Chapter 72: Ember of Progress
As the mans footsteps plod away, my mind is practically frozen.
I did nothing.
I could have stopped him.
The thought of how easily he crushed the head of the girl the one I had talked to only moments earlier.
Its not my fault.
But the almost lighthearted way he acknowledged me. The way I just watched him kill them.
I know that it would have been a horrible idea if I got involved. Both in regards to staying under the radar and not showing my powers.
But is this really the right thing to do?
To ignore powerful people doing horrible things, just because I cant fight them at that moment?
Is this what I will do every time? There will always be something.
Not only that but Im scared. Im really scared.
I may have killed that one man with the bugs, but what about a cultivator? Im not like Gong and I dont have a body that can fight with a cultivator.
The combination of this thought and the reality of what I just saw causes me to double over, holding my mouth. I desperately try to hold in the bile that threatens to come up.
My hands on my knees, bent over, I can feel my fingers tighten upon my kneecaps.
No. Fuck this. Fuck all of this.
Im stronger than this.
I was raised to be better than this.
Holding in my stomach, tightening my lips, and straightening my back, I stand back up.
The thought of my parents emerges within my mind. Two hardworking and loving individuals. They sacrificed so much, just to raise me. To help me get into college. To start my life.
To become a man.
I know my parents wouldnt have wanted me to do this. Hell, theyd call me a dumbass for all the stupid shit Ive been doing.
They dissuaded me from becoming a firefighter, from serving in the military. Even though, they themselves had done those same things, when they were younger.
At the same time, they still instilled those values in me.
She wants me to use alchemy as a cover.
For this, I can do that.
What I was going to do for the Yellow Sashes, before being shown that they couldnt be trusted, I will do for this family.
First, I need to quickly get materials. Which means I need hands. Which means I need the spiders. I could use insects, but this will give us some plausibility.
Almost as if she anticipated me needing help, as soon as I contacted her, Gong immediately sent a large number of spiders into my direction underground.
The underground caverns barely stretch out to this area, but they begin filling it quickly. Its honestly scary how fast they can move as a group.
I order them to dig up into this area, while creating the countermeasures that Gong usually makes for tunnels. Making it collapsible.
When its quiet, its frightening to hear the soft sounds of scratching and digging get louder and louder. The varied pitch of hisses from the different sized spiders, brings a shiver to my back.
They seem excited. Excited to be doing something for me. For Gong. To be part of something.
More and more, they are coming to have emotions. At the point it is right now, Id say they have the emotional range of a puppy.
Nonetheless, I see a portion of the ground in the hut dip down, until it opens up with countless small and large spiders streaming out. The flow over the inside of the building covering it with web, as others disappearing into the street to grab ingredients.
Why did I have them do this? For two reasons, masking sound and transportation, in addition to grabbing ingredients.
Now it should be much more difficult to tell whats going on in here.
Strangely enough, it appears that cultivators havent been notified yet, since I feel no tingling on my neck or indication via scan. Not that they arent heading there, though.
As soon as the spiders flowed out of the building, a few of the spies bolted away. In different directions. If I wasnt in a rush to save these people, I would have followed them with my scan. So instead, the spiders are following them. And it appears they are having to take longer to lose them.
Without much time, the spiders bring the main ingredients for a version of the healing potion I was going to make for the Yellow Sashes.
They brought me the ever-prevalent Spirit Grass; underground rocks known as Angel Dust, which has no known use; dirt that has been soaked in natural underground methane; as well as countless other minor ingredients.
While all of these items are common and could be mixed together to a very minor effect, it takes knowledge of qi mixtures and timings; obscure/useless materials; and a specific mixing method to make the concoction. Not only that, but this type can only be used for non-cultivators and this version can only be used on demi-humans.
In hindsight, there was no reason to make something this strong for them. Especially for an amputated finger.
Nonetheless, I immediately start crushing them together, in a bowl I found on the ground in the hut. Luckily there is some water in here too. This version of the potion would work better with heat to help mix it, but I will have to work without it for now.
I think I will call this the Little Phoenix concoction.
Pouring it on their heads, I simultaneously start healing them. Knitting their brains and skull back together using my healing aura. They will still have permanent indents on their skulls, though. That way it isnt a perfect healing.
Just enough so that it gives some deniability. The same would happen with this concoction over a greater period.
Quickly, the healing job is done. The concoction does its job, soaking into the brain and healing their evident brain damage.
Just in case, I heal any issues that could pop up in those areas.
I then direct the spiders to take them down into the cave back to where Gong is. I also send a mental message to her regarding my plan. These people will go into the little safe area we are creating. To get them there, we will take them through the caves first.
Based on the pulse I send out, none of the spies have any idea what Ive done.