In the evening, the provincial roads can only be described in one word, that is, blocking. This is already a common problem in the first and second tier cities in China. Even some third tier cities with better economic conditions are also suffering from this kind of trouble. However, at this time, it started to rain sporadically. Turning on the wiper, Lin Xuemei's mood was as bad as the current weather, and the horns were ringing one after another, but the cars ahead were one Lin Xuemei runs a red light. Although she has made up her mind to cut off the relationship with Li Wenlong, she still hopes to leave a good impression on him. She doesn't want the feelings accumulated over the years to collapse in an instant. Maybe this is an indescribable characteristic of human beings. Sometimes, she has made up her mind to sever the relationship with Li Wenlong Obviously, I hope to cut it off, but I still hope to leave some room.
After running a red light, the road seems to be better. Maybe it is also a compensation brought by the violation of the regulations. However, under such circumstances, the speed still can't be raised. It took Lin Xuemei more than 40 minutes to get to the destination. Lin Xuemei ran out of the car door before she could remove the key. However, there was no sign of Li Wenlong in the passing crowd.
"Hello, have you seen this man waiting at the door just now?" At the gate of the detention center, Lin Xuemei takes out her mobile phone and searches for Li Wenlong's picture.
"This man is gone long ago." Although he didn't stay here for a long time, Li Wenlong has already penetrated into their mind, just because those people who came here are really too arrogant. Of course, the woman who came here is too beautiful and too beautiful. Especially for those men who commit crimes all day, women have to be regarded as a rare animal, especially It is also a beautiful woman, and it is precisely because of this that they remember Li Wenlong.
"Long gone, about what time?" Lin Xuemei is not reconciled. She doesn't want to admit her miscalculation. In her opinion, Li Wenlong should wait here and wait for his arrival, because he has never shown his face since he went in and out. For Li Wenlong, he must be upset. However, he is not here. Where did he go?
"Left at noon, as if." A pair of eyes on the doorpost kept sweeping around Lin Xuemei, like a hungry wolf facing a mutton lamb.
"I know." at this time, Lin Xuemei has no mind to pay attention to other things. She doesn't want to let Li Wenlong down in the end, but where is he? The provincial capital is not big. The urban area is only over 3000 square kilometers, but I want to find someone in this more than 3000 square kilometers in an hour For the first time, Lin Xuemei squatted on the side of the road regardless of the influence, allowing the rain to beat her helpless body. At the same time, Li Wenlong in another place was the same. Standing in the rain for more than an hour, the whole person had already been soaked through. A cold wind hit, Li Wenlong felt the cold for the first time, and the cold from the body to the heart for the first time. He didn't know whether his choice was right or wrong, but the impulse at the bottom of his heart told him: hold on, Buddha said: look back thousands of times in the past life, in exchange for a passing by in this life. He has been entangled with Lin Xuemei for several years. There must be several generations of entanglement in the dark. Is it possible that this fate has not been realized? If not, then
Later, Li Wenlong didn't want to think about it, but he had to think about it. Hanyu's words sounded in his ear again: if you want Lin Xuemei to have a new start, you can choose to let go
There is a kind of love called letting go, which is easy to say, but how many people can do it? Perhaps some emotions are gentle and romantic, must be a love without end, doomed to choose to give up. Rational giving up is the feeling from the bottom of my heart. I love you and leave me worried. Only mature people can understand that life can't be given up, other people who should give up must give up, don't be afraid of loneliness after giving up, and those who should give up can't hesitate. People's energy is limited, so we can't face it, our time is limited, and we can't tap all our potential. The reason why I choose to give up is to accept a new thing. To give up is not a dereliction of duty, to give up is not to abandon the ruthlessness and indifference, but to face life another opportunity.
Some people say that if you give up, you will have nothing and start all over again. There is no fault in giving up, giving up yesterday's passion and returning to today's indifference. It's for tomorrow's peach and plum fragrance and red flowers all over the tree. In the face of loneliness and temptation, we must learn to give up. Sometimes giving up is also a kind of love. Without giving up, there is no harvest. Therefore, to give up is a wise move, but also a kind of harvest. To choose to give up is a kind of self transcendence in life. Giving up is a kind of life decision. Giving up is to have a better development space. To give up you is not to love you. Because love you, can't bind you, give up because love you too much, so choose to leave you.
