. Would he allow his daughter to never marry? The answer was simple, it didn't need much thought to understand. Even if Lin Wanjiang was more open-minded, he wouldn't be so open-minded as to allow his own daughter to be someone else's third daughter. Third, it was a phrase that all men yearned for, while all women yearned to beat! Furthermore, it was a profession that the elders scolded him about. Lin Xuemei suddenly realized that she himself seemed to have unwittingly entered the top three.
The boss of a Branch was a married driver for three days. If this got out, who knew if people would laugh their teeth off at him. Even if they didn't, it would become a joke during meals and meals.
At this moment, Lin Xuemei suddenly hesitated, as though she was shaken by everything she had done. It was true that he had looked at her own body, and there was appreciation in her eyes. She was just a driver and a worker, while she was a company official and the daughter of a senior executive. She had a bright future ahead of him.
As if he had felt Lin Xuemei's strangeness, the arm Li Wenlong had been holding around Lin Xuemei loosened by quite a bit. Li Wenlong's heart was also dripping blood, and she even silently cursed herself for being such a fool: You're not even going to eat the meat that's delivered to your doorstep, what are you going to eat? How many men dreamed of such a beautiful woman? How many men gave up everything they had in order to spend a night with such a beautiful woman? Yet, they wanted to push out the things they could get for free.
However, Li Wenlong did not regret it at all, if she truly regretted it, then it would not be Li Wenlong, he knew that she had done the right thing, she definitely could not ruin a woman's happy life just because of her greed, if that happened, she would really become a sinner for the ages. This kind of woman, should originally have had a happy life and a happy family, if she had broken through her film, her husband would probably not care about him for the time being because she was the big boss's daughter, but in the future, what about Lin Wanjiang? At that time, his face would probably be exposed!
Thinking of this, Li Wenlong started to feel more and more that she couldn't do that kind of thing to Lin Xuemei. It would simply be destroying a person's happiness.
Li Wenlong quietly got up, and casually pulled the towel that Lin Xuemei had thrown away just now to wrap her body, "Do you have another blanket, can you lend me one?"
Lin Xuemei's words had deeply stung Li Wenlong's heart, and at the same time, pulled him back from the dream: I am just a figment of her imagination, to truly become that white horse in her heart, let alone the fact that I need to spend a lot of effort, maybe it is impossible for me to do so. The love between a grass root and a princess can only appear in the fairy tales of Andersen, in reality, it is absolutely impossible to see them, even if I could see them, it could only be in her dreams, and also dreams that she can only see them during the daytime.
Following Lin Xuemei's guidance, Li Wenlong found a blanket in the closet, wrapped it around herself, and headed to the living room. As she laid on the sofa, she looked at the orange light emitting from the bedroom, and her heart felt sad: It's fine, why did you agree to stay, you'll at least be able to sleep on the brick bed, and here, not only can you not touch me, you'll also have to endure the pain of being curled up on the sofa. This is really asking for trouble, you have to think of a way to change your current predicament.
The word "getting rich" was deeply imprinted into Li Wenlong's mind, and Xiao Yuanshan's words rang in his ears at the same time: "Young man, you need to know how to endure, you need to learn how to prepare for the future, you need to learn how to grow during a fight. The positions of those who got promoted did not come out of thin air, it was obtained after a series of hard work.
"Wenlong, are you asleep?" Faintly, Li Wenlong was about to fall asleep when suddenly, a voice that sounded like it came from heaven pierced into his ears.
"Ah, yes," Li Wenlong answered in a daze.
"I can't sleep."
Holy shit, God, why are you tormenting me like this? Can't you just let me calm down for a while? Li Wenlong felt that he was about to go crazy.
"Sister Lin, it's almost 2 o'clock. Can you let me sleep for a while?" Li Wenlong said in a sobbing tone. Although staying up all night was one of his strengths, but he had to be responsible for her life and Lin Xuemei's safety. Who knows when this leader would set off. Even ten lives wouldn't be enough.
"I can't sleep, so why don't you come and chat with me? Didn't you just ask me why I put that thing in my bag? Let me tell you now, "Lin Xuemei reached out and fiddled with Li Wenlong's body," How uncomfortable it is here! "
Li Wenlong still endured it. "Sister Lin, it's better for you to hurry back to your room and go to sleep. I just need to take a brief rest here.
"Wow, you've been on a drill. Is it like the one on TV? "Tell me about it," Lin Xuemei said excitedly. Since she was young, she had always admired those in military uniforms.
Uh, a black line appeared on Li Wenlong's forehead. What was wrong with this stinky mouth, not only did it pick up what Lin Xuemei liked to hear.
"Sister Lin, how about I explain it to you later? Let's go to sleep first" Ehh, there's some hidden meaning behind those words and he spoke the wrong words, Li Wenlong hurriedly covered his own mouth, it's best to not say anymore, otherwise, something might happen.
