"Ah?" Qi Yun's words made Li Wenlong feel a little flustered, as if the things he had agreed with Zhao Haixia had been known by Qi Yun.
"Why, inconvenient?" Qi Yun tilted his head and looked at Li Wenlong, "ha ha, if it's inconvenient, we'll have another day. Anyway, there will be more opportunities in the future, young people. It's normal that many things happen. By the way, you said that you asked for leave that day. What happened in the end?" To Li Wenlong's relief, Qi Yun didn't get entangled in your dinner together in the evening, but shifted a topic.
"Not so good" Li Wenlong shook his head, a burst of loss in his heart, there are many times, he really want to make a phone call, but the finger on the mobile phone button but still dare not, also did not have the courage to press down, later, after all, the idea was forced down, but, in the heart that miss is more intense, at the same time, a want to go up as soon as possible In his opinion, as long as he can climb to a certain height, he will have the opportunity to decide something that he can't decide now. Maybe, he and Lin Xuemei will have a chance. Maybe, all the impossibility will become possible. Maybe, the biggest regret in this life will become possible Their own happiness, it is possible Li Wenlong did not dare to think about the possibilities. However, he felt that if he did not fight for it, it might become impossible forever. Therefore, he still needed to work hard.
"Wenlong, you know, there are a lot of things in people's life that are destined to regret some things. What we can do can only be as few regrets as possible." it seems that he saw through Li Wenlong's inner world. Qi Yun gently patted him on the shoulder. He didn't know that it was such a sentence that suddenly untied Li Wenlong's heart knot.
"Thank you, secretary in charge, I understand." looking at Qi Yun, Li Wenlong firmly nodded. He already knew what to do and what to do so that he would not regret all his life. After Qi Yun left, Li Wenlong took out his mobile phone with trembling hands, exhausted his whole body's strength, and tried to press down 11 numbers, which he had always remembered in his heart, but he started Finally did not have the courage to press the number, 11 yearning but can not be together, listen to the phone doodle Du With the sound of Du, Li Wenlong felt his heart suddenly raised to his throat. He didn't dare to think about how to talk to the people on the other side of the phone
Finally, the beep was not there. Instead, the number on the mobile phone screen began to beat. It was this number that made Li Wenlong feel that his heart beat stopped at once. At this moment, he didn't know how to say it. His once heartbreaking Miss turned into silence, On the other side of the phone, two lines of tears have slipped into the snow-white neck. On the other side of the phone, two lines of tears are flowing silently. However, they can't say anything. It's not that they don't want to say it. Instead, they really don't know what to say, don't know where to start and how to tell those heartbroken. Even, Li Wenlong feels his language can Force seems to stop working, the upper and lower lips touched several times, but did not touch a word, finally, or the telephone side of the person took the lead to speak.
"Are you all right?" The voice over the phone is very low. Rao is like this. It still makes Li Wenlong's whole heart tremble like the voice from the sky. Once, this voice is so familiar. Once, the voice often surrounds the ear. Once, the voice is like three meals a day. But now, the voice is so far away from himself, far away in the sky Ya, one in the corner of the sea.
"I'm fine, and you?" Li Wenlong's voice was hoarse, so hoarse that he doubted whether he had said it.
"I'm ok." after that, the two men fell silent again, until they heard a cry of "wow" coming from the other party's microphone. Li Wenlong finally couldn't help saying, "sister Lin, is this my son?"
"Son, don't cry, don't cry, darling!" The child is the mother's all, this is not false at all, even if the person on the phone is a man who he thinks about day and night. In front of his flesh and blood, he can't be compared. He throws away his mobile phone. Lin Xuemei quickly picks up the child and quickly fills her milk into her pink mouth. She feels the powerful permission, and her face shows a happy smile It doesn't matter if the next cell phone is still there, it's in a call state.
Until the child with a sweet smile to sleep, see the sharp edges like a person's small face, Lin Xuemei thought of the phone beside her pillow. Take it, the number above is still beating fast, which has been displayed for more than 20 minutes.
"Are you still there?" Layers of ripples surged into Lin Xuemei's heart again. Facing the microphone of her mobile phone, she asked softly. She didn't know whether she was afraid to disturb the child who had just fallen asleep or that the sudden inquiry would disturb the person on the other side of the phone. At the same time, the deep thoughts that had been accumulated for a long time were like the flood that opened the floodgate again and rushed to Lin Xuemei's The whole heart.