Choosing to give up is a kind of pain, which is a kind of pain of parting. To give up really is a kind of relaxed and joyful relief, because the pain is buried deep in my heart. Giving up is also a kind of beauty, there is a feeling of parting, eyes with tears, relative silent blessing, is a kind of sad and beautiful love story. Life is hard to avoid sorrow and joy, and it is hard to avoid injury and pain. Giving up is a kind of life rather than an escape. To understand that everlasting longing for each other means no longer. Because there is a kind of love that can't last forever. Its significance lies in the feeling of love, which makes people feel the complex taste of bitterness with sweetness and tears in smile. Then, to recall and remember will be regarded as an opportunity in life. Do not love to the black and blue, love each other scars, can not become unforgettable hatred.To love a person is to make him happy, to make him forget his worries and sorrows, and to give him a warmth is sincerity. If you can't do it, don't you give up. It's a kind of tolerance to give up. Time can dilute all the footprints of love, do not miss, do not have to worry about, let the winter of the snow fly away, only in the road of love experienced painful grinding, can gradually grow up in the emotional world. I believe that what we give up is not only suffering, but also the infinite vitality to life. Love a person does not have to have, have a person is not necessarily love. Some feelings are doomed to have no end, why hold him firmly in the heart, choose to give up means to refuse pain, happiness can be happy.
Leave you is not do not love you, to blame too much love you, this is also love, is a kind of same give up love. I'm afraid of clinging to you for too long, I'm afraid of hurting you too deeply. Giving up is the love for you and a kind of care for me! People say that there is no eternal love in this world. I don't want to fall in love with you for a lifetime. I wish I had. I will leave you in the day, often think of you, I will bless you, because I love you too much, so can't trap you. Walk through the years of loving each other calmly. In fact, those who really love can understand that only choosing to give up is a kind of happiness. As long as there is love in the heart, life will be sweet, and giving up is also to love you better.
In his mind, the two people together bit by bit, looking at the deepening night, Li Wenlong finally started a heavy step, the clock has pointed to 6:50, there are 10 minutes, 10 minutes, he does not believe that Lin Xuemei can still appear in front of him, perhaps it is his wishful thinking, perhaps people did not put this matter in mind In other words, people simply feel that there is no need to meet with themselves. Since everything has become the past, just like what is sung in the song, let the past go with the wind!
Looking back again, there is still no shadow in the sight. He takes out his mobile phone. It is already seven o'clock in the evening. A wry smile appears in the corner of his mouth. Li Wenlong presses several numbers: "I'm going to the station now."
Hang up the phone, turn off the mobile phone, Li Wenlong raised his hand to stop a taxi, the wheel splashed, the mud on the ground took away the body and mind, leaving sadness.
"To the railway station." After getting into the taxi, Li Wenlong buckled his mobile phone card and threw it out of the car window. He hoped to lose everything here, but could he really throw it away?
The rain was still falling outside the window. Looking at the wiper working mechanically, Li Wenlong recalled the scene of going out with Lin Xuemei for the first time. For the first time, the relationship between the two people had a qualitative leap. Although he saw some things that should not be seen, and although Lin Xuemei did toss herself for a while, the relationship between the two was still advancing by leaps and bounds At that time, Li Wenlong never thought that two people would come to this day. Of course, he did not think that after experiencing these hardships, they would really fly separately.
The voice of the "86" taxi driver pulled Li Wenlong back to reality and got off the bus after paying the bill. Li Wenlong went straight to the ticket office. The modern high-speed train has completely abandoned the tedious procedures of buying tickets in advance and preparing in advance. Especially for the route to Beijing, there will be one trip every few minutes.
"Give me a ticket..." After handing in his ID card, Li Wenlong's voice trembled. He seemed to be hesitating, but he finally made up his mind to "take the nearest train number."
"One hundred and twenty..." The conductor tapped the keyboard several times, and a ticket bearing disappointment and hope was born. After taking the ticket, Li Wenlong could not help but look at the entrance. How he hoped that there would be a familiar figure here. Only that, everything was just an illusion.
Give up!
With a sigh, Li Wenlong walked to the waiting hall with her head held high. He didn't know that Lin Xuemei was standing in the rain and dialing the familiar number again and again. Unfortunately, the call came again and again: "the number you dialed is temporarily unavailable, please dial again later." Finally, Lin Xuemei is tired and tired. She squats in the position where Li Wenlong just stood. Lin Xuemei tears her hair: how could she be so stupid? How could she not think that Li Wenlong should wait for herself in the place where he had an accident?
However, everything is already late, at this time, the pointer has pointed to eight o'clock, and an hour has passed since the time appointed by the two people.
Where will he go next?
All of a sudden, an idea flashed into Lin Xuemei's mind. She got up and got on the car. Lin Xuemei stepped on the accelerator fiercely. She didn't want to leave any regrets
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