At this time, Lin Xuemei had already completely calmed down her state of mind. She believed that the so-called common sense was only a bit of disdain towards those who were inferior to her in one's subconscious mind, but there should be equality between people. Since her body needed it, why must she go against nature?
Women should respect their own needs!
Lin Xuemei said to herself secretly in her heart.
"Now, I can tell you why I have it in my bag."
"Why?" Li Wenlong's curiosity was piqued again. Humans were always filled with curiosity towards the unknown.
"Have you ever heard of such a report?" When women are subject to sexual abuse, should they desperately defend their dignity or rationally hand over that thing? "Lin Xuemei seemed to be muttering to herself, but she didn't ask for Li Wenlong's response, and just continued," When I was in my first year of college, I saw a newspaper that reported that the Western countries were originally a country with open sex. But the AIDS patients there weren't the most numerous, and among them, the most important thing was that on their university campuses, on the side of the road, it could be seen that they would distribute free things everywhere, even if it was in the wee hours of the morning.
The magazine said that sexual contact is the most direct way to cause AIDS and that every woman has a chance to be sexually assaulted. In our country, most women will choose to fight it out and end up with nothing, but life is a once for us, and we shouldn't give up so easily. So, you should find a way to minimize the damage and then, a small thing is essential. "
Since he was unable to fight back in such a situation, he might as well enjoy it!
Not knowing why, Li Wenlong suddenly thought of something, Lin Xuemei's words made him want to laugh. She wanted to think of a way to deal with a woman when she was unavoidably strong.
"Sir, please wait a moment. Can you put it on first?" As he spoke, he took out his bag.
At this time, how would the strong react? It was very likely that she thought this woman was crazy. "Damn, I'm being strong, but you actually made me wear it. Did you forget to take your medicine when you were out?"
Li Wenlong's thoughts were racing …
"I know what you're thinking." Lin Xuemei turned around and glanced at Li Wenlong, "After reading this report, my initial thoughts were the same as yours. But after I changed my mind, I felt that what this person said made sense, and since I couldn't get rid of him, then I could only helplessly choose to face it. And when facing him, I should do everything I could to minimize the extent of injury I received."
"So you put a box in your bag?" Li Wenlong laughed and said.
"Well, the next day I went to the drugstore and bought a box. You don't know how much courage I put into buying this box, but I ran ten times just to get to the drugstore, and every time I did it, I beat a drum at the door and then a drum at the door, and then a drum at the end, and so on and so on five times before I walked into the drugstore, did you know that? When I went in, the waiters were all laughing at me, although they didn't say anything, I knew that they were definitely laughing at me. At that time, I took something and ran, I even forgot to give them money, "After saying this, Lin Xuemei wanted to find a hole to hide in.
"If that's the case, then you can be considered to have gotten it from robbery," Li Wenlong laughed until her stomach hurt.
"Don't laugh at me." Lin Xuemei turned around and lightly pounded on Li Wenlong's chest.
"Alright, alright, I won't laugh anymore." Li Wenlong forced himself not to laugh, "Then when I go back to buy later, won't my courage increase a lot?"
"Later?" "After that, I didn't buy it again because I never used it from the start," Lin Xuemei said disapprovingly.
"What did you say?" Li Wenlong looked at Lin Xuemei as if he was looking at an alien. "You mean to say that the box in your bag was the one you bought when you were in your first year of university?"
"Yes?" "What's wrong?" Lin Xuemei looked at Li Wenlong doubtfully.
"My God, don't you know that that thing will expire as well?" Li Wenlong didn't know whether to laugh or cry as he looked at the confused Lin Xuemei.
"Will that also expire?" Lin Xuemei said with a face full of surprise: "I have never opened it before!"
"My Sister Lin Sis, even if you don't open it, that thing will definitely expire. If you don't believe me, go take a look. There must be something written on it!" Li Wenlong really did not know how to describe her' ignorance 'anymore.
"Oh, I'll go take a look. I opened it last time," Lin Xuemei said as he ran outside excitedly.
"Aiya, it's really like that," Lin Xuemei said as she ran back to her with a face full of shock.
"How many years have they expired?" Li Wenlong said while laughing.
"Let me see!" Lin Xuemei started to count with his fingers, but he did not figure it out yet. Li Wenlong suddenly 'ah', he suddenly thought of something that made his balls hurt, and it seemed like the last time, he seemed to have used another one, that Lin Xuemei had accidentally stuffed into his pockets, and was used by him and Kong Jiayi. Damn, no wonder Kong Jiayi got pregnant, feelings are that problem.
"What's wrong?" Lin Xuemei looked at Li Wenlong's painful expression in shock.
"I... Li Wenlong felt that she had really fallen into a pit of misfortune, she could encounter all sorts of sad things. Under Lin Xuemei's questioning, Li Wenlong recounted what happened last time to him.
After hearing what Li Wenlong had to say, Lin Xuemei laughed heartily, "Hahahahaha!"