"I Li Wenlong's words are full of trills. In such a season, it shouldn't happen. However, after hearing the voice of mother and son on the other side of the microphone, it still couldn't be contained.After a long time, Li Wenlong took the lead in saying: "in fact, I wanted to see you for a long time, but I can't leave now because there are some special circumstances here. After this period of time, I will certainly go to see you."
"I know that work is important, especially as a secretary You have to put aside all the miscellaneous things around you. No matter what, the boss should be the first. What's more, you are just entering the industry and still in the probation period. Don't think that the boss has already assessed you and you can be finished. You should know that the boss's assessment is anytime, anywhere, and maybe the boss will give you something So, we must... " Lin Xuemei herself did not know why. Before the two people did not talk on the phone, she was so eager to think about it. However, once the phone was connected, her heart was surprisingly calm down. Moreover, she could not help giving Li Wenlong a lesson again.
"I'm sorry, I'm not by your side when you need me the most." although Lin Xuemei seems to have walked out of his missing, Li Wenlong is still trapped in it, choking. Li Wenlong speaks his heart, especially when he hears Lin Xuemei's teaching to himself again, Li Wenlong feels that his sense of shame is even stronger A man can't accompany a woman when she gives birth to a child. Li Wenlong doesn't know how sad and irresponsible it is. However, it's something he can't change. In front of such a huge society, he is really too small to control himself or even his own thoughts Think and act.
Lin Xuemei, the goddess in his mind, whether it was in the past, or now, or in the distant future, Li Wenlong will not deny this. Even if he has Kong Jiayi, even though Kong Jiayi has gone deep into his heart, Li Wenlong can not deny that his own heart still keeps a place for Lin Xuemei, and it is quite a place This position is irreplaceable. As Kong Jiayi's husband, it may be inappropriate to do so himself
, but Li Wenlong knows that this can not be changed. This is a reality that can not be changed even if he wants to change it.
At the beginning, the reason why I agreed to marry Kong Jiayi was out of a promise to Kong yuan. I even said that at that time, I had no feelings for Kong Jiayi, and had no preparation to live together for a lifetime. However, in the face of Kong Yuan's praying eyes, Li Wenlong had no way to refuse or refuse a dying man Li Wenlong has no courage to worry about dying, especially after Wei Dapeng showed such inhumanity. Once, when Li Wenlong was just sensible, his parents once told him that he must be faithful.
Faith, in short, is credit and morality.
Credit, simply speaking, is the trust that can fulfill the promise. Credit is the trust and credibility accumulated for a long time. Credit is rare and easy to lose. The credit accumulated in ten years is often lost due to one thing's words and deeds. It also refers to the positive record of our past commitment fulfillment. It is also a kind of behavior art, and a behavior management mode that everyone can try and self manage.
With the development of human history, the word "credit" has already contained rich connotations. It may be one of the most complex and elusive concepts in human cognition. "Some things only exist in people's minds. Among all these things, none is more eccentric and more subtle than credit. Credit is never forced, but consciously voluntary, depending on such feelings as expectation and worry. Credit often appears on its own without striving for it Once the credit is lost, it is difficult to recover completely Credit is very similar to, and in many cases it is.
Credit can be explained from multiple levels, from the legal level, and also from the economic level. However, according to Li Wenlong, the meaning of credit is best interpreted from the perspective of ethics.
To interpret credit from the ethical point of view, in fact, refers to a kind of moral quality of keeping promises. It is a special invisible but vital driving force that can make the interpersonal relationship of the whole society develop healthily. Without this impetus, human society will no longer be civilized. Without this impetus, all kinds of feelings between people will also be Therefore, from the moment when he had his own cognitive ability, Li Wenlong warned himself that he would always stress on credit no matter whether he was a child in his infancy, an old man in his twilight, or just a man on the street, who was afraid to avoid beggars under any circumstances, as long as he did not violate the law, In other words, the other side is a heinous villain. However, as long as he does not violate the law, Li Wenlong will demand credit from the other party.
In Li Wenlong's view, credit is the premise and morality is the guarantee.
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